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In the weeks that followed, Sammie tortured me, not with more humiliating exhibitions of her power over me, but with a total lack of interest. She looked at me innocently when we were in the same room and spoke to me like nothing was amiss. I cornered her one day and begged her to tell me why she was doing this. She told me to remember what she'd said that Saturday after our first kiss - she would be happy to oblige me whenever I came to her. Apparently waiting for my little sister to take control of the situation wasn't going to work anymore. This didn't make me happy, as before I could always tell myself that it was Sammie's doing - and her strange persuasion - that made me act so awfully. If I went to her of my own free will, however, I would no longer have those illusions to protect my fragile conscience.
I knew I couldn't just leave things as they were. My friends were constantly asking me what was wrong. When I broke up with Matt, they thought that must be the reason for my absent-mindedness and quick irritation. I felt like my personal life was falling apart, as sports weren't interesting me anymore, parties weren't fun anymore, and though I didn't find boys quite so engaging anymore, I felt like I didn't even care if blew them or fucked them. In short I was pretty mixed up, although luckily this didn't extend to my schoolwork. Although I was no longer excited about learning and someday going to college, I found that losing myself in my studies was the only way I could stop thinking about my sexy little sister. So if anything, my grades got even better. But I didn't want to end up as a reclusive, academic shut-in. I wanted my life back. I wanted to enjoy things and not be a prisoner of my unnatural lust for a little girl and a blood relation.
I held out as long as I could, both because having sex with a 10 year old girl that I should be protecting is the epitome of vileness, and also because I knew Sammie didn't care about me at all and it hurt too much think that I could be driven to such depravity for someone who just wanted to play mindgames with me. Of course I couldn't bear the agony of living in the same household and seeing her beautiful face and knowing the pleasurable secrets her tiny body contained. Sometimes I would catch myself staring at her at dinner in a trance, my mouth watering at the sight of her bare skin revealed by a sleeveless blouse. Or I'd walk into the living room to see her lying on her stomach watching TV with her pajama bottoms snugly fitted around the pert little ass I'd so eagerly tongued. At the point when I started masturbating three times a day, the urge to give into my little sister - to become her unloved and abused sex-slave if need be - became too strong.
It was another Saturday (the hardest for me, as so many sex-charged memories were associated with the relaxing weekend day), and I noticed that I was halfway dressed in my most whorish outfit before I realized that I'd made my decision. I was actually supposed to be cheering at a football game that day, but I had begged off and my teammates and coach hadn't seemed too disappointed that I wouldn't be there. I promised myself that after today, I would start putting my life back in order, even if it meant I had to keep this dark secret from everyone to do it. I finished getting my clothes on: strappy platform sandals, my sexiest black thong, a short, pleated, schoolgirl skirt that I'd never worn without tights on before, and an old low-cut blouse from a year ago that wrapped my torso tightly, accentuating my thin waist and oversized breasts. I wasn't wearing a bra, and my already stiff nipples were standing out like gum drops against the thin, white fabric. I never wore much makeup, preferring a lighter, more natural look, but I put on dark mascara and hot pink lip gloss to complete the ensemble. I even found a single garter from a Halloween costume that I slipped on, high up on my thigh, just peeking out from under my skirt. In the mirror I knew I looked good, as I had the body to pull it off, but at the same time my look had an air of desperation and sluttiness mixed in too. I decided that pretty much fit my current mindset.
When I walked into Sammie's room, she looked up and didn't even bat an eye. She was dressed much more casually, with just a pair of nice shorts and another sleeveless blouse with frills at the seams that she was so fond of. Still, she looked exquisite to me, stretched out on her bed with her thin, tanned swimmer's legs beckoning for my caress and her sweet, childish blue eyes that I could fall into.
"Did you need something?" she asked, uninterested, as she looked back down at the magazine she'd been reading.
At first I couldn't say anything, and I thought this would be another time when I became totally useless under the gun, but I took a deep breath, let go of my misgivings and told her I'd come to take her up on her offer.
"Offer?" she asked. "You'll have to be more specific."
"Sammie... I want to..." I fumbled, searching for the words and she looked back up at me expectantly. "I want to be with you."
"Be with me? You are with me. I'm sorry, but you'll need to tell me what you want before I can help you."
On the verge of tears, the humiliation of begging my 10 year old sister to fuck me threatened to choke me to silence. Eyes downcast, but still speaking clearly so I wouldn't be made to repeat myself, I said, "Sammie, I dressed up like a slut to show you my body. To - to give you my body. Please, just hold me... kiss me... fuck me... Whatever you want to do, I just want to give myself to you and I want you to take me. Anyway you want, just please, please take me!"
Sammie stood up and went to her dresser. With her back to me, she told me to get down on my hands and knees. So it begins, I thought, but did what she asked without hesitation. My own pathetic desperation had my insides churning, and I felt like screaming and crying, but at the same time I felt the familiar heat between my legs and dampness in my panties being cooled by the circulating air conditioning as my short skirt rode up my ass when I knelt down to the carpet. On all fours like a bitch in heat, I watched as my little sister took off her shirt and shorts, revealing the back of her naked body to me once again. I imagined I'd have to eat out her ass again, this time without it having been cleaned with soap, and the idea both disgusted and aroused me. The little girl didn't stick her ass out to be licked though, but instead took something out of the drawer and stepped into it. I couldn't tell what it was, although from behind it appeared to be a black sports jock like the boys wear during games. When she turned around however, I knew it for what it was, and I could practically feel the juices gushing from my quivering body.
"Come here and suck me, bitch."
With tears of shame leaking down my cheeks, I began crawling across the floor to put my sister's big strap-on dildo in my mouth. It looked enormous and I didn't know if I'd be able to fit my lips around it, but when I got to her, I realized that it only looked so big in comparison to Sammie's tiny, 10 year old body. It was ridiculous for this ten inch male appendage to be hanging off such a small, feminine girl, but as usual, I couldn't stop from being completely turned on by even the most deviant sex act. Looking up into my little sister's eyes as she guided my head to the tip of the soft rubber cock, she smiled warmly at me, like she used to when we were still friends and still loved each other like normal sisters do. That didn't stop her from pulling my head in and pushing her hips to meet my face, as her dick slid slowly into my mouth and down my throat. I gagged on the young girl's cock, and she relented momentarily, before pushing back into my mouth. Slowly she rocked her thin hips with both hands nested in my hair, pushing the large dick farther down my throat with each thrust. I was extremely turned on to be fucked and abused this way, and I loved the sight of her tight little body swaying and flexing gently as she humped her big sister's wet mouth.
I became glad to accept her toy, and pretended it was really hers and I could give her pleasure through it. I started pushing forward of my own accord and hungrily slurped and sucked at my sister's dick like I'd always longed to do for the boys I'd been with. Grabbing Sammie's pert behind with my hands, I let her fuck my face with rising tempo as I fought to bring her to an impossible orgasm through her proxy member. I was on my knees, dressed like a whore and servicing my 10 year old sister's strap-on, and I couldn't help but reach down to finger my panty-covered mound, rubbing the sopping material into my sensitive clit. As the young girl buried her big cock to the hilt in my eager mouth, I desperately wanted to feel her hot cum shoot down my throat and fill me with her love. Instead, after holding this position while my body flooded with the first orgasm of the day, Sammie gently pulled the glistening cock from my mouth and I fell over, shaking with pleasure and gasping for breath.
"Get up, whore."
I just moaned, my mind in a whirl. She grabbed my hair, yanking my head up and my thoughts back to the present. I made it back up to my hands and knees, apologizing the whole time and trying to hug myself into my little sister's shapely legs. Pushing my face away, annoyed, she told me to get on the bed. I climbed up, still on my hands and knees and arched my back to expose more of my ass to the young girl. She slapped me roughly on my ass and the spanking sent jolts of pleasure through me. She hadn't hit me hard, and her soft, warm hand felt so good smacking into me and squeezing my firm, athletic ass. I'd just came, but I wanted more from her. I wanted to be hers completely - to be owned by her. I was in a haze of lust and love and crazy seduction and just wanted to be Sammie's implicitly. She yanked down my thong to my knees and I shuddered in anticipation.
The first shock of her small, probing tongue on my swollen pussy lips drew a high-pitched squeal from me. I leaned down farther, pressing my face into my sister's bedspread and raising my ass as high as it would go to give her better access to my dripping slit. Sammie lapped hungrily at my steamy cunt, the ten year old exuberantly tonguing me and then slacking off as I approached climax, driving me wild. A huge orgasm was building to a crescendo deep within me, and every lick and nibble was driving me closer and closer to the brink. Abruptly, I felt the absence of my little sister's tongue and hot breath on my virgin pussy, almost immediately replaced by her clenching hands on my ass as she climbed up onto the bed behind me. Groaning incoherently, I just wanted her to keep going or fuck me or do something, since I was so close to cumming. When I felt the tip of her rubber cock at the entrance to my throbbing sex, I thought I was going to explode.
"Do you want me to fuck you, slut?"
Oh god yes! I think I replied. I might have just been babbling nonsense at that point, but I thrust my ass back toward the young girl to get my point across.
"No," she said, pulling away. "You have to beg for it."
"Sammie... please! Please fuck your big sister. I want you so bad! I want your sweet cock inside me!"
"Because you have no choice, right? You want me more than anything else and you're giving up everything to be mine, yes?"
"YES! Yes, whatever you say. I'm your slave. I love you more than anything and I want you more than anything!"
"That's what I wanted to hear," Sammie said softly. I bit my lip, expecting to feel her plunge the whole ten inches deep inside me with one thrust, taking my cherry and asserting her ownership. Instead she pushed me forward with her hands, and I obliged by lying on my stomach, just raising my ass up as much as I could. She entered me slowly until she hit my virgin resistance, and my pent up orgasm immediately burst like a supernova throughout my lower body. In the throes of passion, she took the opportunity to break my last barrier to womanhood, and the pain turned instantly to pleasure as I was cumming. With her cock halfway into my bliss-ravaged body, the little girl rocked with minute movements, gradually getting my just broke-in pussy accustomed to this new girth. As my orgasm faded and merged into the new pleasurable sensation of having my tight cunt filled up, I started moaning again and Sammie pushed farther into me.
Gently, and as I could only think of as lovingly, my little sister slowly fucked my pussy with her huge cock, ensuring I enjoyed every second and responding in tiny ways to enhance the sexual feelings I intimated with new squeals or the movement of my hips. She somehow knew when I was ready for more, and she responded by pumping the thick cock faster into my sexy, writhing body. Her nails raked lightly down my back and I turned partially onto my side, raising my top leg up to spread my pussy for her and so I could squeeze my big breasts and pull on my aching nipples. My little sister pulled my leg so it was going over her shoulder as she sat on my lower thigh, and she was able to get so deep inside me I felt like her cock was hitting up into my womb. She pushed as far it would go, her thin legs clenched around my middle, our pelvises locked together tightly, and in that position just slightly rocked back and forth, the slow rhythm driving deep inside me like a piping hot rod sending flames of lust throughout my body.
I didn't have any sensible thoughts as I was getting my brains fucked out by the beautiful elementary school girl, but in hindsight I should have noted the distinct difference between the abusive way our encounter had started and the sweet, tender fucking my little sister was giving me. It wasn't until she pulled my leg farther over and I flipped onto my back that the feeling of being in love and being loved joined the more base sensations inside me. With my little sister, whom I adored and cherished, hugging me tightly and suckling gently at my oversized tits, I was free to gaze at her sweet, innocent face and run my fingers through her silken hair as she pumped her little hips away between my legs. It was amazing how easily she could manipulate my emotions and turn me from abject degradation to this protective loving feeling. The young girl pounded away at my pussy, and past her bare back I watched her sexy ass rise and fall as she slammed wave after wave of ecstasy into me. I wrapped my legs and arms around my little sister and we melted together in a wave of pleasure as her thrusting cock brought me to the most intense rapture I'd ever felt.
Sweating and panting, we held each other and laid on her bed, our heartbeats slowing and synchronizing and just enjoying the special closeness of lovers and sisters. I brushed the hair from her brow with a finger and gazed contentedly into my baby sister's clear blue eyes, untouched by malice or contempt. In fact, I only saw the same loving tenderness I had for her reflected back from her eyes and beaming face. When she looked at me like that, it was easy to see how I could fall so deeply in love with the beautiful little nymphette, and I felt like things had once again changed between us, only this time for the best.
Her head resting on my gently rising breast, she stroked my shoulder and arm and asked me if I hated her.
"No, of course not! Sammie... I love you. I always have, and I always will." I hesitated, not wanting to bring back the bitter, unfeeling side of her I'd gotten to know, then asked, "Can't we always just be like this?"
She nodded and said, "Yes, I think so. I'm glad you don't hate me. I've always loved you too, but I had to do it like this."
"I don't understand," I began, the biggest understatement of my life. "Why did you hurt me so much? Why all the games?"
She couldn't meet my eyes, and tears welled up in her sparkling eyes. "I knew what you needed, but I couldn't just give it to you. I knew you'd always worry about what you were doing and fight with yourself. You had to give in completely, or the rest of your life would be eaten away with guilt. I had to convince you there was no turning back."
In an odd way that made sense, as I had been struggling with my predicament - until today, when I decided to give up everything to be with my sister. Now my conscience wasn't troubled. Not by the fact that I was in love with my sister, or that I enjoyed having sex with a little ten year old girl. Sure I knew that it was wrong, but only intellectually - my heart was sure. I looked back at Sammie after this happy epiphany, and saw that she was waiting with trepidation for my response. Even though she knew what she had to do and how I would respond, I realized that she'd never risked so much - her sister and her love - and even she wasn't entirely sure how I'd react. I didn't feel like I needed to say anything, however, and simply pulled her face to mine and gave her a slow, sensual kiss that lingered on and on as my response.
EPILOGUE
We shared our thoughts and our bodies the rest of that day, as new lovers do, and six years later as I write this, we're still best friends and steadfast lovers. Obviously, no one can ever know the full extent of our relationship, but we still find ways to be together both privately and publicly. Sammie is 16 now and drop-dead gorgeous. I was right that she would eclipse me in beauty and sexiness, although she often argues that I've only gotten hotter since going to college and she's still a long way from being my equal. At any rate, when she comes up to campus to visit for a long weekend, it's as my girlfriend from back home, and no one's the wiser when we stroll around holding hands or make out at parties. At least lesbianism is socially acceptable, although I guess we'll have to wait on the same being said for incest and pedophilia (though the latter is hardly an issue at this point). The bottom line is that we're happiest when we're together and we plan on remaining so throughout our lives, come what may.