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fag with the goatee and giants hat Eeyore 18/08/04(Sat)22:15 No. 5870 ID: 921a82 [Reply]

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just because I didn’t wash my hands as I grabbed that library bathroom doorknob doesn’t mean I’m disgusting like you said you piece of garbage . you’re the trash that was talking while you where pissing next to me in the other stall . you’re filth. I use hand sanitizer you sack of shit. I’m glad you had to touch that doorknob after you just washed your hands . You’re the piece of Mexican filth that’s dependent on the free water supplant and soap that the state process . BUY hand sanitizer you ass munch. What your like 30-40 you freaking dumbass. Why do YOU feel the need to talk in the restroom. I can understand a woooo eeeeeee after a good piss like a soldier but still fuck.

Eeyore 18/05/04(Fri)18:36 No. 5791 ID: ee3ced [Reply]

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No friends or anyone. What do you personally do to cope?

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Eeyore 18/07/07(Sat)08:13 No. 5844 ID: 35074e

cry a lot. cut myself sometimes but i try not to since that's a slippery slope and i don't wanna go back to my old ways. post about my feelings on anonymous image boards

Eeyore 18/08/03(Fri)18:11 No. 5867 ID: b2ff8d

I dont even try to quit, it's uphill battle and you just gonna ruin your life even more.
I'm not from USA, im from EU, we get Subutex for free.
That was my way out, it really helps with depression, cravings(you even have nice little high), I tried to quit but Subutex enters your bones, it's probably even worse than H.

If you are in the place of full quit4life(i dont believe you, what are you gonna do without something-something), use Sub, first week cut in half 2mg pill.Then half again, wait for worst cravings(at least ~48h) and take 0.5 sublingual. That will hold you for 2-3 days, than take 0.2 after 4-5 days(it's not perfect but its way better than cold turkey)..

Do not use it as an longterm solution, you will fuck yourself up even more..

Eeyore 18/08/04(Sat)00:30 No. 5869 ID: 957d2f


I'm from the UK, I can get methadone or subutex free of charge but I don't want that on my medical record, due to paranoia about being refused pain meds when i actually need them (this actually happens and its sick) and also potentially being refused entry into the united states for the best surgeon in the world for the work I want done.

I think I may already be listed as a drug user in my medical history anyway, after I tried to kill myself in 2015 paramedics (i think, or the police, or my little brother, it's one of three) took away 3g of H that was in plain site, along with anything i could possibly use to harm myself. they even took away my lighter fluid lol.

subutex fast taper is great for coming off, it's actually a miracle substance. i've used it for that purpose 6 times now, but what I've noticed is it draws out the 'boredom' stage of PAWS a lot longer than going cold turkey does, however I've only gone cold turkey three times and those where in my earlier days of use, so that could just be nonsense, afterall, the longer you use, the more your brain changes and ergo the longer it takes to revert. My first cold turkey was piss easy, I didn't even recognise it was happening to me, I just thought I was agitated and angry because I was involuntarily committed (another thing I'm afraid will block my entry into the US for surgery, their border agency are fucking crazy about that stuff and it's so bizarre to me)

It's been just over a month since I last used, yesterday though, I was going through my old burnt up foils I have stashed behind my desk, looking for anything I hadn't burnt up. I found nothing, of course.

I know it will always be a part of my life. That's just how it's gotta be now. I can't imagine life without an opiate high every once in a while. I've got a few kg of poppy seeds on hand but haven't touched them so far. I hate the taste of PST. But they are there, taunting me, and when I eventually use them I know it'll reboot my downward spiral.

post turned out longer than I thought it would (probably still not very long) but I'm drunk and being a whiner.

Things aren't that bad... Ariel 18/08/01(Wed)23:32 No. 5866 ID: cb7a05 [Reply]

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Things aren't going that bad lately. I've been with my gf for almost a year and a half, things at work are running smooth, I'm healthy (can't remember last time I had a fever) and my family is doing quite fine, not terribly well but fine.
But I know that things could be a lot better, mostly on the economic side of it. I'm talking about money. Things here in Italy suck lately if you middle income. Basically you can't really build a future on what you earn but you aren't technically poor. You are in a sort of a limbo between poverty and financial security. Starting a business now in Italy is plain suicide: too much bureaucracy and too many taxes.
I am 30 yo and I think and feel this is the time to make important decisions concerning mine and my gf's future.
Besides all this sometimes I feel low and emotionally/mentally tired of all this. I feel like struggling is useless and it's impossible to get out of this situation, feeling like in a swamp. On the side of that I am always conscious that life can always take away everything I have in the blink of an eye. Anything can happen, a freak accident or something like that.

I've been listening to Jordan Peterson lately and he said something that really hit me. He said that happiness in life is not that important but what's really important is to find a deep meaning to what we do in life in order to overcome tragedy. And if we think of it, life itself is a tragedy because you are born, you grow up, learn stuff, have experiences, meet people and then one day, don't even know exactly when, you die.
What kind of a deep meaning can you find in life in order to overcome tragedy?

P.S. That's me on the right and that's my gf on the left.

Story of my life Kuhlmann 18/05/17(Thu)07:52 No. 5806 ID: f6419f [Reply]

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grows up in a familiy with passive parents
parents buys a pc for me
plays pc all day instead of hanging out with friends i dont have
gets to middle school and starts playing wow
drops out of school because wow is more fun
moves into appartment and continue playing wow
brains says stop, because of loneliness and doctors says i got schizophrenia
antipsychotics makes me happy but also hungry
gains 50 kilos and diabetes 2
doctors give me new medicine so i dont eat so much
can´t taste, smell or feel anything cause of badly threated diabetes
probaly blind by 40 and dead by 50

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Eeyore 18/06/17(Sun)08:56 No. 5827 ID: 30b50c

passive parents seems nice but they are a very dangerous way of raising a child

Eeyore 18/06/24(Sun)21:34 No. 5835 ID: a521d4

There is nothing wrong with playing world of warcraft. Only when it gets to the point that it eats away at your life. There are even opportunities to be kind and make friends in MMOs, and it would cause you to stand out from the crowd in these type of games because people tend to not have a filter when engaging others and a lot of their dark side comes out. With that being said, it is not the same as having a physical friend and what not and because of the mask people wear online, you could end up valuing a friendship that the other person never considered as such. But try being kind to others in a game and don't give in to those who only ever want to use you, even if it means you get to have some sort of interaction because those types will be more draining. Exercise when taking a break. Could be simple body weight stuff and give no fucks to your physical strength as the point, the true point of exercise, is to build discipline. All the other physical health attributes are a simple bonus. Could be as simple as going on a brisk walk outside. Meditate and try not to spill seed if you're a dude. Abstinence makes the greatest aphrodisiac and your body will begin to produce more test and a plethora of other bodily functions will improve. If you do nothing all day, stick to one meal instead of a multiple amount. The body's feelings can become corrupt and send the wrong signals to our brains thus making us believe we are hungry when we aren't and a variety of other little things like that. You're not your emotions, and the drugs do not define you as a person. Do what you like, but remember, balance in all things.

This picture... Eeyore 18/07/09(Mon)15:32 No. 5847 ID: 4d899a

The girl herself wants bukkake, some guy in the back wants to dress her in skimpy clothes and molest her...

The foreveralone wants her to film herself masturbating. His desire doesn't involve any sexual contact; he just wants pics and vids. He's crying; he knows how /grim/ this is.

internal encumbrance * Eeyore 18/06/29(Fri)00:58 No. 5838 ID: d28da9 [Reply]

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i am a parasitic intestinal blockage
i avoid eyes

foreward ever moving
when to turn the pages
of a distant construct


Eeyore 16/09/04(Sun)14:55 No. 5035 ID: 8b6ae7 [Reply] [Last 50 posts]

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What do you desire /grim/?

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Eeyore 18/05/29(Tue)01:10 No. 5811 ID: 62ba55

Just like the majority of people here, death,or, to have a new point of view in living, my life is a piece of shit and will continue to worsten as time goes by 'cause I have a boring princip

Eeyore 18/06/12(Tue)06:31 No. 5823 ID: fba3f3

why would you want to be remembered?

Eeyore 18/06/24(Sun)04:42 No. 5834 ID: cd14a1

I can't stick to one hope or want for very long...
but for some time I have dreamt of living in off the grid in some way. Maybe a small farm plot or something like that.
Got to have a steady job and some cash to get a loan for that. Already got a job, but paying off a loan would take a long time.
I guess I want a better job.
Make more money and faster, perhaps in a more enjoyable and comfortable way than now.
Maybe take a loan and flee abroad and start over like a new person all together. The money would last longer there too, everything's expensive and our currency us going down the drain.

Eeyore 16/10/13(Thu)18:05 No. 5110 ID: 1fdc02 [Reply]

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What would be your perfect suicide?

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Eeyore 18/05/22(Tue)07:09 No. 5808 ID: 9892e2


Driving in a race car at top speeds, blasting out songs from intial d out my car. In that exact moment, I'd be free, finally free. The feeling of being like a caged animal would cease, and I would finally be free. And when I crash, it would be all worth it, because I was actually truly genuinely happy in the end.

That is my idealization.

Eeyore 18/06/01(Fri)13:38 No. 5817 ID: 4ba2a4

something gruesome, but in a self-contained way. I would love to use it as something to haunt someone who's done me wrong, maybe hang myself outside their window with my stomach split open and my entrails spilling out. That sounds really edgy but I think it would be neat if the image of my dead body would be the first thing they see when they wake up or something. Or, I would love to die in a little dug up hole in a garden somewhere, and have the plants feed off me and flourish. I think that would be lovely.

Eeyore 18/06/17(Sun)13:58 No. 5830 ID: 889397

someone snipes my head in a public place. it makes me an important person. just kidding, i'm not suicidal hehehe

Eeyore 17/11/07(Tue)17:52 No. 5616 ID: ca7e87 [Reply]

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It's been about two years since I last spoke to any of my former friends. They don't know why I suddenly broke contact, nor did I ever get the impression they gave a shit. I can't tell if I'm annoyed at wasting years of my life hanging out with these people, or because now I can no longer pretend I'm not completely alone.

Eeyore 18/06/13(Wed)21:22 No. 5825 ID: d28da9

dont blame thers for what yo view as wasted years. i too have hng out with friends for years and all we have done amidst work or school is smoke pot and drink but i do not feel it is wasted time and if it is at least im not blaming them for what could be cnstrewed as fruitless years . life is a jorney not a destination dont be so hard on yorself. yo know what i mean by that .

Eeyore 18/06/13(Wed)21:14 No. 5824 ID: d28da9 [Reply]

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well i waas thinking of walking on down to the shell down my street and buying a cheap beer i only have like 2.50 in my bank account at the moment its honestly looking like ill have to buy a can of cobra or a hurricane. *sigh* does anyone know how much the cheapest beer is in california plus tax? i literally told myself many a time that ill quit drinking around when i first started when i was 18 now at 23 im still wetting my whistle on occasion . like you honestly have to do more acting when yo hang arond people like these days i just kind of sit there and observe and relax cuz my job just sucks the life out of me when i get off i barely even want to chat or spend life expenditure to do what i really want .

/grim/ animations Eeyore 18/06/01(Fri)23:48 No. 5818 ID: 3b1d0f [Reply]

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Let's share some relevant animations.

Here's "How Wings Are Attached to the Backs of Angels"


Eeyore 18/06/01(Fri)23:55 No. 5819 ID: 3b1d0f

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Another, "A Short Vision" by P. and J. Foldes


Eeyore 18/06/02(Sat)00:08 No. 5820 ID: 3b1d0f

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"Streets of Crocodiles" by the Quay Brothers.


Eeyore 18/06/02(Sat)00:12 No. 5821 ID: 3b1d0f

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"The Golem" by Jiří Bárta


That'll do for now

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