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Eeyore 17/09/01(Fri)08:10 No. 5541 ID: e6b706 [Reply]
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I'm a fat,acne-ridden, aspie fuck with trichotillomania. I have friends but they're all leaving my current school, which I transferred to because I'm too much of cuck to admit that I bullied my best friend from my old school. I excel in everything I do, but none of it makes me happy. I don't feel whole. I used to be a normal, pretty, gifted girl, but then I found the *chans. Now, my social life consists of being a servant to my friends. I want to be a normie again. I don't want to become a miserable heap of garbage in my parent's basement. Why did I become this? I want to remember myself.


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Eeyore 17/09/12(Tue)13:52 No. 5548 ID: 6e42c2
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It sounds like you're uncomfortably aware of what's happening! I'd rather not speak about the more physical and social repurcussions of My Great Depression (middle school on, standard Major Depressive Package really. no complaints. I've got a mild version I'm sure and it should clear up any day now :D :D :D) picking away at my fingers and toes but that happened to me and I kept going even while feeling utter disgust with myself. it was like I needed proof my methods were flawed. I tried being super neutral and petitioning what I perceived to be larger intellectual bodies, or their representatives holding onto a corrupt fork of that sweet Truth. then I became convinced intellectualism was the poison which had brought me to viewing myself as a mote instead of a focal lens strapped into a meatcasket and begging for help from people I despised and looked down upon, and I settled for hating myself by myself

and you know what worked?
just kidding I'm here now I'm twenty and I have no plans. might be homeless soon. my mom is a low-wage sugarbaby for rent and my othergendered counterpart has taken to making up serial killer-esque stories about my childhood because I look like shit now.
I've decided I don't have free will like other people. I have selective control over things. some things I can VETO in my brain. I just say no and I stop, but if there's no framework there I have no options and just stop. otherwise I modulate the intensity of what I'm doing. how much punctuation I bother to use. whether I just rip my fucking hangnail off with my teeth even if it only takes off a few layers and slices into my skin or whether I just graze the underside of the nail with my teeth (I assume I have a very strong immune system at this point...)

as for how to stop smoking weed to the point where it gives you ephysema... well lemme say this. weed will help you on the weekends. it will drag you down the rest of the time. if you smoke more often than every 3 days you will permanently reduce the surface area of your lungs. sorry if that last paragraph was irrelevant to you. sorry if the whole post was, I'm awake and, uh, haven't eaten...


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Eeyore 17/09/20(Wed)14:00 No. 5552 ID: 1e22f7

>>5541
The person you used to be is gone; you will never get back there. Do not be discouraged by this truth, but liberated. Your friends are leaving; your social circle will inevitably collapse--make a new one. Go somewhere you never go, talk to people you don't usually talk to (or let them talk to you if approaching strangers causes too much anxiety).

You have nothing but opportunity in this cold, indifferent universe.


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Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)22:02 No. 5609 ID: d24851

>>5541
Christ, you sound like a disturbed personality. Your story is egocentric, self-contradictory, and doesn't seem to have any specific order.

All you admitted to was being poisonous to others and that you want better things for yourself. Have you considered being less poisonous to others?




Eeyore 17/08/26(Sat)05:31 No. 5536 ID: e20f55 [Reply]
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Google has become on of my bestfriends. I like to type in my problems and read artucles about my mental state just to feel understood. Sometimes I do it for days.


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Eeyore 17/09/25(Mon)08:40 No. 5554 ID: 7baec4

You should work for wikipedia.


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Eeyore 17/10/16(Mon)21:20 No. 5570 ID: f45e93

>>5554
come to think of it, that's a pretty /grim/ thing to do; presiding over the debasement of all human knowledge.


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Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)21:58 No. 5608 ID: a57be3

>>5536
Sometimes the articles are outdated and written by lunatics or at least people who take advantage of other's suggestibility, but alright.




Friend Thread Eeyore 17/10/30(Mon)20:30 No. 5583 ID: 0c2267 [Reply]
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hey everyone

so i'm a regular here but i thought i'd try something new
>>774318 had a good idea
so i'm gunna do it

let's have a friend thread

if you need a friend, or want to chat, or you're feeling lonely and want some company, or need help, or you want to try to make a long term friend or whatever, put your info here and we can chat/message/call/write/text whatever.


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Eeyore 17/10/31(Tue)14:13 No. 5586 ID: e38094
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>>5583
Make cross-board references by prepending the board:
>>/b/774318

I've always had a hard time trusting people in general, but most particularly those who call themselves my "friends". Betrayal and belittlement color most of my "friendships"; few have been mutually beneficial. Most everyone I know is motivated by greed and unenlightened self-interest.

It's a lot easier to trust people I can't see. Anonymous friends are the best friends. Let's be friends and not have to worry about anyone's motives.

☑I'm a friend of /grim/.


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Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)21:26 No. 5601 ID: a57be3

>>5586
Nobody is perfectly loyal, but not everyone is disappointing.

7chan is cool and underpopulated. I am a friend of /grim/, too.




Depressing stories Eeyore 17/08/02(Wed)23:43 No. 5514 ID: d42004 [Reply]
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What's the most depressing story that you ever read or heard?
It can be any genre.


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Eeyore 17/11/01(Wed)02:45 No. 5588 ID: a24704
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>>5515
:(


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Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)21:18 No. 5598 ID: a57be3

Probably the narratives of people I think are shit. They have a story of the world that is usually perverse and depressing to anyone who is not them, and maybe to themselves also.


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Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)21:19 No. 5599 ID: a57be3

>>5598
This includes myself. I am "shit".




Suicidal Tendencies Eeyore 17/11/01(Wed)17:56 No. 5589 ID: 9264b7 [Reply]
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Fuck man what am i supposed to do when I have suicidal tendencies? I dont just wanna calm down for a few days I want a permanent solution that isn't suicide. Any ways you cope or past experinces?


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Eeyore 17/11/02(Thu)20:48 No. 5594 ID: a24704

try hardcore drugs


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Eeyore 17/11/03(Fri)02:50 No. 5595 ID: e56409

>>5594
>>5592
drugs & alcohol + suicidal tendancies = more suicide

just sayin'


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Eeyore 17/11/03(Fri)04:03 No. 5596 ID: 55f784

kava




Eeyore 16/02/23(Tue)17:34 No. 4771 ID: 31485d [Reply]
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Talk about your crush and why you won't be together.


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Eeyore 17/10/24(Tue)19:44 No. 5576 ID: 686bf7

>>4771
I've had limited interaction with her, and yet I'm madly in love. There's absolutely nothing that would lead us to spend more time together. I've tried approaching her, just to catch up and chat, and she acts distant and apathetic towards me. I see her laughing and enjoying life with others, but not with me. Only an emotionless facade.


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Eeyore 17/10/29(Sun)14:35 No. 5582 ID: 4ed2a6

Because she's a fictional character.


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Eeyore 17/11/01(Wed)02:37 No. 5587 ID: a24704

Not soon. She lives 7600 kilmometres away.




Eeyore 17/10/23(Mon)23:28 No. 5574 ID: a06827 [Reply]
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What's the best knife for self-harm? (I don't do it for attention. I just like blood.) Disposable razors get boring.
Also, general self-harm thread.


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Anon!moNoTOnous 17/10/24(Tue)01:52 No. 5575 ID: 9ef22a

A carving knife. It's literally made to slice.




Eeyore 17/08/05(Sat)06:16 No. 5516 ID: a5edbd [Reply]
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I'm trash. I'm dumb. I'm ugly. I'm disgusting. I'm lazy. I'm poor. I'm a fatfuck. I'm unwanted everywhere I go. My father abandoned me and my stepfather divorced my mother, who is also sick of me. My grandmother when alive would also hate on me. Was bullied intensively everywhere I went from childhood to adolescence. There's humiliation all the time. I'm a creep and a weirdo. I'm human cancer. I'm the kind of person who goes to hell. Comparing myself to a human would be a compliment actually. I'm just a fucking animal. I can't do anything. All the time I feel nothing but anger, stress, anxiety, fear, sadness. My health is shit too. I probably have had several silent strokes, I feel a lot of pain on my left chest and on the back/left side of the neck and head, and countless problems ranging from fatty liver disease to anemia. I'm stupid and inconvenient, embarrassing, annoying. And I know things only get worse. My health will keep making me feel more and more pain. My mother will eventually say "this was the last drop" and either kick me out and I'll live as a hobo or throw me into a mental hospital. And I'll die either of a heart attack or a stroke, both of which are extremely painful, since I'm too much of a coward to do suicide. There are plenty of places to jump from where I am but I never have the courage of taking the leap, I gave up on it already, I wish I had a nice, cute pistol like a Glock but I'm from a no guns Eastern Euro shithole. I don't know man, I can't do anything, I'm just the worst possible existence that can there ever be. I hate myself so much, I hate this life so much. I don't want any help either, I can't do anything even if there's someone extremely benevolent and resourceful who is willing to help me, I'm just that pathetic. I have had plenty of opportunities in life but I wasted all of them. I'm just so fucking angry, I feel so much rage, anxiety, despair, sorrow, and pain. I want out of this. I don't like this. It's all so tiresome and painful being this retarded. I wish I could express myself better. I just can't stand any of this. I'm just a cancerous fat blob that's disturbing to look at that lives in agony. Thanks for reading my blog.


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Eeyore 17/08/24(Thu)08:58 No. 5533 ID: f123fe

I've been raised by people who love me.
I'm well read, well educated, and well to do.
And still I'm here.


Don't let your circumstances define you.


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Eeyore 17/08/29(Tue)16:07 No. 5540 ID: 704451
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I've never related to someone more, except for the fact I don't typically eat. But this is like the rut I'm in right now.




Eeyore 14/09/05(Fri)17:14 No. 3737 ID: 591d42 [Reply]
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How do i hide with my facial expressions that i am sad or is in a state of anxiety?


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Eeyore 16/09/25(Sun)21:30 No. 5073 ID: 3e4a64

Eat only McDonalds for a week, then shit your pants in public. Proceed with the rest of your day acting as though it never happened. I propose to you a challenge, one that if completed, you shall have mastered the art of stillface.


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Eeyore 17/08/05(Sat)08:27 No. 5517 ID: 925eb9

practice every day not showing emotion where you normally would. Being able to do this can actually be a skill when used right.


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Eeyore 17/08/13(Sun)11:51 No. 5522 ID: 63b666

>>3737
You... Get used to it.
The, soul crushing relentlessness of life.
Sure, some people may be happy, but, why should you be?
What did you do to deserve happiness in life?
Are you some Jesus figure? I'm not saying that you have to be as good as Jesus or some such person to be happy, but atleast they did something in life.
And what are you doing? Are you even trying?
Well, if you want to truly hide your facial expressions, quit trying, truly give up on life.

On the other hand, if you aren't the kind to give up hope, be sad, my friend.




Eeyore 17/07/10(Mon)10:39 No. 5448 ID: a86910 [Reply]
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Again I lost everything, my girlfriend cheated on me after five year. I feel so devasteted, I have no friends, no family, nothing. I feel so lost again.


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Eeyore 17/07/25(Tue)04:19 No. 5504 ID: 14f7e1

killing yourself over grief does not make sense. grief passes eventually.


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Eeyore 17/07/25(Tue)06:33 No. 5505 ID: 73f57f

You are born alone and you die alone

Just think of this as the inevitable end to the temporary illusion that you aren't


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Eeyore 17/08/12(Sat)23:10 No. 5521 ID: 0cbebe

Op here, Im drunk right now i want to get so drunk ivwont even wake up anymore.. i drink regular now theres no one left. I lost everything again it happend again and agoin i cant stand this hell anymore. I jist eant to be loved and love. Fuck thos ficking life




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