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My miserable life MiserableMe 16/01/01(Fri)16:15 No. 4702 ID: 8862ac [Reply]
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I often think how miserable my life actually is. I am 24 year old virgin, obese ,college drop out guy who went back to college and now learning with people who are younger than me. I have high cholesterol and a potential heart disease. That charm and meaning of my life is lost. I would have yet held happiness with me but I stammer when I speak and that lets me down.I can't even speak my own name properly , I am socially awkward person and wherever I feel like there are people around me , I sort of feel fear because people always looked down to me , mocked me. My dad works very hard and I wasted his hard earned money ,I gave him a lot of debt which now I believe even I won't be able to pay off. I am still doing bad at studies. I am also fucking lazy and procrastinate a lot. What sort of person I am ? I have a strong desire to change but I am not really able to bring it to my life , it seems impossible. My dad got very old and he still works, and on the other hand I am just sitting here inside my blanket and enjoying comfort.
I feel suicidal and sometimes I scream and cry , bang my head on the wall. Do I still have hope. I am Cold , Grim and Miserable.


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Xiaobi 16/02/01(Mon)06:39 No. 4744 ID: e580dd

>>4743
So?


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Thank you all. MiserableMe 16/02/21(Sun)20:19 No. 4768 ID: 3eba9e

I have hopes and i will hang on to it.


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Eeyore 16/02/28(Sun)09:13 No. 4781 ID: 759123

>>4744
What I'm saying is; thinking I didn't have my fair share of life's bullshit is ignorant. Was I sad? Of coarse. Did I waste away hoping some force would magically fix everything for me? No. I fixed the problems I CREATED by myself. I started by walking like I was worth something. I then went to the gym. I don't accomplish these goals for others, I do them for myself.

So fuck you. Go to the gym OP. You aren't back in college to impress others. If you say you have a strong desire to change, just do it. Don't think about whether I should study or whether I should post on 7chan, just fucking study. It's not that hard.




Om Mani Padme Hum Ariel 15/09/13(Sun)11:07 No. 4586 ID: dd18b8 [Reply]
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Just passing by and wanted to share a thing I discovered a few years ago.
Mantras really do help. Some are more "powerful" than others.
One of them is Om Mani Padme Hum. It has a lot of meanings but the one I'm most attached to is that of the lotus flower which grows from mud. You see, the lotus flower is a very beautiful, perfumed, coloured flower which repells water and mud and always stays clean, but in order to grow it needs a wet environment.
The lotus flower resembles the seed of transformation. It grows and flowers in a filthy, dirty environment but it manages to become beautiful, with lively colours and beautiful scent and it raises itself above all, floating on top. That is what needs to be done in life: transform difficulties into nurishment and grow beautiful fruits and flowers. Once the seed is there, in the right place, everything is natural and comes by itself. The question is: where can we find this seed? And where do we put it?

Think on that! Wouldn't you like to find a seed that transforms all the difficulties, the mean, the unfair things in life into perfumed, coloured, rigorous fruits and flowers?


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFIQguh2yYI


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Buddhism A hindu 16/01/01(Fri)15:46 No. 4701 ID: 8862ac

>>4608 Hinduism existed way before Buddhism. Gautama Buddha was hindu.


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Ariel 16/01/07(Thu)22:39 No. 4711 ID: 5b688f
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cDCS19EOsrA


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Eeyore 16/02/27(Sat)07:50 No. 4777 ID: 87e37b

"I accept the world. I accept myself. I accept the world. May the world be peaceful. May I be peaceful. I accept the world. I accept myself."




Eeyore 16/02/14(Sun)22:40 No. 4751 ID: 475d02 [Reply]
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What is the fucking name of the song playing in the background here


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Eeyore 16/02/15(Mon)00:36 No. 4752 ID: 248a94

Ambient Safe or Safe Ambient from Amnesia. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4aj5qOha-XU


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Eeyore 16/02/15(Mon)22:51 No. 4753 ID: 2c90e7

Admin should add this to the sticky since this is the third time i see someone asking for it.




Black metal Eeyore 15/03/18(Wed)00:59 No. 4239 ID: 7973e7 [Reply]
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You know whats cold, grim, and miserable? Black metal. Post some black metal links here. Talk about your feelings also.

I'll start;

Xasthur - Prison of Mirrors: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UaEaEIfKo70

Lifelover - Nackskott: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAk97Mslom8

ColdWorld - Suicide: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OSe4MRpesG4

That should be sufficient to start this thread.


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Eeyore 15/03/18(Wed)18:11 No. 4242 ID: 7973e7

>>4241
I know, I meant DSBM, but to people who aren't into black metal or DSBM, its just easier to say the broader term. Decent, more annoyed than anything. My internet keeps going out almost every 5 minutes and I pretty much have to restart the router every time. What about you?

Now for some links:

Ofdrykkja - I Skuggan av Mig Själv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JkjmfoDLupc

Vanhelga - Där Evigheten Inväntar: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1fiCNTUi3I

Eternal Valley - Deeper Than What Bleeds: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xvt4nGN9Vig


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Eeyore 15/03/22(Sun)00:34 No. 4248 ID: 40b348

For the new season...
Forgotten Tomb - Springtime Depression https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UBiJMblhFeA

... - Beyond https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F_Y0LCE8YJM

Black Light Burns - Iodine Sky (Not metal at all, has a depressing feel to it) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RTCY9IUYCeU

I got back from my old town, on Thursday. It was like going into a different world, really. I didn't go to see any of the places that were (somewhat) important to me, but I still almost felt like my naive 16 year old self again, in some ways.


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Eeyore 16/02/07(Sun)01:29 No. 4750 ID: 1874dd

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jcmZQOFEU7s




6 word stories Eeyore 14/09/20(Sat)23:33 No. 3812 ID: 66bfe5 [Reply]
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"Mission control, thank you for trying..."


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Eeyore 16/01/28(Thu)05:31 No. 4741 ID: b41207

the grass is greener over there


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Eeyore 16/01/30(Sat)01:07 No. 4742 ID: 8f867a

I was her hero

I failed


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Eeyore 16/02/03(Wed)10:41 No. 4745 ID: f9d013

"YOU'RE A BIG GUY" "FOR YOU"




Eeyore 15/11/22(Sun)21:33 No. 4654 ID: 752eb0 [Reply]
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Hey Grim,
After successfully losing weight, I'm back to overeating again. I hate myself so fucking much for being so weak. Wanna stop as I'm still within normal BMI, but it's difficult. :(


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Eeyore 15/11/23(Mon)23:41 No. 4658 ID: 752eb0

>>4655
OP here, thank you :) You made my day


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Eeyore 15/12/18(Fri)10:29 No. 4678 ID: 0d503f

If you are still lurking, DO focus on your health OP. You can say "Im a beautiful person" all you want, but that won't change the fact that you're unhealthy and the opposite sex finds you repulsive.

I'm not at all trying to sound like an asshole, but unfortunately that's the way it is. If you continue to work out, build muscle, and lose fat, not only will you feel better about yourself and be more confident, but people will find you more attractive. Just use this as a goal to work towards, it takes time. Running in the single best way to lose weight. Mix that with gym time and a good diet and you're good to go.

If you're health is the source of your depression, feel lucky. It is something you can fix. Spend everyday working on it.


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Eeyore 15/12/22(Tue)09:23 No. 4686 ID: fa8f5e

6'3", 415lbs. Don't even know where to start losing weight. To cope with the depression that comes along with being overweight and the social and romantic complications it causes, I binge eat and gain more weight. Please don't end up like me, OP. You're already there, you've already done the hardest part, now just stay there.




Eeyore 15/10/12(Mon)05:45 No. 4615 ID: aebc2e [Reply]
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Hey /grim/. I was recently discharged from a behavioral hospital for a failed suicide attempt. I told my friends as I was doing it, because I didn't want any of them to be left in the dark. One of them called the police and I was promptly hospitalized. I quickly faked being better and got myself out. Things have only gotten worse since then. Due to not being able to study or do work my grades plummeted. My hospitalization has caused more contention between my parents. None of my previous problems have been fixed. In fact, I feel worse now than I did before.
I have a loving family and girlfriend and great friends, but it's just not enough. I feel guilty that I'm going to kill myself without notifying them, but it's the only way I won't be stopped.
Thanks for listening.


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wilson 15/12/14(Mon)17:49 No. 4673 ID: 204d22

keep your mouth shut and your head down.the service or prison are good places to clear your head and find a purpose. or kill yourself make a plan stick to it


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Eeyore 15/12/19(Sat)06:51 No. 4679 ID: ab16eb
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>>4660
This.

Life sucks and then you die. Thats the motto for us cursed individuals.

We are God's misfit children whom are doomed to a life of pain until you overdose or suck start a shotgun.

You cant end it, Ive tried. I had everything but was still in constant depression. Got on a cocktail of antidepressants and they stopped working a month after I started them. I have no friends and have a dissociated personality that I cant control, life is like a game.

We sabotage ourselves, we can have everything and still be miserable. We want death but wont take it until we finally realize life is crueler than the bitch that is life.

Yes, abandon all hope. There is none. We are cursed.

What will make you happy? If deep down you can look, you'll see the answer clear as day. Nothing. Nothing will make you happy.


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Eeyore 15/12/20(Sun)20:31 No. 4684 ID: 7f283f

>>4615
A friend of mine did exactly what you did.

Eight times.

I know what you're thinking: he must have been crying for help. Not the case, I assure you. He genuinely and furtively attempted to kill himself each time and did not fail for lack of effort. He simply had the habit of making his intentions obvious for much the same reason as you. He didn't give a warning every time; he was at leat four times saved by dumb luck and the kindness of strangers.

He's a musician, a teacher, and an up and coming producer now. He lives a happy, healthy and productive life. It wasn't easy for him. I saw him on and off drugs, in and out of depression, hospitalized, jailed, living in halfway homes, etc.

I think what finally turned things around for him was time. He managed--through no will of his own--to outlive the sickness and circumstances that had reduced him to a living ghost. He got older, wiser, and subsequently happier.

The world isn't going to change. Your family isn't going to change. Your friends aren't going to change, except perhaps to dissapear. You, you can change. Give time a chance, and see if I'm wrong.

I've had my own problems--depression, anger management, social anxiety--and I've been so low for years that I wonder why my friend wasn't the one to find out I'd been missing for six months due to overdose and psychiatric confinement. Maybe I lacked his bravery, or disdain, to forego life wholeheartedly. Time has helped me change too.

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Eeyore 15/09/20(Sun)07:52 No. 4593 ID: 7df783 [Reply]
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I don't want my mom anymore, you can have her.


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Eeyore 15/10/22(Thu)17:35 No. 4634 ID: 469346

I miss mine. She died from cancer early this year. Had disagreements with her, sure. Keep in mind, it's only when you lose someone you loved that you realise how much you loved them.


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Eeyore 15/12/16(Wed)09:41 No. 4674 ID: 572640

>>4634
I'm leaving home (at 24, living in a 3rd world country, people move out until they get married usually) because even tho I love my mom she fucking with my mental health so much, today, was the icing of the cake, she told me:
>You, your dad and your granma should get together and eat shit.

Funny because I'm the only one alive, my dad (who was, and fuck it, still is my best friend) died when I was 16, I'm fucking done with my mom.

I can't even have friends because of her, even tho I'm 24, working, paying my own college, helping with money with the bills and stuff for the house, she wont let me "go to the beach with my friends and sleep there for my bday" (which is next week).

She's 64, reading your post made me think if I should really live with her and stand her BS, or be selfish and go on my own for my mental health, I can't stand being verbally abused constantly by my mom and brother (who thinks he's my father).


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Eeyore 15/12/18(Fri)02:24 No. 4676 ID: 43572f

>>4634
>It's only when you lose someone that you idealize away all of their flaws and miss the familiarity of the shit you went through because of them.




dying already whothefuckcares 15/12/07(Mon)03:19 No. 4664 ID: ea47f1 [Reply]
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My heart could just stop. Any moment now. Every beat hurts. It radiates down my arms and into my hands that never stop sweating. It's ringing in my ears.
There's no point in my existence. People would move on, they'd get over it. And it wouldn't take long because I'm never around anyway. Interacting with people just makes me feel worse. I'm tired of being liked when I'm fake. I'm tired of being pitied when I'm honest. I'm tired of breathing.


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Eeyore 15/12/13(Sun)05:31 No. 4671 ID: 3679eb

breathe, and exist for your experience in this universe. live your life, enjoy the world and the sky and the water and the earth and all things in existence, and know that when you die, you will join with the earth and the universe and you will exist in a new, though unconscious, form.
it's okay, my friend.
for now, just exist, and be content with life.
it's alright.

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Eeyore 15/12/13(Sun)06:05 No. 4672 ID: de5c6b

>>4671


You are delusional. Nothing is ok. Suffering is a prerequisite to life. We are born, we suffer, we die.




Stressed Eeyore 15/04/11(Sat)21:15 No. 4317 ID: 6fe0ae [Reply]
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Im Gay Male and I'm living a miserable life. I cant sleep at night because of my depression and I'm so lonely.


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Eeyore 15/04/12(Sun)13:29 No. 4323 ID: 545ebe

>>4321

No, it is very good advice and I hope OP takes it before he develops a serious case of insomnia and fucks up his health. I don't think he would be in this position if he were able to be sociable and exercise regularly.


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Eeyore 15/04/14(Tue)20:55 No. 4333 ID: b1cdec

Hi I am too gay and I have a shameful body. :(


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Eeyore 15/11/23(Mon)10:13 No. 4657 ID: 2b6d78
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>>4317
That's life son

Only so many years left.

It's beyond me to find a compatible partner as a fag. The numbers are against you.

Though before I go out I think I'll travel and try to cause unrest in strange lands. Get on some boko haram level shit.




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