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Eeyore 17/08/05(Sat)06:16 No. 5516 ID: a5edbd [Reply]

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I'm trash. I'm dumb. I'm ugly. I'm disgusting. I'm lazy. I'm poor. I'm a fatfuck. I'm unwanted everywhere I go. My father abandoned me and my stepfather divorced my mother, who is also sick of me. My grandmother when alive would also hate on me. Was bullied intensively everywhere I went from childhood to adolescence. There's humiliation all the time. I'm a creep and a weirdo. I'm human cancer. I'm the kind of person who goes to hell. Comparing myself to a human would be a compliment actually. I'm just a fucking animal. I can't do anything. All the time I feel nothing but anger, stress, anxiety, fear, sadness. My health is shit too. I probably have had several silent strokes, I feel a lot of pain on my left chest and on the back/left side of the neck and head, and countless problems ranging from fatty liver disease to anemia. I'm stupid and inconvenient, embarrassing, annoying. And I know things only get worse. My health will keep making me feel more and more pain. My mother will eventually say "this was the last drop" and either kick me out and I'll live as a hobo or throw me into a mental hospital. And I'll die either of a heart attack or a stroke, both of which are extremely painful, since I'm too much of a coward to do suicide. There are plenty of places to jump from where I am but I never have the courage of taking the leap, I gave up on it already, I wish I had a nice, cute pistol like a Glock but I'm from a no guns Eastern Euro shithole. I don't know man, I can't do anything, I'm just the worst possible existence that can there ever be. I hate myself so much, I hate this life so much. I don't want any help either, I can't do anything even if there's someone extremely benevolent and resourceful who is willing to help me, I'm just that pathetic. I have had plenty of opportunities in life but I wasted all of them. I'm just so fucking angry, I feel so much rage, anxiety, despair, sorrow, and pain. I want out of this. I don't like this. It's all so tiresome and painful being this retarded. I wish I could express myself better. I just can't stand any of this. I'm just a cancerous fat blob that's disturbing to look at that lives in agony. Thanks for reading my blog.

Eeyore 17/08/24(Thu)08:58 No. 5533 ID: f123fe

I've been raised by people who love me.
I'm well read, well educated, and well to do.
And still I'm here.

Don't let your circumstances define you.

Eeyore 17/08/29(Tue)16:07 No. 5540 ID: 704451

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I've never related to someone more, except for the fact I don't typically eat. But this is like the rut I'm in right now.

Eeyore 17/07/10(Mon)10:39 No. 5448 ID: a86910 [Reply]

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Again I lost everything, my girlfriend cheated on me after five year. I feel so devasteted, I have no friends, no family, nothing. I feel so lost again.

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Eeyore 17/07/25(Tue)04:19 No. 5504 ID: 14f7e1

killing yourself over grief does not make sense. grief passes eventually.

Eeyore 17/07/25(Tue)06:33 No. 5505 ID: 73f57f

You are born alone and you die alone

Just think of this as the inevitable end to the temporary illusion that you aren't

Eeyore 17/08/12(Sat)23:10 No. 5521 ID: 0cbebe

Op here, Im drunk right now i want to get so drunk ivwont even wake up anymore.. i drink regular now theres no one left. I lost everything again it happend again and agoin i cant stand this hell anymore. I jist eant to be loved and love. Fuck thos ficking life

Eeyore 17/08/08(Tue)15:19 No. 5518 ID: 9f8f44 [Reply]

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For every job, so many men
So many men no-one needs

Help me out? Eeyore 17/07/16(Sun)01:54 No. 5461 ID: e9c3d7 [Reply]

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What are some fast and painless suicide methods. (Can't get a gun).
Don't tell me not to do it or lecture me.

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Eeyore 17/07/22(Sat)21:24 No. 5496 ID: 1a9680

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You don't need help to figure this out; that's not why you came here.

Eeyore 17/07/25(Tue)04:15 No. 5503 ID: 14f7e1

overdosing on sedatives, done correctly

Eeyore 17/07/28(Fri)15:28 No. 5510 ID: ca7e87

Hanging is quick if you do it right. You need a large enough drop and I've heard the knot needs to be behind your right ear though I'm not sure how important that detail is. The point is to break your neck rather than asphyxiate; it won't be instantaneous but it only takes a few seconds. Again, if you do it right.

The biggest problem to suicide sad 17/07/19(Wed)06:16 No. 5471 ID: 6d5c72 [Reply]

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Not wanting to sadden the few who love you

Eeyore 17/07/19(Wed)06:20 No. 5472 ID: 6917b2

feel this

Eeyore 17/07/21(Fri)03:37 No. 5483 ID: d5b502

This may sound sick, but if it genuinely saddened them and made them feel something at all, rather than vaulting them even deeper into meaningless emptiness and unfeeling, then I think it would be a good thing in the long run.

Sometimes sadness reminds you that you are actually alive, even if the ones you feel sad because of are not.

Eeyore 17/07/25(Tue)04:13 No. 5502 ID: 14f7e1

the biggest problem to suicide is that things can get better

Eeyore 17/07/22(Sat)20:29 No. 5495 ID: 1a9680 [Reply]

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All that is and ever will be will pass in time to come.

Eeyore 17/07/23(Sun)06:10 No. 5497 ID: 73f57f

You can't know that for sure (Yes, I'm serious)

Eeyore 17/07/23(Sun)08:25 No. 5498 ID: 4a6667

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The multiverse is infinite, but we are not.
Neither of us will live long enough to prove me wrong.

Eeyore 17/07/23(Sun)20:43 No. 5499 ID: f77716

>The multiverse is infinite, but we are not.
Currently. There's no saying consciousness can never transcend time and space into a parallel universe (particle accelerators that can open wormholes to other universes are possible according to some theories... although whether consciousness can pass through without being destroyed is another question... and never mind that such accelerators would have to be larger than the earth)
>Neither of us will live long enough to prove me wrong.
This is almost certainly correct

BB Eeyore 17/07/10(Mon)22:09 No. 5449 ID: 2997ab [Reply]

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imagine all your problems, but with these on top of them

this is real misery and despair, on top or real misery and despair

now i'm debating spending my rather limited life savings to either get a treatment that may not work, or spend it on a method of self termination. if I can't get back the comforts that help keep me sane, then fuck it all.

Eeyore 17/07/18(Tue)02:17 No. 5466 ID: bb0192

Man, fuck bed bugs to hell. They are some of the most vile creatures on this planet.
Get treatment. Find some anti-bedbug spray, exterminate them. We can't let those fuckers win.

Eeyore 17/07/11(Tue)07:11 No. 5451 ID: 86a17c [Reply]

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I love you.

Eeyore 17/07/13(Thu)08:11 No. 5452 ID: dd6abe

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Eeyore 17/06/15(Thu)10:16 No. 5436 ID: 077c23 [Reply]

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Why do I always have to be the one to contact the people? Why can they never ask me how I feel? It's like they don't care.

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Amethys Eeyore 17/07/04(Tue)01:56 No. 5444 ID: 1747e3

Good post anon. I think I can relate on the age of when we first started getting the thoughts.
>In this place i rested for hours while thinking loudly to myself, screaming and mumbling about this decision.
Been there, done that on a bridge and got no attention or avail. It's humiliating really.

Eeyore 17/07/05(Wed)09:03 No. 5445 ID: 7e9597

I never approach people and I always expect others to initiate conversations. It has to do with self-disgust in my case.

Eeyore 17/07/06(Thu)18:56 No. 5447 ID: 4f993b

Wow if i did that i would be so fucking alone.
I consider myself a rather social person i cant take more than two days alone.
But if i didn't seek others there is no way anyone would contact me if they didn't need my help for something.
I like to believe this is just how everyone feels, but i know this not to be true.

Suicide Methods Friend In Darkness 17/06/04(Sun)07:51 No. 5425 ID: 0c2267 [Reply]

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this site has been helpful.

I'm thinking about either The Exit Bag or a shotgun, as i don't want much pain, and i want it to be quick/easy. Exit Bag is preferable because it'll be quick, painless, and no mess aside from possibly voiding bowels/bladder. All the necessary ingredients would be fairly easy to get, easy to set up, and i could just lie down and listen to my favorite song before i pass out and then eventually die. Shotgun would be pretty quick and hopefully painless, as my brain would explode and i would die instantly (hopefully), but there are a few problems with that. one is that it would leave a big mess, and the second is that.. well, for some reason i feel like if i destroyed my brain, something bad would happen? Some strange feeling of "what if reincarnation is real?" and how the brain being destroyed would end that. but would i want to be reincarnated into a different life? that's a topic for another thread.
Oh, forgot to mention a shotgun would be very expensive, and i dont have any money right now, and i would also need to get all the necessary permits/whatevers to get one, and i dont know anything about hunting so if i went to a store i wouldn't be able to convince them that i won't be killing a human, and i doubt they would let me purchase a shotgun if i said "i want to kill myself, please sell me a gun".
So... probably going to go with the Exit Bag.

Unfortunately i dont have any money so i'll have to wait until i do have some to even get the things i need to complete my suicide. that's kind of funny, in a way... but anyways, it will probably be a while before i can do it. oh well.

It would be really nice if doctors or special people could be hired/asked to help with this stuff. just say "i want to die" and then you reassure them that you're absolutely sure, sign a form, and then they do their thing and off you go.
that would be nice.

so, my grim friends, what is your ideal method of suicide or current suicide plan?

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Eeyore 17/07/06(Thu)06:04 No. 5446 ID: 2251b8

i'd probably just do what you'd do, lay down, listen to favourite song while waiting to die

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