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Eeyore 17/08/05(Sat)06:16 No. 5516 ID: a5edbd
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I'm trash. I'm dumb. I'm ugly. I'm disgusting. I'm lazy. I'm poor. I'm a fatfuck. I'm unwanted everywhere I go. My father abandoned me and my stepfather divorced my mother, who is also sick of me. My grandmother when alive would also hate on me. Was bullied intensively everywhere I went from childhood to adolescence. There's humiliation all the time. I'm a creep and a weirdo. I'm human cancer. I'm the kind of person who goes to hell. Comparing myself to a human would be a compliment actually. I'm just a fucking animal. I can't do anything. All the time I feel nothing but anger, stress, anxiety, fear, sadness. My health is shit too. I probably have had several silent strokes, I feel a lot of pain on my left chest and on the back/left side of the neck and head, and countless problems ranging from fatty liver disease to anemia. I'm stupid and inconvenient, embarrassing, annoying. And I know things only get worse. My health will keep making me feel more and more pain. My mother will eventually say "this was the last drop" and either kick me out and I'll live as a hobo or throw me into a mental hospital. And I'll die either of a heart attack or a stroke, both of which are extremely painful, since I'm too much of a coward to do suicide. There are plenty of places to jump from where I am but I never have the courage of taking the leap, I gave up on it already, I wish I had a nice, cute pistol like a Glock but I'm from a no guns Eastern Euro shithole. I don't know man, I can't do anything, I'm just the worst possible existence that can there ever be. I hate myself so much, I hate this life so much. I don't want any help either, I can't do anything even if there's someone extremely benevolent and resourceful who is willing to help me, I'm just that pathetic. I have had plenty of opportunities in life but I wasted all of them. I'm just so fucking angry, I feel so much rage, anxiety, despair, sorrow, and pain. I want out of this. I don't like this. It's all so tiresome and painful being this retarded. I wish I could express myself better. I just can't stand any of this. I'm just a cancerous fat blob that's disturbing to look at that lives in agony. Thanks for reading my blog.


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Eeyore 17/08/24(Thu)08:58 No. 5533 ID: f123fe

I've been raised by people who love me.
I'm well read, well educated, and well to do.
And still I'm here.


Don't let your circumstances define you.


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Eeyore 17/08/29(Tue)16:07 No. 5540 ID: 704451
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I've never related to someone more, except for the fact I don't typically eat. But this is like the rut I'm in right now.




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