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Eeyore 17/11/07(Tue)23:45 No. 5617 ID: b82db7
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I'm so lonely, I have no friends in rl, no do i care about anyone in rl or online...I try to act funny, be nice, or even stupid...just to make others happy. I do this because I cant feel emotions because of my medications I take...I cant say what they are but the pills i take are to help me live my life everyday...happy, weird, nice...but so empty, so cold. The moment I took these pills i knew i wouldn't be the same old me. Its been 4 years since I first took them...and I'm...lost. I cant feel emotions, I laugh at people in pain, I became more hungry for emotions that People who cry turn me on. These pills keep me sane, keeps me from hurting anyone else or myself everyday. I just want friends who can understand me, who just want me to be me. Who are just there for me when I need them. Honestly, I think about killing myself everyday, I see hallucinations of my own death, hear whispers in the night telling me to kill myself and I hear them, in the night, every-night. I just. I dont want to be alone anymore...I dont want to be alone anymore...I dont want to be alone anymore...I dont want to be alone...help me.


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WMB 17/11/21(Tue)06:51 No. 5640 ID: 223ae4

>>5617
Hey, I know you might never see this, it's basically a fact. But, I have been putting off getting a diagnosis, but I have a strong feeling that I need to be medicated. I've actually been looking at my gun to answer it. I've been waking up to just freaking out of my problems and distracting myself with drugs and alcohol-

My point is, did you feel like you lost yourself in the medication? I feel so different from others but I've learned to grasped it. But this person I've chosen only wants peace.

Peace from needing to pay to live.
Peace from needing to spend my life with another.
Peace from needing to be happy.
Peace from needing to live.

I just want to rot away, still as a rock, and free as a bird.


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Eeyore 17/11/30(Thu)23:44 No. 5646 ID: 8bf12e

>>5640
death is peaceful
A bird is alive. If a bird dies, it's not free anymore, it's dead. Being dead is not like being a bird, it's like chair or a pen. It's not peace, it's inaninmence.

>is the medication good?
Who knows what medication OP is talking about. Antipsychotics can treat psychosis, but they don't always, and they often have serious side effects. If a case is hopeful, the goal is to put an end to the acute episode (it can take a few months to several years) and to ween off the medication.




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