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Eeyore 19/03/06(Wed)21:47 No. 6039 ID: c6c579
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Hey /grim/

I want to know if I'm the only one with these thoughts or not.
Sometimes when I think about suicide, it puts my mind at ease.
I've been trying to improve at life, but it's such a struggle.. When I think that I've been doing better, I immediately think whether I'm just faking it, that I'll fall back down instantly again.
I've pushed people away, I'm a narcissistic asshole who believes that she's no good for anyone.

How do you survive?


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Eeyore 19/03/07(Thu)02:47 No. 6040 ID: 8c3387

i have those exact same thoughts and i'm very similar.

i survive... i'm not sure. i just do what i have to do. and lately, that's been drinking. but whatever. i've learned that you should just do your best to grow and evolve and improve yourself and if you don't wanna exist, you have the freedom to stop. and if you wanna exist, do what you want. So what do you want, really?

do you want to be good for other people?

idk, i fall/relapse/convince myself into shit all the time, im not sure how to get past that aside from just trying again and learning from your mistakes
having friends is really useful
i wish i had some friends

anyways, tell us more.

also +99 <3 for lain
my nigga


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Eeyore 19/03/07(Thu)03:14 No. 6041 ID: c6c579

>>6040

Hey, I appreciate you for reading my post.

> i've learned that you should just do your best to grow and evolve and improve yourself and if you don't wanna exist, you have the freedom to stop. and if you wanna exist, do what you want.

I think that that's a really nice line, and I'm probably going to think about that a lot.

Honestly, I want to be a better person (hence me trying to improve) for the people around me.
It feels like I'm neglecting them, like I'm still not fully trying my best.
I suffer from PTSD due to my old home situation.
I've been through a lot, and it feels like I'm just not giving myself the pat on the back for still being here.
I neglect myself. When I wake up to when I go to bed, I keep having thoughts in my head about what it'd be like if I didn't exist anymore, about how my surrounding would be if I wasn't even born. I just trashtalk myself into the ground.
Due to these thoughts that keep occupying my mind, I never ask people how they are, it feels like I just don't care enough to ask. Not my friends, nor my family.
I wish that I could change that, that I can show empathy for those in need. But it seems impossible to do so.

If you need friends, I can be one. But I can't guarantee that I'll be a good friend.

Let's all love Lain <3


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idktbh 19/03/07(Thu)13:06 No. 6042 ID: fa0c7f

grim tf? Gjør norsk oppgaven



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