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Nah, this is interesting case study. OP is being for real.
Understandable OP. I'm pretty skinny too, although strong and pretty much never had a chance to be anything other but very masculine because of how my constitution was as I was born. But I understand where you're coming from *kinda*. Due to high T that I always had I'm very attracted to adventure though and couldn't handle a boring life. But I understand the appeal of there being little danger or urgency (like in the absence of getting old) and everything being clean and aesthetic and in general being coddled. I'm also very attracted to cute things, but not because I'm cute myself, I looked very mature already when I was 17 and younger.. and my life was such that very few adults could handle those levels of insanity and despair and so on, so I had no chance but grow up very early in terms of my world understanding etc. maybe that's why I'm always longing for the cute stuff, cause I never had it or was it myself other than maybe as a baby although even as a baby because of my androgenic system I for example would never cry. Also held my head when I was born. Basically a little terminator, but I'm sure I was cute to an extent back then, just my mind... I don't think it was ever really cute, because of the hypermasculinization and autism. Systems systems systems.....
I think it's achievable for women if they are really beautiful and find a very rare good hearted man who also has enough spine and balls to make a course through life for both of them. For a man it's less realistic, but also possible if you learn to control the energies and navigate vibrations. A lot of things can be created in this realm.
Unfortunately you don't seem very wise, judging by the way you frame a lot of these things, it could be that you're just still too young to understand a lot of these things, but I see teenagers now understanding things that took me years and years to understand, so it's not like your age is a barrier, it's more so your lack of experience and your social environments being none the wiser, nor do I expect that you have very high IQ which would actually help if you knew how to use it. But it's mostly the wisdom part that would be needed.
But yeah, there's hope. Because actually you can create any kind of life you want here. Within the parameters of the theme you came here to explore, but that is extremely individualistic so if anyone can have suspicions about what that is, it's only you. But even within that general theme, there's all kinds of ways that you are allowed to explore it. It's just a general guide rail, it doesn't determine the details of your life.
You can live for example on one of the Greek Islands, ther
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