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I wanna preface this by saying im NOT a troon and NEVER will be and I personally know for a fact im not gay

Im a man but I don't really understand how to be one entirely, I grew up without a father figure and I was mentally ill and deeply isolated in my tween/teen years and was suicidal. I've always been very sensitive cuz of autism and im very physically weak my whole life, I was really insecure about this in high school and I was already depressed so I found myself latching onto media that had "Soft" male characters like deltarune and sanrio stuff and a variety of cute themed furry webcomics because I associated masculine men with ugly and mean things like my dad, and I saw myself in characters like ralsei or the suicidal cat in this picture

I didn't want to fuck them I want that to be clear, the fantasy is being the character and then maybe dating one of the girl characters from the comics/games I was fantasizing about. part of my suicidal tendencies was the fantasy of escaping the real world and then going to a afterlife where I basically become one of those characters,

its so bad it warped my perception of self where my inner monologue and self perception I always imagine a squeaky voiced sort of chibi/fursona version of myself whenever I think or picture myself doing something or during my cry sessions.

Im a adult now and I know this stuff is all really fucking bad and unhealthy especially since I have seen how troons are and have shifted into a more conservative mindset but no matter what I do I can't get out of this headspace

im so jealous of normal guys who grow up and do manly stuff and have girlfriends without ever having these weird fantasies because I genuinely don't know what to do, I know I need to be normal but my brain wants me to -ACK and get away from reality, wtf do I do to undo this, I feel like I got fucked up rng and should just -ack to try again at life as a normal guy.

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Now that the dust has settled, what does /b/ think of Adolf Hitler?

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Random pic trend

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Erika Kirk's tradwife horsecock

It was a good thread, I think we should talk about it again

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The sea was completely empty. It started with "No SpongeBob Day," a holiday meant to give Bikini Bottom a single day of peace away from his antics. But one day wasn't enough for them. The entire town packed their bags and left, leaving the sponge entirely alone. One day turned into a week, and a week turned into fourteen agonizing days of absolute isolation.
Left alone in the silence, SpongeBob’s mind began to unravel. The silence in his pineapple was deafening. He drifted into a deep depression, which quickly mutated into severe, terrifying delusions. He convinced himself that the entire world hated him, that his existence was a curse to everyone he loved.
When the citizens finally returned to Bikini Bottom, nobody noticed his absence at first. Three days passed, and nobody saw him. Mr. Krabs grew anxious, wondering why his star fry cook hadn't shown up for work. Patrick, completely oblivious to the passage of time, decided he wanted to go jellyfishing. He walked up to the pineapple, knocking loudly on the front door. There was no answer.
Inside, the house was dark, overwhelmed by an oppressive atmosphere of despair. In the center of the living room sat SpongeBob, completely lost in his own sorrow, surrounded by manifestations of his unraveled mind.
Giving up, Patrick wandered over to Squidward’s house and knocked on the door. "Squidward, do you know where SpongeBob is?" Patrick asked. Squidward scoffed, rolling his eyes. "I don't know, Patrick, and frankly, I hope I never see him again."
The next morning, the heavy glass doors of the Krusty Krab swung open. SpongeBob walked in, his head hanging low, his movements stiff and robotic. Sandy Cheeks was sitting at a table and smiled when she saw him. "Hey there, SpongeBob! Can I get a Krabby Patty? Say, why do you look so sad, partner?"
SpongeBob didn't offer a word. He didn't even look at her. He walked straight past the counter, entered the kitchen, and slammed the door shut behind him.
Once inside, the weight of his isolation broke him completely. He wept bitterly, consumed by the delusion that he had been rejected by everyone he knew. “I can't take this anymore,” he whispered to the empty kitchen. “Everybody hates me. Everybody hates me.”
In a daze, he began to operate the kitchen, but his overwhelming distress began to affect everything around him. Out in the dining room, the atmosphere grew cold, and customers began to complain about the strange, unappetizing quality of the food. Hearing the commotion, Squidward stormed into the kitchen to confront the cook.
"SpongeBob, what is wrong with you today?!" Squidward yelled, slamming the door open.
The words caught in his throat. The kitchen was in complete disarray, shrouded in unnatural shadows. SpongeBob was collapsed over the cooking station, entirely unresponsive, overcome by his psychological c Message too long. Click here to view the full text.

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My mother just told me we have jewish ancestry on her side. Should I end my life?

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Where were you?

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Hey endchan I was looking through some old floppy disks that were with a Commodore 64 I recently picked up from a yard sale and I found one that had Japanese text on it so I set up the c64 and put the floppy disk into the floppy drive that I got with it and I ran the command to check what files are on it and I found one file and then I ran the file and it ended up being some strange game entirely in Japanese like expected but it just feels off so after checking it out for a while I decided to put the floppy disk into my external floppy drive for my Windows computer and I got the file off of it and I have a link to download the game if anybody’s interested but you will need a Commodore 64 emulator at least like the emulator vice so if anybody has any questions, please ask them but that’s all. https://limewire.com/d/uxGa8#DyF07KpG7z

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Omarchy (by Omacom) is "We've made the decisions for you" Linux distro, heavily AI-assisted around proprietary software, designed to run proprietary AI coding agents (unusual security risk) having access to your full system, where they execute commands usually not stop for confirmation.

>honeypot or legitimate project?
>the funding and promotion are certainly unusual $18.5 million
>Sam Altman (Co-founder and CEO of OpenAI), Mark Zuckerberg (CEO of Meta), Tobi Lütke, Patrick Collison, Michael Dell, Jeff Friedman, Leonid Dubinsky, Stav Solomon, Aaron Reisman, Amir Harel, Benjamin Katz, Benjamin Wolf, Bruno Katzjarowski, David Dashefsky, Davis Goodman, Jacob Rosenthal, Nina Dubinsky, Roman Weisman, Salomon Mole, Yam Catzenelson etc.
>heavy promotion & large scale SEO (similar how Brave has promoted w/ $30 million spent)
>Meta, Cloudflare, Anthropic, OpenAI etc.
>Claude Code, OpenAI Codex, Google Antigravity, GitHub Copilot etc.
>Spotify, 1Password, proprietary/web applications, my mother's fax machine, WhatsApp, other commercial services
>includes Basecamp & DHH owned 37signals & related software/services
>1.5-2.0 GB RAM usage at idle + large default installation
>passwordless sudo w/ disabled sudo password prompts
>paid AI APIs, token-subscriptions

Reported security issues:
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Hi /b/ - Random I’m 16, and I’ve been struggling with thoughts/attractions toward children that I really don’t want to have. I feel ashamed and scared that having these thoughts makes me a bad person.

Recently, someone told me that it’s impossible for a minor to experience this and that I’d have to be older than 16. That confused me because I know what I’m experiencing.

I’m not looking for sexual content or anything like that. I just want to talk to people who understand what it’s like to struggle with thoughts that you don't want, and hopefully stop feeling completely alone in this.

I also want to make clear that I don't want to hurt anyone or act on these thoughts. I’m trying to understand myself and deal with this responsibly.

Has anyone else struggled with something similar?

(UNDERAGE B&)