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/grim/ - Cold, Grim & Miserable As always ideas for rules, anonymous names and better headers are always welcome, post them in the main sticky and we'll consider them.
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Eeyore ## Admin ## 12/10/14(Sun)22:41 No. 1 ID: 8ff395 [Reply] [Last 50 posts] Stickied

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Yep, this is an actual board. Congratulations to you.. you sad, lonely individuals. I think the best way to describe this board is to just copy paste the post that inspired it's trip on to /777/:
"There's too much happiness on this site already. We need more cold stuff, more darkness and unhappiness.
I propose a /grim/ board. Where we gather to share jokes that aren't funny. Grim stuff like gore perhaps. Murder stories. Genocide. Results of war. Pictures of areas in the dark. Pictures of crumbling ruins. Pictures of thing that are decreasing in value or are stagnant in value in the sense that they cannot get any more undesired. Also, Nigrachan is obligatory."

Lets have a minor tweak of the rules from the /777/, version. This board is not for gore. Gore posters will be banned. It's just for generally miserable shit, just go with the stuff that is in the above quote and you should be fine. Any further rules will be made up as we go along if necessary and will be added to this post.

Go Wild.

To request future /777/s use this thread.

New Admin post 30th Sept, 2013.

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Eeyore 18/02/20(Tue)02:46 No. 5716 ID: ef7cc0

Admin, I think this can be considered for /grim/ background music:

Happiness MushroomMan 18/07/11(Wed)13:11 No. 5848 ID: 708d53 [Reply]

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Grim, remember how you once had a career goal? Let us know about how you destroyed your dream job. What shitty job do you work now?

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Eeyore 18/10/22(Mon)10:20 No. 5925 ID: 848b2c

Since this topic has gone completely off the rails (and we may as well embrace this; there is nothing else to do) I can offer a unique perspective to "transitioning".

I am an objectively attractive man in his 30s with severe body dysphoria. Almost all of the time, I consider myself unfixably ugly, and this has at times led to severe anxiety and depression, and minor body disfigurement (nothing permanent except lots and lots of acne scars). I can't stand to see myself in the mirror, and likely will never be able to be in a sexual relationship because of this; I cannot fathom that anyone else can find me attractive, either, and will always be too ashamed to be seen naked.

But my dysphoria has nothing to do with sex/gender; I am quite happy being male. It has to do with age. Since I was 11 and my puberty began, it has seemed like a corruption of my body. Like a car rusting or food molding. Every change, every new hair, was a horrifying affront; it makes me want to vomit, and frequently makes me cry. I was a BEAUTIFUL boy, but this turned into an ugly man. This attraction to the figure of prepubescence could be termed a type of pedophilia, albeit a bizarre and narcissistic type, but that's not the point. The point is, if there were some magical process that could transform my body into that which I had as a ten-year-old, I would want to do it.

But it's just not possible. Not given all the money in the world. Similar to sex-reassignment surgery, there are steps which could get me closer than where I currently am (full-body laser hair removal, extensive plastic surgery to make me look younger in the face and firm up my entire body, and even HRT to scale back my testosterone levels, but only to the point of androgyny rather than femininity). However, it would never be perfect. No surgery could make my penis half its current size (yet retain function), in the same way no surgery could make it double in size. While theoretically doctors could chop out sections of my long bones to make me dwarf-sized, it would be crippling and would not repair my adult proportions like shoulder/chest width.

But even supposing it WAS possible, supposing I really could do it, it still wouldn't work! Because I've analyzed this dysphoria, and recognized it for what it is, which is a type of obsession (can also tie in with compulsion for the full OCD package, as with my obsession with removing my own body hair, or the common compulsion for repeated plastic surgery). The thing is, these obsessions have no end. It's like asking a rich man at what dollar figure will he step back and say: "Okay, that's enough! Don't have to earn anymore now." This figure doesn't exist. For humans, "good enough" never exists; humans are evolutionarily designed to WANT, and never stop wanting, and dysphoria is a result of this process targeting an odd direction. For m Message too long. Click here to view the full text.

Eeyore 18/11/04(Sun)19:16 No. 5933 ID: 16e8f6

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Eeyore 18/11/11(Sun)08:32 No. 5934 ID: 0d41a5

I wanted to be an artist, but I used to work at a retail store for work experience, but I'm honestly not too sure.
>Self doubt looms over my head

Ranting I guess Eeyore 18/10/28(Sun)18:15 No. 5931 ID: a9c397 [Reply]

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I don't know what to do. I'm stuck in such mental anguish but I don't know why and I have no one to talk to it about. I don't feel like a real person anymore, I don't have a personality I just respond to stimuli. Everyone thinks I'm happy because I act that way so I don't get pity. I'm so normal, I don't have anything to really complain about but for some reason I'm just so tired. I feel so different and separate from anyone. I don't know what I want and I don't know my opinions. I think I'm special but I know I'm not. I wish I was special, if such a thing existed.

Sorry for posting this, I just needed to get it off my back.

Advice could help but I don't expect it, thanks.

Eeyore 18/10/29(Mon)03:29 No. 5932 ID: ea1058

I know exactly how you feel... The only thing we can really do is to fully commit ourselves to this "autopilot" mode. There is no hope, there never was any. Be free of all illusions. Let yourself go. All that will remain would be an empty husk and you shall finally be rid of this suffering.

Where are you from and where do you live at present? Ariel 18/10/24(Wed)20:07 No. 5928 ID: cb7a05 [Reply]

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Hi guys.
What country do you come from and where do you live now?
I was born in Romania and moved to Italy when I was 13.

Eeyore 17/09/03(Sun)21:42 No. 5543 ID: 15dcfa [Reply]

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do you believe in god, does it help ?

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Eeyore 18/09/20(Thu)20:33 No. 5898 ID: 11de95

hey man you don't need god
even if he did exist its clear that he hates us
fuck him , anon you only need yourself ,
times are tough but hey you survived what's worse
didn't you ?

Eeyore 18/10/02(Tue)02:32 No. 5905 ID: bb0954

I do, but it hardly helps. I can't tell you how many times I have looked up at the sky and screamed "What's your next move, asshole?"

Eeyore 18/10/23(Tue)18:41 No. 5927 ID: 35ee87

Consider for a moment the truth that, at their core, at their very foundation, every single mainstream religion, and every pseudo-religious cult, is essentially a man-made creation in some way or other, created by one person, or by a smaller group of people, with the basic intent of gaining power and control over a much larger group of other people in order to make them think, and believe, and act, precisely in the way(s) the creator(s) of their chosen religion want them to.

And then consider that within most/all of those mainstream religions there are sizeable sub-groups of people (e.g. christianity>catholics/protestants/etc. etc. or muslims>sunni/shi'a/etc. etc.) , who effectively all read the exact same holy book, or a different persons/groups own personal interpretation of that same book, as those in the other sub-groups of their chosen religion, and who then have wildly divergent interpretations of what their chosen book actually means; such differences that have, and will continue to, be the primary, and in most cases only, consistant cause of war, violence, suffering, genocide, abuse, etc. etc. etc. throughout the world.

Taking christianity as an example, there are many 'versions' of the bible, each taken as gospel by a different branch of that one religion, except surely if all those sub-groups all essentially believe in the same god, and they all believe that he handed down his instructions/wishes/guidance/whatever for every person to live by in good faith, why did he then apparently give each group a slightly differently worded version of his teachings?

The simple answer is that 'god' didn't do anything.

This is entirely because, while there undoubtedly are/were actual people in the past who have been, and still are, worshipped as 'god', and/or who themselves actually claimed to be 'god' or to personally represent 'god', maybe even to the point that people actually believe/believed in them, in essence the term 'god' is little more than another fictional construct of man, it's a tool of man, of mainstream religions and pseudo-religious cults alike, in whatever form they might take. In effect 'god' is nothing more than a simple whip to be used by one, or by the privileged few, to keep a larger group of people toeing the religious party line at all costs, and preferably without examining and/or questioning the things they are being asked to believe in.

Equally the so-called holy book(s) of each cult and religion, in all their many man-made variations and interpretations, are all just yet another man-made creation, wherein a religions/cults chosen holy book is the leash that one man/a small privileged group of people uses to capture and control the obedience and belief of others around him/them, particularly others who are more susceptible and/or willing to be taken in by something that Message too long. Click here to view the full text.

Eeyore 18/10/10(Wed)08:12 No. 5914 ID: cb0322 [Reply]

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I have a bit over 20 pills of risperdal and sertraline. If i took those both and then tied a plastic bag around my head would i be able to die without unconsciously tearing the bag off?

Eeyore 18/10/22(Mon)16:19 No. 5926 ID: 86c92e

No youd have seizures for hours it might not even kill you

yet another depressive + advice seeking thread Eeyore 18/10/16(Tue)05:30 No. 5919 ID: cbd5fc [Reply]

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everyone I know around my age (20) is out there either
-enjoying life
and yet here I am as a stupid unemployed and worthless sperg without prospect in life. I dunno what to study. employers just shrug me off. tried uni for a year and quit it. studied meme short-and-free courses of computer repair and object-oriented-programming that are as useless as me.
I don't like anything. I don't know anything. dealing with people is hard, frustrating, annoying and unfullfilling. every entry-level job I can possibly acquire requires dealing with people, one of my biggest weaknesses. I got bounced from fucking mcdonalds, goddamit.

I should've stayed in that technical high school as a kid. I would have made better friends. I would've learn to socialize better. I would have a better chance at getting a job. I would've learn useful stuff.

I'm just filled with despair and hatred towards myself. I have violent thoughts. I want to take it out on someone. I wanna improve, but I'm lost. give me a hand. I need it. please.

I'm so lost. I'm not exactly sure of what do I want to do, and I have no idea of how to do it. it sucks to be a 20yo manchildren crybaby. being unable to be independent hurts like hell. I wish I was a man instead of a stupid lost kid in a forest who needs mommy and can't fend off by himself.

Guys Help Me Anonymous 18/10/14(Sun)06:50 No. 5918 ID: 4019c4 [Reply]

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Just heard YellowStone erupted, tv beeped a bit then pc just did eas saying it erupted, may be hoax? COULD DESTROY AMERICA PLS HELP

Eeyore 18/05/08(Tue)02:04 No. 5799 ID: 618796 [Reply]

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Hello /grim/

I've been visiting here since January of this year. I can't help but feel lost, alone, and depressed all through this world thats blowing itself to hell. I have a huge dislike of the material normie world we see all around us.

And I don't know what to do how to deal with this pain and anger.

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Eeyore 18/09/16(Sun)08:14 No. 5891 ID: 93a374

hey man i can relate,
like money and shit doesn't interest me , vidya just don't do it anymore, i study so i got that going for me
i would recommend getting yourself busy you know ?
the question would be how i know, have faith in yourself man
all the best

Eeyore 18/10/11(Thu)17:03 No. 5916 ID: 4669dd

Thank you, I actually have gotten myself interested in more stuff, eg reading.

Eeyore 18/10/11(Thu)21:15 No. 5917 ID: b1276b

fuck yeah man , reading is a great whether as a hobby or as a learning tool
i'd recommend you :
note's from the underground
The stranger-alber camus
thos were the ones that got my brains going long after i finished them give them a try dear anon :)

Comfort Eeyore 17/07/18(Tue)18:24 No. 5468 ID: 7e3d01 [Reply]

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Reading about suicide methods and making plans is very comforting and calming for me when I'm really upset. It helps a lot to know that there's always a way out.

Going out for a walk and a cigarette is also nice.

What do you do when you're upset?

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Eeyore 17/07/21(Fri)03:28 No. 5481 ID: d5b502

I drink. I wish I never started. Having a dependency like that really weakens you from the inside out, because you sort of unlearn your old ways and how to deal with things on your terms rather than having some chemical do it for you. It makes me feel as though I'm becoming a non-entity.

Eeyore 17/07/22(Sat)05:34 No. 5484 ID: 9656f5

What music do you listen to?

Eeyore 18/10/10(Wed)16:43 No. 5915 ID: 82ab3e

i have this really bad habit of submersing myself in what i'm upset about, until i've gotten desensitized to the whole situation.

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