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Eeyore 20/10/20(Tue)11:53 No. 6547 ID: 96267a [Reply]
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I have lost all joy in life I can barely enjoy anything in life anymore Nd its only going to get worse with age.I live in mental,physical and emotional agony nearly daily.I am really small,weak and useless person.one day im going to kill myself and no one will come to family because im to sperged out to socalize.I'm a neet that can't work I want to die and it might be my only option.I had so much hope and ambition,it's all gone.


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Eeyore 20/10/25(Sun)01:50 No. 6549 ID: b83bb7

Drink up, OP. Life is fleeting. It's your choice.


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Sick bodies, sick minds Eeyore 22/01/17(Mon)19:56 No. 6727 ID: 182caf
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Go to wizchan, then ask for the warpwiz.




Anyone else living in their own dreamland? Eeyore 21/01/13(Wed)18:51 No. 6584 ID: e0db60 [Reply]
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I feel disconnected from the real world, and I have felt that way for a long time. It got worse after I dropped out of school due to bullying, at least then I could pretend that I was doing something for myself by following the rules and hoping that it would pay off. Now I don't really do anything, I don't have anyone, and I mostly just spend my days rotting in bed. All I do is think. My brain is pretty much the only part of me that still feels like it is mine, so I live in it. Sometimes I stay the entire day in bed, without eating or drinking anything. Just thinking, imagining, fantasizing. I feel like a brain stuck inside a rotting corpse. But my brain also is no longer the way it used to be. I feel like I'm worthless now. I used to be very smart, but now I just feel like I'm a retarded piece of trash. I can't even think right anymore.
Today I had an amazing dream in which the man I love let me fall asleep in his arms. It felt more real than whatever the hell is happening now that I'm awake.
Is anyone else experiencing this? This disconnection from what people call reality? I feel like I've lost my mind. I don't really know what's real or not anymore. Is this really all there is? Is this what I'm living for? It doesn't feel right.
Sometimes I think that the people around me are not real. They're puppets. They've been put here to stop me from escaping this world. I've been put here so whoever is in control of this place can study my reactions to whatever they choose to put in my path, like I'm a lab rat. I've considered killing myself just to escape this. I feel like I'm being watched. I don't feel like this is real. I'm scared. There's a lot of noise outside and it makes my head hurt.
I know this is just a stupid wall of text, a dumb blogpost, a pointless word soup that makes no fucking sense whatsoever, but like I said, I'm retarded now. I can't write coherently anymore, which is a pity, since I used to want to be a writer. I really don't know what happened to me.


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Eeyore 21/02/18(Thu)01:59 No. 6609 ID: 0943c2

I've been there before. It eventually stopped. Not really sure how, but it did.


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To have something you never had Eeyore 22/01/17(Mon)19:54 No. 6726 ID: 182caf
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https://www.verywellmind.com/holotropic-breathwork-4175431




Eeyore 19/12/13(Fri)21:04 No. 6299 ID: 60a5ed [Reply]
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how do I get a job for the first time at my 20s?


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Eeyore 21/01/20(Wed)20:32 No. 6604 ID: 835021

>>6599
Why is flipping burgers an insult? Working in a kitchen takes a lot more from a person than sitting in a cubicle surfing reddit and pretending to do "work" like 99% of office drones do.


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James+Franko 21/02/25(Thu)14:21 No. 6615 ID: 9f8811

Hey! You know that many employers now refuse their candidates when they see an illiterate resume. Of course, this also applies to the field of medicine, because getting a job as a nurse is not so easy. But I know one good option https://edureviewer.com/best-nurse-resume-writing-services/ that will help you!


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Eeyore 22/01/17(Mon)19:51 No. 6725 ID: 182caf

You might need a car or at least driver license.
Some courses, may be.

Not much beyond that.




Dedw8!BipOSSUm.6 21/11/20(Sat)06:55 No. 6708 ID: 636df5 [Reply]
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You tried to fill the void.

The voices echo too much in it.

So you put pen to paper, or fingers to keyboard. You upload your work. Someone tells you they like your stuff.

You start to believe it.

You get a comission, and the promise of another one. Against your nature, you complete the commission, and deliver a nearly-finished sample.
You never hear from the commissioner again.
The second commisioner blocks you everywhere.

You wonder if it was because it was too expensive. Then you think your skill level wasn't enough for what you charged. You check your website for positive reaffirmation, and see the followers have dwindled.
You realize nobody wants your shit, not even for free. The void grows bigger and eats your work, which nobody will see anymore. Not that they'll miss it, you think.

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Eeyore 22/01/17(Mon)19:47 No. 6723 ID: 182caf

Why in the world are you not applying for other things?
The void is already filled with you, and it's not healthy as we can judge by your words.

Never wageslave in a same place for too much.




Eeyore 18/05/04(Fri)18:36 No. 5791 ID: ee3ced [Reply]
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No friends or anyone. What do you personally do to cope?


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Eeyore 21/06/18(Fri)00:04 No. 6661 ID: 96fcaa

I think about all the dirty shit I've done to people without them ever knowing. I jack off into my sister in law's panties all the time.

Makes me smile


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Eeyore 22/01/15(Sat)00:55 No. 6719 ID: 182caf

Oh, damn. If I actually had frens my mind would nag me on the pressure of having some sort of weel-ordered life to not look too weird before them.

There are many desires in us that simply are parasites, they do not deserve our attention.

It's like a drug that doesn't feel nice anymore


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Eeyore 22/01/17(Mon)19:43 No. 6722 ID: 182caf

Why does such a thing to be a misfortune? What a poor mindset.




Pika Cheak-ie-o 22/01/15(Sat)02:26 No. 6721 ID: 3c9344 [Reply]
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Tika




so alone transporter319 21/03/31(Wed)11:02 No. 6620 ID: d3d7d7 [Reply]
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I feel more alone than ever how do I cope? I would love to be in the arms of a woman but they want nothing to do with me. I am 41 my loveless life makes me feel so hopeless. A woman called me an incel recently and it stung so bad because it was absolutely true. I haven't had much luck with the ladies but it's even harder to smash right now with the pandemic. It's taking a toll on my life I don't see the light at the end of the tunnel either


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Eeyore 21/04/06(Tue)21:17 No. 6624 ID: 9b4424

>>6620
Cope by watching endless amounts of girlfriend roleplay asmr videos. They'll tell you everything you need to hear. No harm comes from their mouth unless of course that's your thing. There's your exact type out there, just one search away. It can fill your void, not very well, but well enough to keep you clinging at the cliff for one more day.


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Eeyore 21/04/10(Sat)04:38 No. 6626 ID: 322a8e

>>6620
Why define yourself on such a pointless thing. Achieve something. Learn a new skill. Learn a new topic. Create something. Make a birdhouse. Make a garden. Fulfillment and purpose come from within. Anything you do not get from within will turn to ash. The truth is life is a series of existential crises. You either take the lie, and exist with everyone else. Have the "normal things". Or you see past the lie, and are unable to take part in the social contract that is being normal. Life sucks, many who see this, are just seeing truth. There is no higher meaning. Just the meaning you make for yourself. Love, bah. Worthless. Transitory thing, requiring you to change who you are. To give up on your desires. All for physical sensation. Mastering a skill is achievement. Not learning, mastering. Practice at something for years. Learn everything going into the theory around said skill. There is purpose. There is the answer to why you are here.


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Eeyore 22/01/15(Sat)00:58 No. 6720 ID: 182caf

>>6620
You have doing it wrong all the time. To have a couple should never be a worry for a man. You are just feedfing the same black hole in your soul that lures you into chasing illusions. You 41? What you should really be worried about is that filth inside you...

Were you ever happy as child, when you didn't think about sex nor infatuation? Your mind is sick with worthless desires




Eeyore 20/03/13(Fri)10:10 No. 6383 ID: 9fe86c [Reply]
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I just realised my whole life is a fuckin horror story, it all just collapsed around me, from rape to rehab to jail, I'm stuck in a loop, heroin and weakness, god I'm pathetic. I wish I could explain to someone, someone to help, but I don't know how to convey it. No matter what you read you can't feel how I feel, it all just comes across as edgy or cringy, this isn't real life, just some word salad garbage on an image board. 2 days off a fix and not by choice is pretty shitty, add the memories.. I want suicide.. too cowardly.. idk the point of this, I guess I just want to feel less alone. Anyone you say this to in real life would try to avoid you like the fucking plague.. online it seems like a joke;
a bad one at that, or an attempt to seem hardcore or some shit, idk


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Eeyore 21/05/16(Sun)16:37 No. 6638 ID: 8be61d
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jesus died for our sins no matter how big they are.


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Eeyore 21/06/07(Mon)11:09 No. 6657 ID: da06c7

>>6638
while i hope everything turns out well for OP i also hope that you will kill yourself. Literal leeches plugging their shitty faith everywhere trying to use people on their low end of the rope.


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Eeyore 22/01/15(Sat)00:53 No. 6718 ID: 182caf

Try holotropic breathwork
>if you are valiant enough, you might want to take it yourself under some trustworthy surveillance, instead of paying




Eeyore 21/10/21(Thu)05:48 No. 6692 ID: d2a5e8 [Reply]
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Is it worth saving /grim/?


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Eeyore 21/10/28(Thu)08:10 No. 6696 ID: 00dc02

The planet, yes, it's beautiful.

Humanity? I've been thinking about this a bit, but watching humanity fail to deal with climate change is an eye opener.

I've started to think that we just don't deserve to survive. We're a cruel, selfish species that can't work together to solve large problems. We don't deserve it, not in a moral sense, but in a practical one. It would be negative for such a primitive abusive force to spread in the universe.


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Americium!Metal3G/gs 21/10/31(Sun)07:38 No. 6697 ID: d2a5e8

>>6696
In this big universe, I'm sure there are plenty of planets just as or even more beautiful than Earth.

There are planets that even rain diamonds. Imagine how beautiful that must be.


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Eeyore 22/01/12(Wed)12:42 No. 6717 ID: 5f37af
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>>6692
Yes.

>>6696
>Humanity? I've been thinking about this a bit, but watching humanity fail to deal with climate change is an eye opener.

>I've started to think that we just don't deserve to survive. We're a cruel, selfish species that can't work together to solve large problems. We don't deserve it, not in a moral sense, but in a practical one. It would be negative for such a primitive abusive force to spread in the universe.
I think that the most underrated hindrance to save the climate is NOT the polluters. Especially not coal miners. Because they are predictable. Mine coal. Get money. Repeat.

What we see now is a bunch of hibernated commies or never-was-commies or was-commies-but-had-good-intentions-also-Singapore that are scenting the morning air. Wich is really interesting, because they had not been able to think new thoughts after 1969 and not after 1989. I've been to a few climate demos in Stockholm. And if you gave me 1 SEK for every time I heard someone play "Bella ciao" I could...buy you a cup of coffee.

The best solution would be to have some kind of greenhouse gas dividends. Foot the bill to the polluters. This will cause prices to go up. But if every citizen gets an equal share for pollution produced in their own country and every citizen of EU gets an equal share of imported goods, then the problem will pretty much solve itself.

Of course this system will cost, because surveillance and maintenance isn't free. But the huge advantage is that it gives corporations an incentive to do what they are already doing best: Scale economics. Yeah, there's a bunch of sad sacks that wants more and even more regulations. Also the bunch of sad sacks that wants some kind of revolution. Wich is quite funny, because they can't tell the difference between a generator or a carbureator OR can do a violence.

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Eeyore 18/02/24(Sat)17:28 No. 5720 ID: 5c16e9 [Reply]
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So /grim/ where can i find a gf who would be willing to participate in a suicide pact with me in a couple years? Where i live theyre all dumb hypergamous consumerism worshiping bulimic/fat basic bitches. After completing my bucket list i will proceed to an hero. Times running out ya know.


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Eeyore 21/11/02(Tue)07:44 No. 6699 ID: 409408

>>6105

There is nothing wrong with hypergamy. It is Nature working as intended.


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suicde pact spencer 21/12/12(Sun)23:49 No. 6712 ID: 41a16d

i will do it with you. beign dead ass there is nothing to live for anymore. Add my skype spencer hardy or schardy4300 if your still out there


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Eeyore 22/01/12(Wed)12:29 No. 6716 ID: 5f37af

>>5720
OP, may I recommend the podcast series about Lindsay Souvannarath and the Halifax Shopping Center Shooting Plot?

https://www.nighttimepodcast.com/lindsay-souvannarath

No, I'm not advocating national socialism, mass murder nor suicide pacts. No, I'm not saying that she "can't" be a national socialist. Yes, I'm quite happy that they spent more time on coordinating their clothes than get actual weapons and ammo. Especially ammo.

My point is that they both probably would've been better off if the acutally did the needful.





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