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I realized today that my belief that I will die not too long after 60 isn't stressful or scary to me because by then my Mom will be dead so she won't have to go through losing a child and life's seemed a whole lot of shit after Dad died, so it's almost calming knowing I don't have to live in this clown world for long. Living long into dementia feels more like a curse than a blessing.