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I think you hit the nail on the head. I definitely think autogynphelia is a thing. No worries about being academic, I'm going to digress about this... I've taken college courses on the biology and psychology of human sexuality (the psychology course was way more interesting). Basically most guys that crossdress are actually straight, transvestic fetishism is the term I think?
There used to be a TV show on Oxygen channel called "Talk Sex With Sue" this really awesome sex-positive old lady would take calls on the air and give sex advice (she's still alive, 92 years old!) and she would explain crossdressing fetish forming in a male at a young age, when feeling a soft piece of their mothers clothing (such as stockings) and they like it, it's pleasing, and it basically imprints onto them at a young age. I'm not talking about wearing it, but just brushing it with their hand or something and it leaves an impression that develops later.
It's really not uncommon for an otherwise normal straight guy to enjoy the feeling of wearing women's clothing or getting sexually excited by the idea of looking/feeling like a woman. But I think normally guys who are like that only do this in private because while it may turn them on to dress like that, they probably don't look passable. Also, it's mainly a private thing there's a big stigma to it, because if you express any femininity as a guy you could get labeled as gay. I mean, even if a guy dressed as a woman for Halloween as a joke you might say to yourself "Well, that's pretty gay" even if all he's doing is wearing women's clothing and not flirting with any men...
I think that when some people picture the idea of of a crossdresser or transwoman (people who don't know how gorgeous some cd/ts can actually be) they imagine some chiselled jaw hairy man wearing drag clothes and looking like an ugly disgusting beast. Of course that's a turn off, at least it is to me... and sadly that is probably how a lot of the private crossdressers look, but they probably have a different mental image of what they look like and it's more about how they feel.
To me the excitement in these caps is a completely beautiful super model woman being more than meets the eye. It's not that she looks like a guy at all, quite the opposite, and nine times out of ten I'm actually using photos of ciswomen that were photoshopped to imply they were genetically male.
And I'll admit, the idea of looking like a gorgeous woman with big perfect tits is erotic. But like you, I don't identify with transwomen because I'm perfectly happy as a man, I identify as a man, I wouldn't make a passable woman.
It's true my captions are generally far-fetched. Most of the time, males that surgically alter themselves to become women are transgender, but it isn't completely unheard of for a cisgender man to do this, just check out this documentary about a straight cis construction worker that moonlights as a drag queen with breast implants, and doesn't look half-bad
mediaburn.org/video/chicago-slices-raw-female-impersonator/
You can also look up "Brian Zembic" on wikipedia, "In the late 1990s, he became famed as 'a man who would do anything to win a bet'. His most famous wager was in 1996 when he agreed to receive breast implants and keep them for one year in return for US$100,000 (US$170,000 in 2022). The year passed and he won the bet but he became accustomed to the breasts and did not have them removed."
I think actual transwomen are awesome, and I do feel kind of bad sometimes because you could say these kind of captions are degrading
to their life experience. But the idea of the "Insincere Transwoman" is so hot to me, the whole "titboy" thing, where they look like a gorgeous supermodel, basically a beautiful girl with completely female (even hyper-feminine) features. It's not even so much about the cock itself sometimes, it's just that the cock is the 'proof' that they are something other than a gorgeous woman, a perverted man. Someone who gets off on looking so gorgeous.
Personally I'd never go through the trouble, pain, and expense of all the plastic surgery just to satisfy a niche fetish. Writing and reading caps and watching trans porn is really enough of an outlet. And in VR you can even give yourself a female avatar and check yourself out in a virtual mirror if that's really your thing. But that's whats great about the fantasy, you can imagine someone perverted and determined enough to do such a thing. I incorporate comedy into a lot of these caps because I'm throwing a lampshade on it, I know it's silly and ridiculous and unrealistic. But there are some rare examples of this sort of thing like the ones I listed above. If there was a magical button you could press to temporarily become a perfectly passable babe, then switch back, then maybe I'd do it, but I really don't see myself as a transwoman or someone who has the heart or mind of a woman so I don't write the caps that way. I think the caps appeal to autogynephiliacs and/or people who are transgender porn enthusiasts.
I mainly watch porn with transwomen in them, but in the past few years I discovered "JOI" (jack off instruction) videos of dominatrix women humiliating the viewer, calling them a faggot, insisting they like cock. The first time I saw such a video I was laughing out loud at the woman constantly calling me a faggot and yet I had a raging hard-on. I know how incredibly gay my caps may seem but I honestly have zero interest in men, at least masculine/macho looking men. But I like being 'teased' and 'accused' of liking that sort of thing by a beautiful dominatrix style woman, and I'd let a beautiful woman ot transwoman peg me. But I just could not see myself enjoying being with a guy.
A big theme in the caps is about being gay but I think it all stems down to being bullied in middle school and being called gay despite knowing for a fact I get off to women, and the confusion that came when I realized I found transwomen very attractive. The truth is sexuality is a spectrum and it's not just black and white, there's a lot of grey area. There's a guy called Alfred Kinsey (Liam Neeson played him in a biopic) who did studies in like the 40's or 50's or something and developed the Kinsey scale which is a much better way to describe sexuality rather than "Straight, Bi, or Gay", there's a lot of areas inbetween.
But because we have this social desire to label something as either straight or gay, I like playing with that theme in the captions, I guess I love the idea of a super model woman "tricking" you because you had no idea she was "really a guy all along". I'm just rambling at this point but the psychology behind it is interesting I think.
You could say these caps are a reflection of the writer or the reader, but as fun as it would be to be a titboy, I think I'd much rather date one than to actually BE one. I would love a gorgeous super model girlfriend who has a dick who would constantly remind me that she's "actually a guy" and tease me behind closed doors about being "gay" for enjoying that. But even if you end up dating a gorgeous transwoman I don't think they'd want to roleplay that way...
Although, you should check out a transwoman named Kimber Haven, she's slightly mannish, but she's just passable enough that her videos are pretty hot, she calls herself a faggot, a sissy boy and things like that, which I find very erotic because she is a full time transwoman. She makes these fetish videos where sometimes she's dominant or sometimes she's putting herself down and humiliating herself as a 'faggot' which is just so god damn awesome lol
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