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Lately I've been having daily dreams about mephedrone, MDMA and weed.
These dreams will include me either using them or having them in my possession but being unable to use them. The dreams in which I'm using aren't so bad except the mornings when I crave the drug badly. The dreams in which I am in possession of it but aren't using are more like nightmares because I desperately crave the drug during and after the dream. For example, it'll be like I'm in the dream with a bag of MDMA in my pocket but something is chasing me and I'll be constantly trying to take some of the MDMA but constantly unable to for whatever reason. Finally these dreams will end with me looking through my pocket and finding the bag either gone or destroyed.
I've been (mentally) addicted to weed for maybe 4 years now and I was addicted to mephedrone for a couple of months in 2012. I've never been addicted to MDMA, I've only used it about 3 times. I still smoke weed daily, normally to reduce the craving of mephedrone, but I haven't used mephedrone properly since August (except in January when I accidently mixed a tiny, tiny bit with MDMA). I've read that recovering addicts have 'drug dreams' for about 6 weeks after stopping the drug but it's now April.
Sorry if this is written a bit confusing, I'm not a usual poster anymore and have lost my way with words, and I find it very difficult to put these dream experiences into words.
Anyone else have 'drug dreams' or any other experiences like this?
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