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Yep, this is an actual board. Congratulations to you.. you sad, lonely individuals. I think the best way to describe this board is to just copy paste the post that inspired it's trip on to /777/:
"There's too much happiness on this site already. We need more cold stuff, more darkness and unhappiness.
I propose a /grim/ board. Where we gather to share jokes that aren't funny. Grim stuff like gore perhaps. Murder stories. Genocide. Results of war. Pictures of areas in the dark. Pictures of crumbling ruins. Pictures of thing that are decreasing in value or are stagnant in value in the sense that they cannot get any more undesired. Also, Nigrachan is obligatory."

Lets have a minor tweak of the rules from the /777/, version. This board is not for gore. Gore posters will be banned. It's just for generally miserable shit, just go with the stuff that is in the above quote and you should be fine. Any further rules will be made up as we go along if necessary and will be added to this post.

Go Wild.

To request future /777/s use this thread.


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Eeyore 17/11/15(Wed)22:26 No. 5633 ID: 5d5040

>>5625
The fact you enjoy gore is very /grim/, but getting a kick out of something is not /grim/. If you really want goreposting, I guarantee some website full of psychopaths is being shitted up by it, so go there.




Eeyore 17/11/07(Tue)23:45 No. 5617 ID: b82db7 [Reply]
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I'm so lonely, I have no friends in rl, no do i care about anyone in rl or online...I try to act funny, be nice, or even stupid...just to make others happy. I do this because I cant feel emotions because of my medications I take...I cant say what they are but the pills i take are to help me live my life everyday...happy, weird, nice...but so empty, so cold. The moment I took these pills i knew i wouldn't be the same old me. Its been 4 years since I first took them...and I'm...lost. I cant feel emotions, I laugh at people in pain, I became more hungry for emotions that People who cry turn me on. These pills keep me sane, keeps me from hurting anyone else or myself everyday. I just want friends who can understand me, who just want me to be me. Who are just there for me when I need them. Honestly, I think about killing myself everyday, I see hallucinations of my own death, hear whispers in the night telling me to kill myself and I hear them, in the night, every-night. I just. I dont want to be alone anymore...I dont want to be alone anymore...I dont want to be alone anymore...I dont want to be alone...help me.


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WMB 17/11/21(Tue)06:51 No. 5640 ID: 223ae4

>>5617
Hey, I know you might never see this, it's basically a fact. But, I have been putting off getting a diagnosis, but I have a strong feeling that I need to be medicated. I've actually been looking at my gun to answer it. I've been waking up to just freaking out of my problems and distracting myself with drugs and alcohol-

My point is, did you feel like you lost yourself in the medication? I feel so different from others but I've learned to grasped it. But this person I've chosen only wants peace.

Peace from needing to pay to live.
Peace from needing to spend my life with another.
Peace from needing to be happy.
Peace from needing to live.

I just want to rot away, still as a rock, and free as a bird.




Depression sucks Eeyore 17/11/16(Thu)04:10 No. 5634 ID: f83095 [Reply]
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I just started the life I've been wanting. I have my lovely boyfriend and we just had a baby together. We're about to move into a house together too. I really do love this man. He is my everything. Our baby is our everything.

But my depression has consumed me completely. I actually feel like I'm losing it all, everything that I've worked for. I keep holding myself back, all I've been giving myself is hate and shame. I feel like I've been a terrible mother. My anxiety gets the best of me. I'm so afraid of not being enough for my daughter. I feel so guilty for the pressure this puts on my boyfriend. He is always there for me, even after seeing me at my worst. But I still can't escape the fear of something interfering our relationship. I'm so afraid of disppointing him. He gets so frustrated with me when I fall into my episodes of bad depression.
This is definitely where I dissapoint him.
He sees me curled up on the ground with spit and snot all over my face, hair, and clothes. He sees me hitting myself in the face. He hears me saying that I want to hurt myself and that I think I'm not enough.
He can't handle this. I shouldn't blame him.

I just lose myself. In fact, I feel fucking crazy.
Thoughts take over and bully me. It all overlaps like a group of people standing around me talking shit while I'm on my knees crying. I cry, I scream, I hit myself, I break things and knock things over without any self control. I even hit him once. I immediately regret these things and then my head is filled with shame and even more self hate.

I get so sensitive. My heart feels like it's literally breaking when I'm criticized. Or when I've done something wrong, even on accident.

I can't get myself out of this sick cycle.

It's ruining my relationship with my boyfriend.
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Eeyore 17/11/20(Mon)01:59 No. 5637 ID: 27614a

>>5634
These things are not even abnormal. People who tend towards depression often have their depression triggered by major life changes, positive or negative. You should look up postpartum depression. That might be something productive to do.

Guilt and sensitivity to criticism is a very normal manifestations of depression. If you have ever gotten help from a counselor, you know this.

Women hit men very often, despite gender rolls suggesting otherwise. You probably hit your boyfriend to hurt him emotionally, as an uncontrolled primal reaction. You probably did not throw a punch that was strong enough injure him, and maybe you couldn't if you tried - this is why women hit their boyfriends quite often.

Feeling crazy is also a common thing in depressed people, since depression can lead to psychosis. You probably should get off the chans and go seek help from a counselor or at least a trusted friend, for your own sake at least.


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Eeyore 17/11/20(Mon)02:02 No. 5638 ID: 27614a

>>5634
Also, if you see a clinical therapist and are offered drugs, know that SSRI's and SNRI's very, very commonly cause sexual side-effects. Antipsychotics, another class of medication, are very dangerous. Antipsychotics don't kill people very often, but they cause a lot of permanent side-effects that affect quality of life.


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Eeyore 17/11/20(Mon)02:11 No. 5639 ID: 27614a

>>5634
I know this is not emotionally supportive, but you have to know that you'll be fine so long as you act intelligently and stay determined. In the spirit of /grim/, you should know that once you get better, you'll feel like this again. But then you'll pull through again, and feel better for a time. Such is life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ugJfjmxOR2I




Eeyore 17/11/15(Wed)03:10 No. 5629 ID: 50db27 [Reply]
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I wonder how high-temperature rapid incineration is as a way to go.

I know burning to death is pretty bad, like people who self-immolate or die in house fires, etc. but that's slow, and low-temp. They get cooked to death. Would it be any better if it were hot enough to turn you to ash in minutes?


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Eeyore 17/11/15(Wed)21:15 No. 5631 ID: 5d5040

>>5629
Sounds terrifying. There are much more peaceful ways to go.

>>5630
This poster is right.

You could try jumping into molten lava.


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Eeyore 17/11/16(Thu)11:07 No. 5635 ID: bec9a0

>>5630
>>5631
There are two industrial blast furnaces in town, one 5,775m3 and the other 3,273m3. I sort of know the layout of the facility, but not the firing schedule. There are times when they run all day and night, and other times when they are off for a season.

>>5631
The area is volcanically active, but I don't know of any nearby open lava flows. Molten steel is a possibility, see above.


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Eeyore 17/11/18(Sat)21:07 No. 5636 ID: cf780b

>>5635
Coincidentally, someone showed me a video of a factory worker jumping into some kind of molten metal/furnace thing.




Everything hurts but I still feel numb Eeyore 17/11/14(Tue)06:33 No. 5627 ID: 2b2bcd [Reply]
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I don't know where else to go. I don't trust people to help me and I'm not even sure If I want any.

Every day I continue living just hurts more than the last and I find it increasingly more difficult to push myself to keep going.

The only thing keeping alive anymore is the one person who I feel has ever cared about me and she's not going to live much longer. After she's gone I'm scared of what I'll become or what I'll do.

I don't mean to bitch and put my problems on anyone but please just give me some advise. At least an effective way to end it if nothing else. That's all I ask.


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Eeyore 17/11/14(Tue)08:07 No. 5628 ID: f1690d

Advise about what?


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Eeyore 17/11/15(Wed)22:24 No. 5632 ID: 5d5040

>>5627
You said the problem yourself.

>I don't trust people to help me, and I might want to be helped.

It will feel considerably better to believe there is help, even if that help never arrives. Faith in a positive outcome is enough to push through hardship until things get better, even if a direct form of assistance never arrives.

>I'm scared of what I'll become, or what I'll do, once this person close to me dies.
That is still up to you. Trust me. Forget all of that "there is no free will" crap. Try to be open-minded. Imagine all of the possibilities that life will bring once you push through the depression and grief. You can be a happier, healthier person again.

People who are open to help, and change, pull through states of severe depression a vast majority of the time. In the lower to moderate states of depression, it is very possible to work towards feeling better.

Your state of depression is separate from this person passing. You will have to combat this depression either way. A person in a more positive mental state can take feelings like anger or loneliness and convert them into productivity. Obviously, productivity can be put towards purposeful ends, such as finding another caring friend.

There is going to be grief in life no matter what you do. Just do the right thing and take life as it comes. We usually imagine our reactions to future events as stronger than they really are. Then, especially if we spend a lot of time pondering alone, we report feeling numb.
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Eeyore 17/09/03(Sun)22:17 No. 5544 ID: 15dcfa [Reply]
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What makes it hard for you to fall asleep at night ? Since early childhood I'm afraid to die while I sleep, so I just stay awake sometimes..


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Eeyore 17/09/28(Thu)03:30 No. 5556 ID: c37fdf

My regrets keep me awake.


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Eeyore 17/11/10(Fri)15:21 No. 5620 ID: 6e62f2

i dont like going to sleep because i dont want to wake up in the morning


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Eeyore 17/11/12(Sun)02:10 No. 5624 ID: 5a17f7

>>5620
I have exactly the same problem. Every night I stay up until I'm nodding off on my keyboard because tomorrow brings another day of wretched routine.




Footsteps in the Darkness Eeyore 17/11/11(Sat)09:33 No. 5623 ID: 355ab2 [Reply]
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Thud, Thud, Thud, Thud. You open your eyes from your deep and dreamless sleep. You try to look over to where the noise is coming from. Thud, Thud, Thud, Thud. But you realize you can't move. Your eyes are straining, tilting to look at the door. That sound, it must be coming from outside your room. You can make out the shadow of someone standing outside from thee crack in between the door and the cold floor. You want to move as fear fills you, you feel it in every inch of your body like a poison. You're muscles strain as you muster all your strength to move, but you can't. Maybe if you scream loud enough someone will hear you. You yell at the top of your lungs, but the only sound that escapes from you may as well have been a gasp. You're thinking to yourself somebody, anybody, GOD HELP ME!!! SAVE ME! PLEASE... Thud, Thud, Thud, its coming closer. you're losing your vision as your peripheral vision goes out of focus and darkens. Your hearing seems as though its being drowned out by the very definition of darkness itself, like waves crashing against a cliffside as you're being held underwater. You can hardly breathe anymore every breathe is feeling closer to being your last. Thud... Thud... Thud... footsteps in the darkness. Thud... Thud... Thud... The dark figure stands right next to your bed. You can feel it, you know its there, but you can't see it. SAVE ME!!! OH GOD!!! SAVE ME PLEASE!!! The words echo in your mind, this must be the end. Those footsteps in the darkness, to whom do they belong?




Done with life Eeyore 17/10/09(Mon)05:04 No. 5560 ID: 788593 [Reply]
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So this is it for me I think. And no I won't kill myself, I will explain my situation as short as I can.

A girl I was for 4 years abandoned me in a hard moment where a couple of friends passed away and I was in a financial crisis, even about to be kicked out of the house I'm currently living in.

And I tried being nice, I really tried but life fucks us all I guess and I don't feel like being nice anymore. I helped her through several shit, even made her get rid of bulimia but at the end she was an ungrateful cunt. So I decided I may leak everything I have of her because fuck it. Not here obviously because is not the right board, but I'm gonna do it for the lulz even send it to her parents.

I want to get rid of this pain, of the heartbreak, of feeling sorry for myself and just fuck life in return and just move on and become stronger and I feel like this is the only way I can do it. People change us, and this is the only way I can stop loving her, through hate. And all I'm gonna ask is, does she deserve it?


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Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)21:53 No. 5606 ID: a57be3

>>5579
Also this. We're only getting one side of your story, OP. Maybe you did some things that were wrong too. You certainly sound like someone who may have.

>The bulimia would come back if you did this.
Don't tell him that.


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Eeyore 17/11/11(Sat)02:45 No. 5622 ID: 44d49f

But isn't it illegal to spread somebody's nudes? I mean like if you did it on various chans, nobody would give a shit. But if you sent it to her parents, wouldn't they know it's you?


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Eeyore 17/11/13(Mon)02:23 No. 5626 ID: 1533c8

>>5606
He knows, subconsciously at least. That's why he'd do it. He wants to take back everything he ever gave her. I know the feeling; it hurts like that the first time.




Humanity Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)21:49 No. 5604 ID: a57be3 [Reply]
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Unlike other animals, many of which have their own versions of fair play as well as their own unique disregard for it, homo sapiens a.k.a. "modern humans" are particularly immoral, ironic, and repulsive. What gives humans dominance over all other species is their intelligence. Since the dawn of homo sapiens, and perhaps before, humans have been able to communicate abstract concepts.

These abstract concepts, such as atomic structure, higher morality and even just holiday celebrations, are all examples of humanity's profound capacity to create and foster profound levels of beauty as well as intelligence. This makes it all the more disgusting when humanity ignores higher pursuits due to a greater interest in acts of savagery.

Even when it is not necessary, humans sink to extreme levels of depravity very quickly. Worse yet, the humans' seemingly harmless social conventions are often constructs to defend their most horrific practices.

Humanity's terrible, abhorrent practices include, but are certainly not limited to: conning of millions who are nutritionally deficient and/or starving, conventional bombing and nuclear bombing upon millions of non-combatants, genocide, manufacturing of highly addictive substances for profit (followed by the imprisonment of those who consume said substances without permission from the state), murder of children, sexual assault upon children...

Of course, the viewpoint that this essay posits is only a matter of opinion, and every society or potential society can be viewed as stifling the things that are truly important. What needs to be asserted is that the level of good-stifling that goes on in all human societies throughout history has been very extreme. The absolute horrors listed earlier are occurring by the hundreds at this very moment, yet scientists regard this time as one of humanity's highest moments in terms of basic morality.

In many latin-based languages, humanity or humanness is regarded as a form of essential goodness. People who show empathy and kindness are often referred to as "humane." This is a particularly ironic product of our bias towards beliefs that are pleasant, considering that humans are the most immoral and repulsive species on planet Earth.

Much like the Abrahamic religions put forth (because people of those religions are often masters of guilt), knowledge of the sins being committed greatly compounds the sins. Humanity is damned, and the only species capable of evil, because humans are intelligent enough to know the difference between good and evil from a conceptual standpoint and choose. Eve ate from the tree of knowledge, and the one God who is always good did not want this.

At the risk of making many readers uncomfortable, it is important to point out that all people are engaged in the condoning of humanity's most horrific practices, at least to some exten Message too long. Click here to view the full text.


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Eeyore 17/11/06(Mon)15:24 No. 5613 ID: 4473ce
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>>5604
the long-winded essay isn't really necessary.

humanity sucks, and we have no one but ourselves to blame. we squander our potential on competition, we have no appreciation for our planet, and we think only in the short term. can we do better? will we ever? pic related.

This is the kind of post I had in mind for >>/7ch/8935

/hum/ - Humanity was never good

We need a misanthropy board, for apolitical, non-denominational, all-organic discussion of how much humanity--as a whole--sucks. I think there's enough to say to warrant it's own board.


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Eeyore 17/11/07(Tue)23:56 No. 5619 ID: 5a5edd

>>5613
I'm glad I wrote it. Anyone truly interested in why I hate humanity (not sure why they would be) has a coherent and comprehensive explanation why.

Reddit has a misanthropy board, but it is kind of flooded with short and similar-sounding complaints. I guess that doesn't necessarily make it a bad board, but it looks a little bit tiresome and surface-level.




Eeyore 17/10/21(Sat)13:43 No. 5572 ID: 807c00 [Reply]
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Apartment's filling up with clutter.
Food's rotting in the fridge.
Haven't washed dishes in a week.
Didn't do laundry for two.
Stopped returning anyone's calls days ago.


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Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)21:56 No. 5607 ID: a57be3

Yikes, sounds like my ex. The solution is to fix all of those problems you listed. They might feel monumental due to the state you're in right now, but they're not.

You might want to see a social worker/counselor too. My ex didn't pick her stuff up off the floor until a few weeks into more intensive therapy.


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Eeyore 17/11/07(Tue)07:29 No. 5615 ID: d75d96

>>5607
>They might feel monumental due to the state you're in right now, but they're not.
It's true. Being aware of it doesn't help, but I did finally manage to get things cleaned up and reestablish communication with the outside world. I went to a psychiatrist in the past; did some therapy and some meds. I'm much better than I used to be, but I still get these occasional lapses.


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Eeyore 17/11/07(Tue)23:52 No. 5618 ID: 5a5edd

>>5615
Yeah, same here. Everyone's lapses look different, and an unkept house for one person might be more or less serious than for another.

Also, good. Personally, when I'm on my own and not well (it really depends), contact with the outside world makes a big difference.




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