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Eeyore ## Admin ## 12/10/14(Sun)22:41 No. 1 ID: 8ff395 [Reply] Stickied
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Yep, this is an actual board. Congratulations to you.. you sad, lonely individuals. I think the best way to describe this board is to just copy paste the post that inspired it's trip on to /777/:
"There's too much happiness on this site already. We need more cold stuff, more darkness and unhappiness.
I propose a /grim/ board. Where we gather to share jokes that aren't funny. Grim stuff like gore perhaps. Murder stories. Genocide. Results of war. Pictures of areas in the dark. Pictures of crumbling ruins. Pictures of thing that are decreasing in value or are stagnant in value in the sense that they cannot get any more undesired. Also, Nigrachan is obligatory."

Lets have a minor tweak of the rules from the /777/, version. This board is not for gore. Gore posters will be banned. It's just for generally miserable shit, just go with the stuff that is in the above quote and you should be fine. Any further rules will be made up as we go along if necessary and will be added to this post.

Go Wild.

To request future /777/s use this thread.


New Admin post 30th Sept, 2013.


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Eeyore 14/07/15(Tue)10:14 No. 3565 ID: be4b9e

>>3554
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>>1433




Eeyore 14/07/31(Thu)07:58 No. 3618 ID: aacfbd [Reply]
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How are you going to die /grim/? Be realistic.

I plan on staying in the Army even after college, maybe trying to be a ranger/contractor. Given that, there is always the chance of being shot in some shithole. I wouldn't mind giving my life so someone else could live. At least I would be remembered by that person, for some time.

I also smoke/dip, so cancer is there for me in my later years.

And lastly, If these two things don't kill me, suicide definitely will. When I'm old, and have no kids, there won't really be a point of living. Might as well just off myself to end the drag on life.


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Eeyore 14/07/31(Thu)12:29 No. 3623 ID: be0ae5

From a shitty disease or suicide most likely.


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Matchbox+Prince 14/08/01(Fri)02:09 No. 3624 ID: 2f260d

Realistic?

I'll live to be about 90 (given my family's ludicrously powerful genetics and advancing medicine, it should be 120+, but I don't take care of myself and am poor) and I'll go quietly in my sleep.

Just because that is the way I'd like least to die, and not getting what I want is the number one constant in my life; why buck the trend with my death?


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Eeyore 14/08/01(Fri)06:09 No. 3627 ID: 86e709

I'm going to get shot. My idea of retirement is funding a bunch of mercenaries to go hunting big game hunters. Whalers, Tiger & Rhino poachers, Elephant hunters. Bury as many as I can til they get me.

I can't think of a better way to go.




Eeyore 13/12/07(Sat)17:50 No. 2436 ID: 141f6a [Reply] [Last 50 posts]
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Why are you sad, /grim/? Tell me your story.


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Eeyore 14/07/30(Wed)10:39 No. 3615 ID: 86e709
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>>3608
I could have written that post myself, >>3608.
Except I'm now 37. I've become successful in business, but as you probably already know, that doesn't add real value to your life, just more money and obligations and pressure. If I were me at you age, I would move to a place with beautiful scenery, find a relatively safe drug I could escape into, work in a quality grocery store, live frugally, and spend all my money and time taking that drug and enjoying the beautiful scenery while doing so. Tell everyone you're taking a vow of silence for religious reasons, and that's it, just enjoy the rest of my life.


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Eeyore 14/07/31(Thu)08:00 No. 3619 ID: aacfbd

>>3615
Whats stopping you from doing that now?


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Eeyore 14/08/01(Fri)06:05 No. 3626 ID: 86e709

>>3619
I've complicated my life with business, and now have rather a lot of people and their families depending on me to do my job.

Learn from my mistakes.




Eeyore 14/05/30(Fri)07:59 No. 3346 ID: a3f917 [Reply]
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can anyone recommend a place to chat when you're depressed and alone? i figure it would help to talk to people in the same place. IRC preferred.

thx in advance.


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Eeyore 14/05/30(Fri)08:36 No. 3351 ID: a3f917

>>3348
thank you


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Eeyore 14/06/12(Thu)05:11 No. 3448 ID: 2d3b57

>>2708


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Ghostly 14/07/31(Thu)11:46 No. 3621 ID: b1d713

>>3348
thank you so much




Eeyore 14/07/13(Sun)13:08 No. 3556 ID: 71f4cb [Reply]
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Hey /grim/

I wanted to share this guy's story with you. It's basically mine and someone asked for it:

http://www.ciproispoison.com/1_2_My-Story.html
http://www.ciproispoison.com/1_4_Blog.html

Fellow was prescribed an antibiotic that destroyed his body from the inside out. Ate away all the connective tissue and damaged his nervous system, and left to rot by clueless doctors. This guy embodies the spirit of grim. It sounds so implausible it has to be some one-off occurrence or a nutjob right?

Well exact same thing happened to me at the end of last year after taking the same antibiotic. My whole body got wrecked with the same problems: all tendons and joints fucked, can barely walk still today, brain fried, neuropathy, etc., much of what he listed. Some still appearing today, some no doubt permanent. Not quite as strong as his but instead combined with other medical problems it worsened. Doctors and staff try to sweep it under the rug, most aren't even aware the drug has FDA black labels warning about some of this (there was not a single word of warning by doctors or pharmacy spoken or written, and no requirement where I am apparently), there's no treatment, no way to prove cause/effect, and no compensation. The doctor gave me the pills for what turned out to be a wrong diagnosis (for a problem that - guess what - I still have and it didn't even remotely fix!).

Trusting doctors and other people = biggest mistake of my life. The worst is, even at the time, I knew better. This kills me every day. I knew from contacts you have to look everything up they give you because they get too much of their info directly from pharmaceutical reps, and from experience that half the time a family doctor's diagnosis is bullshit. Antibiotics are a 40 billion dollar year industry and it shows.

I live in a different dimension now, a dimension of nothing but grim and pain and losing sanity and circling and repeating. Everything that happened before this has become meaningless, as of this week, entirely. I was sort of fit before and relied on that. A month before this happened I had what someone called an epiphany and was about to change a lot of things in my life. In an overload of ironies I don't want to detail, it was all crushed and things I just found out I needed badly in life all became fantasies as I lost every means to get to them, and every means to make anything right.

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Eeyore 14/07/26(Sat)05:58 No. 3600 ID: be4b9e

>>3581
>Anyhow this probably didn't need to be a thread unless someone else has a situation like this. Just late night sperging. No idea what the fuck I'm doing.
I think it's perfectly appropriate for the board. It made me remember >>2683 .
One could hope it helped you as the OP in some way posting this thread.


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Eeyore 14/07/31(Thu)00:10 No. 3616 ID: f07e51

>>3600

Oh yeah I saw that thread, but forgot about it. Thanks for that reminder. When I first saw it had a massive "my nigga" moment, poor kid.

Except I don't understand how he doesn't seem to hate the world utterly. Maybe he doesn't have the energy, or his mom deluded him into thinking there's a point to his suffering. Maybe it's the way our brains are wired. I find it impossible not to at this point. I didn't want to hate the world anymore, I didn't, but I fucking do. And me, but I didn't do this one to myself. Well I kinda did by trusting people but it's a two-player game.

Like the guy in this thread. He had the right idea. I could go out and find some good drugs to overdose on, OR I could take the last of my savings, track down some pharma CEO, force him to chug a bottle of levaquin at gunpoint and put a couple thirty bullets in his joints for good measure. Enjoy your bullet-induced arthritis. Maybe that's what I was put on this earth to do. It's almost too bad I have something right now that keeps those thoughts away cause that could have been a real contribution to this world.


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Eeyore 14/07/31(Thu)04:34 No. 3617 ID: b7fba5

And people shun others when they beg them not to trust information that's fed to them by the system. This world of ours...

I'm so, so sorry. Please know that, one day, things will be different, for all of us.




Eeyore 13/11/24(Sun)18:10 No. 2366 ID: 844378 [Reply]
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How do i get cyanide on my hands? it is not that i plan to become a hero or anything it is just that the toughness of life seems easyer to go thrugh if you have the option of peacufully leving it.


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Matchbox+Prince 14/07/26(Sat)23:42 No. 3609 ID: 2f260d

>>3606

I wish I were 12 again so I could fuck more boys than I already did.


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Eeyore 14/07/26(Sat)23:48 No. 3610 ID: 591d42

>>3609
Could you please elaborate?


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Matchbox+Prince 14/07/28(Mon)11:17 No. 3613 ID: 2f260d

>>3610

When I was 12 I had a some sex with other boys my age. It wasn't enough, but it was difficult because that sort of thing is frowned upon, especially back then when being gay wasn't nearly as trendy as it is now.

However, because I am now an adult, I will never again be able to have sex with a boy. That makes me very depressed. Being an adult just generally sucks, anyway.




Richard Atkinson 14/05/03(Sat)03:47 No. 3178 ID: 0bbbe8 [Reply]

Goodbye, /grim/


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Eeyore 14/07/08(Tue)08:18 No. 3543 ID: eae10c

Goodbye, Richard.
See you around.


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Ghostly 14/07/18(Fri)21:46 No. 3572 ID: 60944a

Adios friend.
I'll see you in Valhalla.


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Shephered 14/07/26(Sat)22:28 No. 3607 ID: c22445

>>3178

Good bye, Richard. I Hope they have the best Internet connection, wherever you may be.




Eeyore 14/05/27(Tue)06:51 No. 3313 ID: a1f47c [Reply]
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For those of you who choose to resist, how do you combat depression? Post tips to help other anons.
For me, looking forward to something is the key. Plan a walk in the woods, a cigarette or weed break, or counting down the days to a potentially good movie or video game. I go day by day like this. Sometimes its not so bad


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Eeyore 14/07/26(Sat)03:10 No. 3598 ID: cda15e

>>3594
To relinquish self determination to the unseen, unknown, unproved and unquestionable. This is not the answer to your problems.
I ride out depression, express my feelings as best I can through whatever medium best suits and ride it out. Some days I think of hanging myself, some days I think I could have a wonderful family with a beautiful person, some days both. You just carry on, because if you don't you never, ever feel anything at all ever again.


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Death vs. Prayer? Eeyore 14/07/26(Sat)05:50 No. 3599 ID: be4b9e

>>3598
>unquestionable
Did you mean questionable?

>To relinquish self determination to the unseen, unknown, unproved and unquestionable. This is not the answer to your problems.
Isn't hanging yourself comparable to this?


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Eeyore 14/07/26(Sat)13:45 No. 3605 ID: cda15e

>>3599
>Did you mean questionable?
No I did not mean questionable, you cannot question something that is supposedly infallible let alone something that doesn't even exist.

>Isn't hanging yourself comparable to this?
No, hanging yourself is self determination.




Eeyore 14/07/24(Thu)07:02 No. 3589 ID: 9ab1ca [Reply]
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The American Dream is one big lie. Everything is one big lie at this point. If it isn't being crippled by people rather they be loved ones or ones who abuse you. Or circumstances beyond your control, life currently to me is all about getting fucked. Currently in life I owe way to much money to do anything, though I have a steady job no bank loans money due to bad credit history. So I am fucked there. My last relationship of 5 years was a waste of time and money.Partially why I am in this situation. My father decided not to help me finish college because he wanted to go out and whore himself to people. No one... is really there to help me. With anything.

No matter how much I put myself out for people in the hope of getting a helping hand... no one gives a shit. No one cares... its all about how much people can drain from you. Too much of a bitch ass to kill myself and too broken to change. My life is a never ending cycle of bacon, depression, lack of money and just... emotional neutrals.

I hate to say I don't know how to feel but I honestly don't. Years of being used, abused, manipulated, verbally assaulted has made me numb to my situation. Which is even worse sounding than it is... to be in a situation where the suffering of other people doesn't move you to tears or even emotion is sad.

Faith I feel as sad as it is might be the biggest lie on the planet. As normally a person who has long had faith it is now mostly dead if not forgotten by the side of the road. All by people.

So I don't know what to do I mean. I can't even afford therapy. Just felt like venting, we will see how I fare tomorrow if I get the emotional strength to push forward.


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Matchbox+Prince 14/07/24(Thu)10:13 No. 3591 ID: 2f260d

I doubt it helps, but college wouldn't have helped in either case. If you weren't born rich, and you're not fantastically lucky, nothing you do will really matter. You'll probably just end up living paycheck-to-paycheck like the rest of us. We support Wal-Mart because the alternative is starvation. Welcome to America.


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Eeyore 14/07/25(Fri)08:28 No. 3596 ID: 5e7b46

If you think the American Dream is a lie, than why is your source of depression money?

I'm not good with words of wisdom, but I'll offer you some real, hard advice if you want to move forward; join the military.

If you want to stay close to home, and go to school, join the National Guard. They have very well paying jobs with little qualification. After basic (~4 months) you only work once a month. You get off tuition, and get the GI bill, as well as the respect of being in the military.

The military life isn't easy though. It's hard and teaches discipline. Just my advice if you want to get off your ass and break the cycle.


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Eeyore 14/07/25(Fri)17:21 No. 3597 ID: 545ebe

America was very much a dream for the enterprising boomer, but that's where it ends.




Eeyore 14/07/21(Mon)05:57 No. 3582 ID: dcd4d3 [Reply]
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If i told you today, that your understanding of today's technology was completely sheltered, what would you do? what would you do if i told you that right now, you may be one of the individuals being controlled, manipulated and will inevitably become an object of cruelty by your family, friends, relatives and even strangers?
Today's neurotechnology allows people to monitor your brain to the point that it translates your brain waves into actual words, and if more than one person has one of these devices than they can communicate, potentially. But then there's those devices made only to be on the receiving end, where you're the one who's being listened to, deceived and manipulated into somebody who the world will, on the outside, regard as crazy. You have no future, no family, no friends, only yourself, and the bastard who has been talking into your skull, it's like having a buddy next to you. Except you don't know who it is, or why he is there. He'll encourage you, discourage you, trash talk you, you'll argue with him, and when you do, he'll control you, and your body. There is no escape, except maybe trying for the other side of the world, or death.
Your emotions can be remote controlled, and the shit that he can make you feel, it can make death feel like a cold kiss, one that you would relish, one that you look forward to. The pain of helplessness, the pain of knowing that you're nothing but a lab rat, an experiment, and that inevitably, you will be thrown away, bottled up, there is nothing worse than knowing that everybody you know, knows it's happening. The sting of betrayal, the need for revenge, the need to find out who did this to you, but the knowledge that it can only happen if he let's it happen, and the knowledge that everyone knows exactly what you think, but like all else, the looming threat of insanity, and that of the modern day medicine that will seek you out when you try too hard to find out the truth.
The feeling of knowing every day you wake up, is another day lost to these people, who make it a daily thing to torment you, to say whatever it is that will hurt you most. Everybody is in your head, and nobody is on your side, nobody will ever let you in on it, you're the joke, you're the zoo animal, you're the one people think about to comfort themselves when they think they're down on their luck. You're the laughingstock, you're the alien, and there's no way out, try to make a move, and you have a set period of time until your will is sapped, like a leak in your car. You're a zombie, there is nothing left of you, but anger, and a constant yearning to find out why its happening. There is no escape.


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Matchbox+Prince 14/07/21(Mon)10:51 No. 3583 ID: 2f260d

>What would you do?

I would tell you that you'll find a happier home at /x.


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Eeyore 14/07/21(Mon)18:42 No. 3585 ID: 545ebe

>>3582

Sounds like it would be a decent science fiction novel.




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