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Eeyore ## Admin ## 12/10/14(Sun)22:41 No. 1 ID: 8ff395 [Reply] [Last 50 posts] Stickied

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Yep, this is an actual board. Congratulations to you.. you sad, lonely individuals. I think the best way to describe this board is to just copy paste the post that inspired it's trip on to /777/:
"There's too much happiness on this site already. We need more cold stuff, more darkness and unhappiness.
I propose a /grim/ board. Where we gather to share jokes that aren't funny. Grim stuff like gore perhaps. Murder stories. Genocide. Results of war. Pictures of areas in the dark. Pictures of crumbling ruins. Pictures of thing that are decreasing in value or are stagnant in value in the sense that they cannot get any more undesired. Also, Nigrachan is obligatory."

Lets have a minor tweak of the rules from the /777/, version. This board is not for gore. Gore posters will be banned. It's just for generally miserable shit, just go with the stuff that is in the above quote and you should be fine. Any further rules will be made up as we go along if necessary and will be added to this post.

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Eeyore 16/02/16(Tue)19:55 No. 4756 ID: 02688c

a banner for you: >>/banner/1271

Eeyore 16/01/19(Tue)02:35 No. 4724 ID: 20134a [Reply]

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Mental illnes thread
i was diagnosed with MDD, doctor prescripted Seronil and going to a group therapy. So long, i'm one week on this drug and only thing i want to do is sleeping or killing myself.

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Eeyore 16/04/26(Tue)11:48 No. 4881 ID: 6e6299


Eeyore 16/04/26(Tue)22:54 No. 4882 ID: c0579a

with opiate addiction
been clean for almost a whole year but relapsed a week ago
now I am going through withdrawals the second time around

got fired from my job
and therapist essentially quit because me continually lying
also I broke down in class in front of everyone yesterday

but itd one of those things where it becomes too much but you are in almost shock because of how quickly everything can fall apart. its almost funny how everything can worse when you think you are already at the bottom.

Ive been on 13 different meds and 2 antipsychotics/mood stabilizer last year and they do exactly nothing

Eeyore 16/10/22(Sat)15:56 No. 5122 ID: cbe71d

I got a childhood diagnosis as PDD-NOS but I believe that AvPD would be a more fitting diagnosis for today even though I'm not officially diagnosed as such.

Eeyore 16/10/13(Thu)18:05 No. 5110 ID: 1fdc02 [Reply]

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What would be your perfect suicide?

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Eeyore 16/10/20(Thu)01:40 No. 5118 ID: 73dd70

It does seem to be the best way to go.

Eeyore 16/10/20(Thu)05:51 No. 5119 ID: ec97df

id want some sort of multi-guillotine. decapitaion suicides are nothing new, but what if i got all my limbs cut off, too? pull one blade down and the rest go with it. a wriggling torso in a pool of blood.

dont be a fucking pussy. get creative.

Eeyore 16/10/22(Sat)07:52 No. 5121 ID: 70c3d6

Why not just opt for quartering?

Tie the ropes to a vehicle instead of horses, secure the body to a central point, then drop the guillotine at the same time the ropes go taut.

Pulleys could ensure all four limbs are removed using a single source of motion, all you need is a central point stronger than the joints in a human body to ensure it stays put.

Of course the guy dropping the guillotine could be a dick and let you suffer for however long he wants. It wasn't unknown for people to survive quartering long enough to be burned alive.

So its got that going for it, which is nice.

Eeyore 16/10/17(Mon)01:18 No. 5115 ID: 0478a4 [Reply]

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On the surface, everything looks normal to anyone who can live one day in this world and go to sleep thinking that everything was fine because there were no disputes or arguments, because they saw smiles, and because it was like every other day they had experienced before. It’s an illusion so powerful that it has become a reality for them, for they have sacrificed their own will for the appearance of being normal, and, consequently, the acceptance of others. A survival tactic that has one living this way doesn’t become a problem on others until they abuse the very reason that language was created in the first place. Examining the simplest sentences or clauses English can offer, such as “I am.” or “This is good.” or, in more social and contemporarily relatable terms, “Oh my god, Jessica said that Jenny slept with David.”, you can see that language was created to affirm truths among a group by the use of words, such as “are”, “is”, or “said”, that attribute qualities or occurrences to entities that exist, have existed, or will exist. What does it mean to abuse a language? In the case of a society that will do anything to be accepted, even by distorting their perception of reality to one that believes everything is normal, to abuse a language is to lie by intentionally distorting truth to gain public favour and paint a false image of how you want others to see you. One that conducts such abuse is not only inadequate for language, but also for the society that keeps them afloat. Can one blame anyone who is not even aware that they themselves are lying? If an example is necessary, look no further than the social façades people use as appearances and media of commonality. It is so common to lie and say that their front is actually them that most people believe another’s vocal heave to cliché humour to be a genuine laugh, despite exhibiting that same sound effect themselves to others. When you have a vast group of people who eat precisely at noon rather than when they feel hungry, by using the word “society”, you’re really referring to a group of people who have completely lost any sense of self, and who have to have it decided for them. It is no surprise then why an obnoxious, vocally boisterous woman’s colleagues ask her for the truth of what happened in a workplace dispute involving her as though they are expecting the unexaggerated, unembellished truth that doesn’t necessarily paint her in a good colour. It’s fitting because these are the same people who excuse her deceit of faking a longterm injury to fruit from the corporate financial benefits of being “injured” for a good personality. The only people who can excuse such behaviour are the ones who are equally as guilty for other offences against truth; that is to say, all active members of society. Especially with all the "smiles" on faces, it’s ironic that they would be the last to think that they may be the cause of all human misery on Message too long. Click here to view the full text.

Eeyore 16/09/04(Sun)14:55 No. 5035 ID: 8b6ae7 [Reply]

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What do you desire /grim/?

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Eeyore 16/10/05(Wed)12:27 No. 5097 ID: c6d794

try benzos. lots of them

Eeyore 16/10/05(Wed)15:27 No. 5098 ID: 858dc5

I want death

I've wanted to die for a few years now, but I set one key guideline: I can't inflict it myself. I say this because as you die your brain can either shut down instantly or slowly. as your brain shuts down I assume the last things you think and see will carry on towards your death. I don't believe in after life just an everlasting last thought.
I read that before you die that you think of all the important things in your life. I'm sure many of you heard the phrase "life flashing before your eyes" yes, I want that. I want to be shot, hit by a car or fall over from heart attack and feel a final rush of animal instinct.
I jay walk, go through rough neighborhoods and try to be a hero trying to increase my chances of random death.
I might die a hero, or a victim or even a martyr, but i do not want to die weak I want that to be my secret.

If I cannot get that wish then give me the strength to do it myself,

Eeyore 16/10/12(Wed)18:23 No. 5108 ID: 981715

I want death too. I've already lived about a decade waiting for something to kill me, but I am also not actively suicidal. I don't have the guts to make it happen or the will. I'm just sort of looking forward to the prospect that sooner or later I will die and I don't really mind if it's tomorrow or sixty years from now, but I think it's going to be a big relief.

I don't believe in any perpetuation of individual conciousness beyond physical death; not even the experience of everlasting nothingness. I'm satisfied the energy and molecules of my self go on to be other things in the world. Actually, There is one orther thing I'd want related to death--to have my body dropped into the atmosphere from space, so I could be broken down to my base elements and sprinkle them as far over the planet as possible.

Eeyore 16/06/30(Thu)08:40 No. 4952 ID: 759123 [Reply]

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Who here has ever done self harm? Why did you do it?

I was in an extremely bad place in my life. Not quiet suicidal, but close to it. I don't even understand to this day to be honest. I went through much, and I guess I wanted those negative experiences to be physically felt instead of just crying. I've only done it twice, and the latest one nearly killed me.

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Eeyore 16/10/05(Wed)15:33 No. 5099 ID: 858dc5

when ever I get a bug bite or a blemish I get a knife and try to cut it off. When I start to bleed I squeeze out more. I like to watch the blood pool up, I like the pressure of the knife on my skin, I like removing wrongs on my body. I never do it over large areas.

Eeyore 16/10/08(Sat)18:51 No. 5104 ID: 1fdc02

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I cut my leg until it is completely covered. From my ankle to my hip. Until the entire lower side of my body stings really bad. Then i put rubbing alcohol on it or take an extremely hot shower. Its a way for me to dissociate from my negative internal screaming. I used to cover my arm too, but I stopped because people don't need to see that shit.

Eeyore 16/10/11(Tue)09:06 No. 5107 ID: d78ba2

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I did it for a brief stint. It was mostly because I was suicidal and trying to find ways to get my self-loathing out without killing myself, because people want me alive for the time being. Now that I've recovered somewhat, I mostly just cut myself for sexual purposes.

Eeyore 16/08/28(Sun)16:23 No. 5013 ID: e08ed7 [Reply]

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Our long term future is /grim/.

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Eeyore 16/10/08(Sat)17:42 No. 5102 ID: 528152

>That's stupid.
To be worried about at this point in human history? Perhaps.
>Time extends backwards to 14 billion years ago.
Our theorectical model of time extends backward 14 billion years, however I cannot accept that there was a single point at which time itself originated, before which no time had ever passed as that would mean all that exists originated from non-existence, which is clearly not possible.
>Everything before that is as irrelevant as it could possibly be.
>It is pointless to wonder what happened before the Big Bang
Let's not mix up 'relativity' and 'relevance'. The implication that all that ever was of one universe ceased to be before the big bang that resulted in our existence doesn't mean it's entirely unimportant to theorize about what may have been.

It might demonstrate that the sub-sub-atomic can be deconstruted and reconstructed by a certain amount of force. The mechanics of it may help us to understand things about the fundamental building blocks of our universe, specifically how they organized into the sub-atomic particles and atoms we are aware of. Perhaps in other iterations the universe has looked much the same, or much different.

Eeyore 16/10/08(Sat)19:59 No. 5105 ID: 23d3ad

>Our theorectical model of time extends backward 14 billion years, however I cannot accept that there was a single point at which time itself originated, before which no time had ever passed as that would mean all that exists originated from non-existence, which is clearly not possible.

>before which no time had ever passed as that would mean all that exists originated from non-existence,

>which is clearly not possible.

I am not suggesting that something came from nothing, but to believe that there always was something makes no sense either... Clearly there must be an explanation as to why things "are", but not one that we have yet to be able to comprehend... Simply put "not possible" has little meaning when we aren't able to properly comprehend what came before the Universe or what came before that, etc, etc...

Eeyore 16/10/09(Sun)04:16 No. 5106 ID: 66b3c2

>when we aren't able to properly comprehend what came before
You have a point. If the possibilities are infinite--and they are--then impossibilities are included in possibilities. If, for example, all that we know exists within a closed timelike curve, there may be no distinction between the origin and the termination of the universe, which would allow us to (theoretically, and in no one's lifetime) observe the universe as an existence not originating from anything else.

Eeyore 16/10/08(Sat)02:13 No. 5100 ID: 1fdc02 [Reply]

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My sexual up bringing was not ideal. It was very confusing. There was not a day where I couldn’t hear porn basting from the master bedroom. Some of my first childhood memories are of standing in my parents bedroom doorway seeing gay porn on the CRT television. While she lays there, openly masturbating, even with knowledge of her youngest daughter standing in the doorway, confused. I saw it more as degrading than pleasurable for the people involved, including her.
Was she like this before my sister and I were born?
My moms behaviors made my dad very angry. He took it out on the animals, and sometimes me and my sister. He yelled a lot and lost his temper over little things. You could tell he was stressed the fuck out. For some reason, they tried to make it work for at least 14 years. When my mom came to my room and told me that dad was leaving, I just said “okay” and went to bed. I never cried about it.

Amethyst Eeyore 16/10/08(Sat)02:47 No. 5101 ID: a004ae

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How did it impact your current sexual well being?

idk I just grew up with no real sexual experience aside from people talking about it and porn on tv.

25 and still a virgin hue

Eeyore 16/10/08(Sat)18:37 No. 5103 ID: 1fdc02

I am not a virgin. I lost it when i was 15. I did not want to, but I gave into the pressure. I still regret it. I can't open up sexually. Its not pleasurable for me, and I dont feel okay touching other people in sexual ways. I've been told I'm boring, and I dont act sexy enough. I always feel like I did something wrong and disgusting afterwards. Seeing porn grosses me out and still confuses me.
I've grown up with an extremely negative mindset with thoughts of suicide starting at an elementary school age, and conditioned by self hate. I've also had extreme attachment issues. I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and severe depression and anxiety.
Fucked up people have fucked up children, I guess.

Eeyore 15/12/18(Fri)01:40 No. 4675 ID: 731392 [Reply]

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I think im an unattachable soul. I never had ever felt true love with a female not even once in my life. Its fucking pathetic. I just continue to drown and repress my thoughts with drugs but when i come down all i could do is cry inside and reflect on how much of a fuckin failure that i am when it comes to women. How did i turnout to be such a fucking dial tone...as a kid i was intensely hyper, so why am i so low on confidence as an adult? I remember how i use to make friends every day,now i can barely even hold conversations with old friends i use to go to school with. What fucking happened?

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Eeyore 16/09/12(Mon)10:30 No. 5061 ID: 4c4042

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OP's a fag?!

Eeyore 16/09/30(Fri)06:32 No. 5082 ID: 4e2f43

OP i'm tired so the info in my post is messy, but it covers pretty much all you mentioned. To me it's wise, but it might just as well sound stupid, i don't know, it's late. Enjoy.

Just accept yourself for now. The right girl will come, in the mean time fuck relationships and just have fun. If a girl gets clingy the next day, just be brutally honest: "I don't want to be in a relationship.I like you, and i respect you: that's why i don't want to deceive you by faking exaggerated feelings for you. Which is really just another way of saying commitment freaks me out, so please don't push it"

As for the rest, this is my advice for anything "psychological" in life: you brought yourself to this for a reason, listen to yourself and get yourself what you needed from this circumstances; Trust that you will change again, but stop fighting the phases of change. Didn't your inner child learn you shouldn't rush growing up?!
Or you now, there's always the easy way out, where you convince yourself you are gay, so that you can give a clear face to your inner demons and have a quick way to reinvent yourself the way you want to be.
(....i personally think all people have the potential to be bi, but then "unlock" their personalities in different ways)

Also, i know it's hard, but try to get the drugs under control. I'm not saying stop, i'm just saying don't do it every-single-day.

Eeyore 16/10/04(Tue)07:36 No. 5094 ID: 966ec8

You think you're just an unattachable soup, eh? Ever think that maybe you are just a faggot? It's a simple thought, not very complex, so you may have the ability to conjure up your homoerotic fag fantasies. Did I mention that you are a faggot? Fag

Eeyore 16/09/27(Tue)13:52 No. 5077 ID: cf289d [Reply]

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Share your stories of failure.

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Eeyore 16/09/30(Fri)20:39 No. 5086 ID: 231cf3

I've backed a lot of wrong horses.

Perhaps the worst was a rich friend of mine who invited me to work for his IT company. We both figured I could handle the job, as I've been dabbling in it as a hobby since I was a child. I left my girlfriend behind, promising to stay in a long-distance relationship, and moved to the big city to work for him. At the very beginning there were red flags. They didn't have a place for me to live, and put me up in a hotel for weeks; the employment contract that we'd negotiated hadn't been signed--never would be signed--and by and by the terms of it would not be fulfilled. In particular, my salary was not paid for the last four months of employment. Three months before I made a run for it, we were in silicon valley installing servers in a warehouse. I had been responsible for renting the space. I was asked to get it at a discount, which meant going through a third-party wholesaler. The wholesaler didn't have the space ready when we arrived, nor for a week after. Two thirds of the servers we brought over got stuck in customs for two weeks, and I had to negotiate to get them admitted into the country. He left me in charge of the installation, but couldn't get the individual servers to communicate with the outside internet. They had given me a single IP address to work with; but the people in my company regarded this as a range of IPs (it was not, they only figured that out three weeks into the job), and were furious with me (for not having the spaces ready on time, not getting the servers into the country earlier, not being able to convince them that metric screws we'd brought would not fit the standard racks we put the servers in, not creating magical IP numbers that never existed, etc). The router we'd brought along worked, and they were able to set up some kind of NAT network from hq, but the moment they had me hook up the back-up router everything went black, and didn't come back when it was disconnected. After reconfiguring the router and ditching the back-up, we managed to get the service the customers had ordered more or less running, a month behind schedule. I had told them before we even started that it was a stupid idea to take orders and money for service that didn't exist, but I still ended up taking 100% of the blame for every single thing that went wrong--right down to my boss getting pranked at a Carl's Jr. by some stoned high-schoolers behind the counter (they gave him a burger with just the bun and meat... but that's sort of what he ordered, in broken english).

At this point I'd already gone a month without salary, and the next three were some desperate times. For two months I ate rice for lunch and spaghetti for dinner every day. Finally, I put the last of my savings into moving back where I'd been. I could have stay Message too long. Click here to view the full text.

Eeyore 16/09/30(Fri)21:00 No. 5087 ID: c6d794

im tired of never doing anything right despite trying so hard every day

Eeyore 16/10/02(Sun)19:58 No. 5088 ID: 3f9459

I'm tired of always doing the right thing and trying so hard only to be undermined by circumstances outside my control at every turn.

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