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Eeyore ## Admin ## 12/10/14(Sun)22:41 No. 1 ID: 8ff395 [Reply] [Last 50 posts] Stickied
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Yep, this is an actual board. Congratulations to you.. you sad, lonely individuals. I think the best way to describe this board is to just copy paste the post that inspired it's trip on to /777/:
"There's too much happiness on this site already. We need more cold stuff, more darkness and unhappiness.
I propose a /grim/ board. Where we gather to share jokes that aren't funny. Grim stuff like gore perhaps. Murder stories. Genocide. Results of war. Pictures of areas in the dark. Pictures of crumbling ruins. Pictures of thing that are decreasing in value or are stagnant in value in the sense that they cannot get any more undesired. Also, Nigrachan is obligatory."

Lets have a minor tweak of the rules from the /777/, version. This board is not for gore. Gore posters will be banned. It's just for generally miserable shit, just go with the stuff that is in the above quote and you should be fine. Any further rules will be made up as we go along if necessary and will be added to this post.

Go Wild.

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Eeyore 16/02/16(Tue)19:55 No. 4756 ID: 02688c

a banner for you: >>/banner/1271




Eeyore 16/01/12(Tue)08:41 No. 4715 ID: 035ab6 [Reply]
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I've never been a religious person. I Never, Even though my family is all catholic, understood the concept of faith as a way of living a life of fulfillment. It made me feel alienated as a child when they prayed to some greater being. I closed my eyes, like them. I said the words at the same time they did. I drank the wine and ate the bread like them. Yet, I was disconnected. Never felt some kind of grace or holy touch that would reassure me the existence of god.

But, today more than ever... I feel compelled to pray. Pray to that greater being so he can show me the way out of this madness. I know deep inside me that there's nothing more than an infinite chain of causes and effects that maintains this system. There's no particular reason for me to do it, but
When I pray, it gives me a false feeling of comfort, of calm.

I pray to this infinite void so he can numb my troubles with false promises


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Eeyore 16/06/24(Fri)19:07 No. 4947 ID: 573d5f

>>4715
Your picture just reminded me of all the astrological phenomenon I won't see in my lifetime.


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Eeyore 16/06/26(Sun)12:09 No. 4948 ID: bbcc9a

Was raised in a christian home. As a child when I was afraid I would say "Jesus" to feel better.

Now as an adult who knows how the universe works, there is nothing I can say to feel better.

I must accept that there is no god(s), and there is nothing to look forward to but nothingness.


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Eeyore 16/06/26(Sun)12:11 No. 4949 ID: bbcc9a

nothingness being the state we were in for 13 billion years before now, we didn't mind it then, don't think we will mind it for eternity




Eeyore 15/08/25(Tue)23:06 No. 4537 ID: a677ef [Reply]
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Who's that girl and why does she make you sad /grim/ ?

I just can't stop thinking about her. In a few weeks it'll have been a year. In another few it will be her and her boyfriends' anniversary.


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Eeyore 16/06/11(Sat)07:40 No. 4934 ID: f41dab

Had a crush on her for four whole years. Finally ask her out. She has a boyfriend. She kisses me anyway. I'll never forget it. They've been together for a year. I still constantly think about her excessively.


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Eeyore 16/06/19(Sun)09:19 No. 4945 ID: 627a23

>>4748
I understand that feeling.


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Eeyore 16/06/22(Wed)16:21 No. 4946 ID: 93a320

This belongs on rage and baww, stop diluting the board you mediocre shits. Unrequited love is not grim, it's you being a preteen.




Eeyore 16/05/21(Sat)12:43 No. 4907 ID: 0478a4 [Reply]
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I just thought I'd share a story I haven't really cared to talk about, but for some reason I have an impulse to let it out now.

I'm a postal worker and there was this girl at a postal outlet about my age. I'd see her there a few times a week as I drop stuff off. One day I dropped some stuff off and exchanged a few words with her, and a customer at the counter stared at us and said that she was a matchmaker and that we were perfect for each other. We both sort of laughed it off and we both knew it. It wasn't awkward for us at all days after. She was shy and lowered her head slightly as she chuckled at the comment but I knew how right the lady was.

If I was straight, she would have been my soulmate. Her name was Sam.

That lady was like that angel that comes by once in everyone's life and bestows you with some wisdom by which you should follow, or as a "sign" for better fortune, and mine happened to be a mistake.

There are truly some days I wish I was straight. We continued our routines, seeing her there, and at some point she said she was quitting in a few months, and I was about to be re-assigned to a new route. I never saw her again. :(

I'm really sorry, God, for being gay. She was the one for me. We totally clicked in a way that I hadn't with any girl before. Although she was absolutely beautiful, I just wasn't sexually attracted to her and I am so sorry.


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Eeyore 16/06/10(Fri)13:59 No. 4933 ID: e9fb03

Look, OP. Regardless of your being straight or gay, you don't know this girl at all. You've known her for likely a combined twenty fucking minutes in a public place where both of you are wearing masks. You've discussed nothing of significance.

When you've known someone for months if not years, talked to them for eight hours at a stretch, shared your most intimate secrets, laughed and cried and screamed together, and can anticipate each other's thoughts as if they were your own, you may start to scratch at the surface of what could be called a "soulmate". Until then, don't devalue the word by throwing it around so easily. I've got pimples on my ass I know better than you know that girl.

Grow the fuck up, get out of that shitty job, and try to form connections with people more meaningful than a few conversations across a desk.


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Eeyore 16/06/13(Mon)02:06 No. 4938 ID: 3e0e0c

>>4912
Still is for me but I'm an unrepentant asshole so...


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Eeyore 16/06/17(Fri)08:09 No. 4944 ID: 759123
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>>4907
shit man, We've all passed by people who would be perfect for us, but since they're just a random person, it's impossible.

Just the other day I think I met someone like this.I love to listen to music while the sun sets. I stopped fishing just to appreciate the sunset, and some random chick my age came up, sat behind a tree just behind me, and did the same. I've been doing this for years, so I guess this reminded me that there are others out there like me. In a world where it seems that everyone is connected with others, it was bitter sweet that I was reminded that people are alone like me.




Eeyore 16/05/30(Mon)04:05 No. 4921 ID: 2122dc [Reply]
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Jerking off to internet porn for the third time today, because it's more fun that doing the dishes that have been piling up for weeks

found a porn video that had a girl that looked a lot like my ex-wife

I thought "oh cool" but after about five minutes I'm there crying with my dick in my hand thinking about how I am alone in the universe and no one has touched me in years


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Eeyore 16/06/01(Wed)02:58 No. 4925 ID: 75c683

>>4923
I have just accepted that everything is meaningless even killing myself, so, I guess I will just pull a melville and laugh at the void.


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Eeyore 16/06/01(Wed)13:32 No. 4927 ID: 9de798

We are the same person.


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Ariel 16/06/11(Sat)12:33 No. 4937 ID: 3e778b

>>4921
You should use porn and not let yourself be used up by it. If you need to jack off and need a few images to get excited then go on and do it, but don't stay there all day.

Dump all stuff aside and pull your shit together!
Who cares about your ex-wife?

Find true friends and you do so by being sincere, honest and heartful.




Eeyore 16/02/23(Tue)17:34 No. 4771 ID: 31485d [Reply]
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Talk about your crush and why you won't be together.


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Eeyore 16/06/07(Tue)15:41 No. 4931 ID: a4d471

>>4930
I just don't understand this, I haven't felt this way before. Not toward guys, not toward girls, it's just new to me. It's just him.
I'm not a very socially active person. In fact, I am extremely anxious and have an avoidant personality. I've never been intimate with anyone and I really do not know what to do.
It's not like he makes me feel incredibly special or he's very attractive; he isn't even extremely feminine in the way he looks or anything, just a bit of an oddball.
Even though he's slightly younger than me, he's my boss, and I feel kind of protective of him. I sort of feel like his right hand man on this great project he's working on.
Maybe he has instilled something of a purpose in me.
I just don't know.


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Eeyore 16/06/11(Sat)09:05 No. 4935 ID: 93a320

>>4931
This definitely doesn't sound like homo to me, but I've ran out of anything remotely insightful to say.

If it's a feeling of fuck yeah when you're around him, I've had shit like that, it's the feeling of doing something meaningful with a friend. Or at least the illusion of it, because kek, last time I had it was in college.


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Ariel 16/06/11(Sat)11:48 No. 4936 ID: 3e778b

>>4931
You're just good friends.
I think it makes you feel good to be around him and pass time with him.
Your sexual excitement also comes from your will to repress it.
You know what? Fuck everything and just live your feelings. You have only one life.
And if you feel you can trust this person just say to him what you feel when you're sure enough of your feelings.




Shave Balls 15/12/30(Wed)23:18 No. 4700 ID: af9dd7 [Reply]
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Well, what's got you so grim, /grim/?
What was it that led to you ending up here?


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tragic hero Eeyore 16/05/23(Mon)02:49 No. 4914 ID: 01fab4

>>4903
Here's a disclaimer: my depression has morphed into bitterness, so I'll probably come off as an unsympathetic asshole. In a way, I am one. This is the result of keeping my emotions to myself. It's not even justified, I hate what I've become.

You're right, I'm not a lunatic. But I am mentally unstable, at best. (If the stint in the mental ward was no indication of that...) Though I can't handle adversity too well anymore, I am somewhat functional: I held down a dead end job for about a month.

And it's not like I had anyone to begin with either; I went through years of dark shit and near suicides without anyone to guide me through it. I know I was comparatively lucky to even get a chance to change that, but still. In the end, even that was for nothing ("A lifetime of holding on, only to let go"). All of my achievements mean fuck all. That's what I get for being prideful ("A great effort gone to waste").

I admit, I am taking myself too seriously. But it's kind of hard not to when you know you're going to die with heartache, regardless of what you do at this point ("Guy in the Glass"). That you failed in every goal you ever had (set new goals? like what? call me delusional, but I had dreams of education reform... it's meaningless now, because it's not something I'm capable of accomplishing anymore). I had a taste of greatness, then I was robbed of it. I got a second chance, and instead of being thankful, I wasted it. Basically, I'm a dumbass.

At my peak, I was able to attract 4 girls to me just by walking into a room, while also taking an exam at the same time. Nowadays, I cry myself to sleep, only to dream of crying in my bed. Grief that deep will take lots of time and hard work to heal. Worth it, yes, but I don't even know where to start healing that much pain.

I'm basically this retard Paul from this short story:

www.shmoop.com/the-rocking-horse-winner/

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tragic hero Eeyore 16/05/23(Mon)03:01 No. 4915 ID: 01fab4

>>4914
>>4903
"So go ahead and lecture me, I don't really care."
Sorry, that's a bit of a misnomer, and comes across as way too hostile. I was ranting, so I got carried away. Not a good excuse, I know. Remember, asshole. At this point, I'd like to think I'm a Jerkass Woobie. I don't know though.

Anyway, what I meant was that I appreciate the response. It's nice to have anyone to even fucking talk to at this point. Instead of "lecture", I meant something more along the lines of "It's more than just 'Getting over myself', I don't know where to start on this journey of self-help, it'll take years to recover from all this and I don't exactly have a clear path in front of me. I denied my own pathway, so I'm a bit of a lost soul in that regard."

Completely different things, I know. Remember, dumbass.

Sometimes I wonder what made me lovable in the first place.


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Eeyore 16/05/31(Tue)23:57 No. 4924 ID: b8bb94

trying to not hurt myself and hold onto my life until Sunday since I made plans with my friend to sell artwork on the waterfront. I didn't wake up crying or particularly sad initially but it's creeping in and I don't have the energy to combat it, I have literally no money for food and only have a week or two supply of protein powder.

Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and it's shocking to see all the self harm scars piled up in only a couple months. I'm hoping everything just turns gray soon so I can stop caring and just end it, since I'm coming off a manic episode. I can't stand it. I have feelings for my friend and so I want to hold out long enough to tell him, but I don't know if I can make it. He's afraid of me and has been avoiding me since I told him I was suicidal and hurting myself, so what the fuck can I lose at this point.




Eeyore 16/05/02(Mon)03:37 No. 4890 ID: 0478a4 [Reply]
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I just come here for the music. Melancholic ambience rocks my world.


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Eeyore 16/05/11(Wed)23:59 No. 4901 ID: c75407

>>4891
The music is Back Hall from the Amnesia soundtrack unless they changed it, fits pretty well


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Eeyore 16/05/20(Fri)15:41 No. 4906 ID: 64cd00

>>4896

It happens to me when I use the https version of the site and I have to manually.


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Eeyore 16/05/29(Sun)21:29 No. 4920 ID: 72a922

>>4906
/eh/ also has problems like that.
even though you access the page by https, some content (css iirc) is delivered by http. these days browsers are more security concious and will have a little fit about that kind of thing.




Eeyore 16/05/20(Fri)15:35 No. 4905 ID: 64cd00 [Reply]
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Does anybody else take a grim comfort in the sadder aspects of life? We cannot feel happiness if not for the bad times, and all that is good must eventually come to an end. Why not embrace these things rather than fighting them? Why do we fight such an inevitable part of life?

"All things must come to an end...life, love, and even the universe itself."


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Eeyore 16/05/21(Sat)13:47 No. 4910 ID: d78ba2

Several conversations have been had here recently about this very phenomenon, but yes, in brief, I have given up on trying to deny the depressed and morbidly-infatuated part of myself and I'm now trying to integrate it into my greater active perspective. So far, I feel more "comfortable", in a loose and difficult to describe sort of way, with myself and my mind. People know that I usually feel blue and think about death a lot, so they've mostly stopped saying things like "you should just think positively." It kind of gives me the breathing space I need to figure out how to deal with being happy on the limited occasions that I am, actually. It's weird.


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sage 16/05/24(Tue)19:46 No. 4918 ID: 75c683
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I think the idea of our lack inability to feel happiness without sadness is a nonsensical assumption.
ITT: God is a huge prick.




Eeyore 16/04/24(Sun)04:13 No. 4876 ID: 2122dc [Reply]
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this is a picture of my dead boyfriend.

two years alone and who cares.

post pictures of people you were close to that are now dead, and tell us about them, if you want. spread proof of their existence in some small way. I get the feeling that everyone that knew him, including his mom and his brother, and just trying to pretend like he never existed in the first place.

I have no one to talk to about him and all my best memories from the last six years have him in it.

I miss ya, buppy.


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Eeyore 16/05/02(Mon)17:14 No. 4893 ID: 7fd455
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...her name was Carla.
We fucked once.
I used to have a huge crush on her. I never talked to her about it, though.
We stopped talking right about after highschool.
She wound up having 2 kids and getting married. Shit was going well. I was hearing from her on and off. Then she hung her self out of the blue. No on, really, knows or understands why.

She left behind two kids and their father, being such a huge peace of shit he was, ended up raping one and actually giving her (a 3 year old) a sexual transmitted disease.

I miss Carla, alot. But, I feel sorry, most of all, for the kids.


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Eeyore 16/05/23(Mon)08:05 No. 4916 ID: 9c3171

>>4893
That's some real stuff, that's what I've come to expect from this world


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Eeyore 16/05/24(Tue)19:44 No. 4917 ID: 75c683
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>>4916
Yeah, life is a huge bastard.




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