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Eeyore ## Admin ## 12/10/14(Sun)22:41 No. 1 ID: 8ff395 [Reply] [Last 50 posts] Stickied
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Yep, this is an actual board. Congratulations to you.. you sad, lonely individuals. I think the best way to describe this board is to just copy paste the post that inspired it's trip on to /777/:
"There's too much happiness on this site already. We need more cold stuff, more darkness and unhappiness.
I propose a /grim/ board. Where we gather to share jokes that aren't funny. Grim stuff like gore perhaps. Murder stories. Genocide. Results of war. Pictures of areas in the dark. Pictures of crumbling ruins. Pictures of thing that are decreasing in value or are stagnant in value in the sense that they cannot get any more undesired. Also, Nigrachan is obligatory."

Lets have a minor tweak of the rules from the /777/, version. This board is not for gore. Gore posters will be banned. It's just for generally miserable shit, just go with the stuff that is in the above quote and you should be fine. Any further rules will be made up as we go along if necessary and will be added to this post.

Go Wild.

To request future /777/s use this thread.


New Admin post 30th Sept, 2013.


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Настройка xRumer 16. Видеоурок №1 SabrielMet 17/09/14(Thu)22:05 No. 5550 ID: 7acba5

Настройка xRumer 16 при первом запуске. Видеоурок №1: https://youtu.be/LFngR0NqvTE




Eeyore 17/09/01(Fri)08:10 No. 5541 ID: e6b706 [Reply]
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I'm a fat,acne-ridden, aspie fuck with trichotillomania. I have friends but they're all leaving my current school, which I transferred to because I'm too much of cuck to admit that I bullied my best friend from my old school. I excel in everything I do, but none of it makes me happy. I don't feel whole. I used to be a normal, pretty, gifted girl, but then I found the *chans. Now, my social life consists of being a servant to my friends. I want to be a normie again. I don't want to become a miserable heap of garbage in my parent's basement. Why did I become this? I want to remember myself.


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Eeyore 17/09/11(Mon)20:11 No. 5547 ID: 418d7a

We are all servants to ourselves before we serve others.
There is no need to go about remembering yourself as you used to be. You have feelings right now, otherwise you would have never have posted.
If you were to say them out loud, it will be painful, but it will be change.


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Eeyore 17/09/12(Tue)13:52 No. 5548 ID: 6e42c2
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It sounds like you're uncomfortably aware of what's happening! I'd rather not speak about the more physical and social repurcussions of My Great Depression (middle school on, standard Major Depressive Package really. no complaints. I've got a mild version I'm sure and it should clear up any day now :D :D :D) picking away at my fingers and toes but that happened to me and I kept going even while feeling utter disgust with myself. it was like I needed proof my methods were flawed. I tried being super neutral and petitioning what I perceived to be larger intellectual bodies, or their representatives holding onto a corrupt fork of that sweet Truth. then I became convinced intellectualism was the poison which had brought me to viewing myself as a mote instead of a focal lens strapped into a meatcasket and begging for help from people I despised and looked down upon, and I settled for hating myself by myself

and you know what worked?
just kidding I'm here now I'm twenty and I have no plans. might be homeless soon. my mom is a low-wage sugarbaby for rent and my othergendered counterpart has taken to making up serial killer-esque stories about my childhood because I look like shit now.
I've decided I don't have free will like other people. I have selective control over things. some things I can VETO in my brain. I just say no and I stop, but if there's no framework there I have no options and just stop. otherwise I modulate the intensity of what I'm doing. how much punctuation I bother to use. whether I just rip my fucking hangnail off with my teeth even if it only takes off a few layers and slices into my skin or whether I just graze the underside of the nail with my teeth (I assume I have a very strong immune system at this point...)

as for how to stop smoking weed to the point where it gives you ephysema... well lemme say this. weed will help you on the weekends. it will drag you down the rest of the time. if you smoke more often than every 3 days you will permanently reduce the surface area of your lungs. sorry if that last paragraph was irrelevant to you. sorry if the whole post was, I'm awake and, uh, haven't eaten...


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Eeyore 17/09/20(Wed)14:00 No. 5552 ID: 1e22f7

>>5541
The person you used to be is gone; you will never get back there. Do not be discouraged by this truth, but liberated. Your friends are leaving; your social circle will inevitably collapse--make a new one. Go somewhere you never go, talk to people you don't usually talk to (or let them talk to you if approaching strangers causes too much anxiety).

You have nothing but opportunity in this cold, indifferent universe.




Eeyore 16/02/23(Tue)17:34 No. 4771 ID: 31485d [Reply]
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Talk about your crush and why you won't be together.


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Eeyore 17/08/27(Sun)05:41 No. 5538 ID: 85cdae

>>4771
She doesn't exist.

I have a very specific 'energy' I'm attracted

I am yet to find someone like that.

It is the only thing keeping me observant, and not
fucking myself to hell on heroin


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Eeyore 17/09/12(Tue)14:12 No. 5549 ID: 9c374d

dumped me (x2.5) (100% rate)
does having sex make you a normie?
I was really stressed out. I can cum like 3 times alone and keep steady bloodflow! but I lasted forever hardly felt anything and basically forced myself to cum. no rubber because nihilism
I pushed away a fellow nihilistic fuckbot-in-training b/c I wanted to talk about feelings and she used pussy as a distraction. I don't talk to anybody at all anymore. 2 years. girls suck. my boyfriend moved and we never got physical. im covered in hair and fat and regret. people like me because I remind them of their shithead knockoff older-brother counselor from summer camp they distinctly remember looking at their malnourished teen ass who if they'd just had a little longer to get to know... it'd be running behind the scenes and finding the director doing heroin with the sound editor & producer. they insist this is HOW MOVIES GET MADE KIDDO. sorry kiddo
anybody think of anything nonviolent I can do to leave a lasting impact on the world... I feel like I discredit causes by joining up with em. fundamental lack of integrity


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Eeyore 17/09/15(Fri)21:26 No. 5551 ID: e4a93b

>>4771
She's a 2D character




Eeyore 17/09/03(Sun)22:17 No. 5544 ID: 15dcfa [Reply]
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What makes it hard for you to fall asleep at night ? Since early childhood I'm afraid to die while I sleep, so I just stay awake sometimes..


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Eeyore 17/09/11(Mon)20:03 No. 5546 ID: 418d7a

I envision talking to someone I trust, someone I admire, someone who supports me and means a lot to me. Not a romantic relationship, a safe relationship, a growth relationship, something small yet positive.
I say something wrong. I make a mistake.
Then, like driftwood, they float away and I am alone. I think this over and over, have discussions in my head as I am laying down, I make another mistake, I say something that disgusts or embarrasses me.
Like driftwood, across a night sea.




Eeyore 17/09/03(Sun)21:42 No. 5543 ID: 15dcfa [Reply]
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do you believe in god, does it help ?




Eeyore 17/08/05(Sat)06:16 No. 5516 ID: a5edbd [Reply]
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I'm trash. I'm dumb. I'm ugly. I'm disgusting. I'm lazy. I'm poor. I'm a fatfuck. I'm unwanted everywhere I go. My father abandoned me and my stepfather divorced my mother, who is also sick of me. My grandmother when alive would also hate on me. Was bullied intensively everywhere I went from childhood to adolescence. There's humiliation all the time. I'm a creep and a weirdo. I'm human cancer. I'm the kind of person who goes to hell. Comparing myself to a human would be a compliment actually. I'm just a fucking animal. I can't do anything. All the time I feel nothing but anger, stress, anxiety, fear, sadness. My health is shit too. I probably have had several silent strokes, I feel a lot of pain on my left chest and on the back/left side of the neck and head, and countless problems ranging from fatty liver disease to anemia. I'm stupid and inconvenient, embarrassing, annoying. And I know things only get worse. My health will keep making me feel more and more pain. My mother will eventually say "this was the last drop" and either kick me out and I'll live as a hobo or throw me into a mental hospital. And I'll die either of a heart attack or a stroke, both of which are extremely painful, since I'm too much of a coward to do suicide. There are plenty of places to jump from where I am but I never have the courage of taking the leap, I gave up on it already, I wish I had a nice, cute pistol like a Glock but I'm from a no guns Eastern Euro shithole. I don't know man, I can't do anything, I'm just the worst possible existence that can there ever be. I hate myself so much, I hate this life so much. I don't want any help either, I can't do anything even if there's someone extremely benevolent and resourceful who is willing to help me, I'm just that pathetic. I have had plenty of opportunities in life but I wasted all of them. I'm just so fucking angry, I feel so much rage, anxiety, despair, sorrow, and pain. I want out of this. I don't like this. It's all so tiresome and painful being this retarded. I wish I could express myself better. I just can't stand any of this. I'm just a cancerous fat blob that's disturbing to look at that lives in agony. Thanks for reading my blog.


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Eeyore 17/08/24(Thu)08:58 No. 5533 ID: f123fe

I've been raised by people who love me.
I'm well read, well educated, and well to do.
And still I'm here.


Don't let your circumstances define you.


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Eeyore 17/08/29(Tue)16:07 No. 5540 ID: 704451
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I've never related to someone more, except for the fact I don't typically eat. But this is like the rut I'm in right now.




Eeyore 17/08/17(Thu)16:37 No. 5523 ID: 6c9de1 [Reply]
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I have very little regard for most people. For more or less my whole life so far, I've had more meaningful interactions on imageboards than I have in real life. So it fucking tears me apart to know I'll never really "fit in" or be accepted in the eyes of my online peers. I will never fit into the wanted demographic for what I considered my home for years.

I'm not a subhuman. None of the people I grew up with were subhumans, a little dumb maybe, but they were still human beings. I don't have some sort of differently wired animal brain. I'm not an ape, I'm a fucking human. I've been posting on imageboards longer than most of you fucks have been alive. How disgusted and shocked you would be to know that you were sharing feels and discussing things so deeply with a nigger.

I try to be myself but there's no winning. I'm an Uncle Tom, I'm just trying to suck up to the whites. When the race war happens I'll still be on the "enemy's" side. I'm a race traitor and a coward. On the other side, it's just as degrading--I'm never just me. I'm "black" me. I'm not a musician, I'm a "black" musician. I'm the required diversity quota in every social circle and institution. I can never be sure if I deserve what I've earned, or if I was gifted it so someone higher up the ladder could look like a nice guy.

I read slurs and insults a thousand different ways from hundreds upon hundreds of different posters, and I know they really mean it for the most part. The boards' cultures has been dead for far too long to really believe any of them are doing it ""ironically."" They're caught up in a feedback loop just as toxic as the one they often criticize on the other side of the spectrum.

And what makes it worse is that these people are around me, but I can't see them. Which whites that I pass by in the street go home and post about their run-in with a nigger that night? There's no way to tell. It invites a terrible paranoia about the people I'm surrounded by--which ones truly accept me, and which ones are putting up a facade?

It makes me angry, upset, depressed. To be put into an inescapable box because of something beyond my control is so utterly frustrating. I try to surround myself with quality people who are capable of seeing past race, but any time I open up niggertits or see the news I'm reminded that there are still a large number of people in the world who would hate me from the moment they laid eyes on me. I've been trying to come out of my shell in the real world, but these issues with trust run very deep, and I haven't been able to make many new connections with people outside of my immediate group of friends. I've especially failed hard with white strangers.

I know this is just a nigg Message too long. Click here to view the full text.


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Eeyore 17/08/17(Thu)23:42 No. 5524 ID: 8253d1

I always got sort of mad that posting nigger stopped being a joke for a lot of people. It really aggravates me that when leftists complain about chans, they can now actually pin us for disliking blacks. Way back whenever it was just this in joke that anybody 2 weeks old could figure out pretty quick. Anyways OP don't give into the fear complex. You don't need chans and you can stop looking at pol, but I don't doubt you've been soaking up some opinions from the media which is actively portraying this new racist xeno society concept to millions. I can tell you it's bull if you do the math, both sides are a drop in the bucket for most people you meet. active example there have been about 75,198 posts to pol in the us today as a percent of the population that amount to .023 percent. That means you will meet roughly 4,500 people before you will have met one pol user. Move on op, there are plenty of good boards where /pol/sting isn't common place. I might add that a good portion of pol threads aren't about niggers so it's an even smaller fraction than that including the fact I counted total posts, not unique posters


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Eeyore 17/08/19(Sat)12:55 No. 5526 ID: b80104

Everyone should be judged by their own actions. I think nigger is a term used for degenerate blacks not simply a man of color.


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Eeyore 17/08/20(Sun)18:27 No. 5528 ID: cf9829

I can relate to your sentiment to some degree as I am a mulatto. After being exposed to racially motivated harassment from both whites and blacks throughout the entirety of my childhood and adolescence, I just became desensitized to it. I browse /pol/ daily as they seem to be the best news source in terms of response speed to a "happening" and access to unabridged information. Anything they say about mulattoes goes over my head as it is usually nonessential information in relation to what I was looking for.

As for strangers and colleagues at work, don't waste your time trying to guess their intentions. These people don't lose any sleep over their "encounters" with you. I also have issues with trust and identity, but I have managed fine with finding valuable connections in life. The "race war" will be nothing more than isolated skirmishes and riots around the country. As long as you don't manage to find yourself at the site of one of them, you will be fine. My biggest immediate concern right now is uniting a country with a failing economy, nonexistent public morale, and lack of patriotism for an inevitable war within the next 5-10 years.




Eeyore 17/08/25(Fri)20:06 No. 5534 ID: 930326 [Reply]
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I had a girlfriend, she cheated on me with her ex after 2 years; I thought my life would end here, that I had lost everything.
Then I found another girlfriend, cheated on me after 3 years. And now I feel the same. This is just an endless painful circle. I don't want to be part of this circus anymore.

Should I give up hope and relationships ?


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the same bro OldanonNekator 17/08/26(Sat)01:31 No. 5535 ID: 9ab8d2

Look man ... i've a very sad live in relationships matters ... i got my first girlfriend in highschool and cheated on me with a friend after a year ... it was my first love, in that year i only get To kiss her once, cuz i felt the need to respect her ... my second girlfriend was also in highschool, and yes, cheated on me with another friend, then in the university i did have a girlfriend for like 3 years and also cheated on me, .. always loyal always respectful, none of that matter .... BUT .... i've learned that this women always were very dull and naive ... dunno why, once u get to know the pearson you have a better insight of them and need to decide if its good or not for you.... as things are now i thought a lot about give up on relations but.. i think my time to be with someone in terms of good relationship and love has not come yet,... and maybe it will never come but who knows man, better dont think to much for that and things will eventually come together... right now i'm a single physician on its 28, and i dont worry about looking for a girlfriend or something.. instead of that i have friends, science and gaming... i hope my experience help u a little...

Add -...
The worst part is that in sometime between this failed relationships I thought I was some kind of monster that was not meant to reproduce in this world ... lol sometimes things go to far ... hahaha (sorry for bad english, not my mother Language


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Eeyore 17/08/26(Sat)05:44 No. 5537 ID: e20f55

>>5534
>>5535
I suggest you two learn the game before considering to kill yourselves




Eeyore 17/08/26(Sat)05:31 No. 5536 ID: e20f55 [Reply]
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Google has become on of my bestfriends. I like to type in my problems and read artucles about my mental state just to feel understood. Sometimes I do it for days.




Eeyore 16/12/08(Thu)19:58 No. 5214 ID: 354b15 [Reply]
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Lets say you die and wake up in a grey room devoid of anything, "god" what ever that may be says it will decide your fate in 1 hour, in this time you can ask 3 questions of any nature.
what are they?


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Eeyore 17/07/21(Fri)03:30 No. 5482 ID: d5b502

How do I escape this room and your judgment?
What's outside of it?
How do I convince you to leave me to my own devices forever?


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Eeyore 17/08/18(Fri)14:32 No. 5525 ID: 53dc9a

Is this universe the only way you could have made it?

Does suffering have a purpose toward greater good?

Is there a single sentient being who suffered and died or who will suffer forever?


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Eeyore 17/08/24(Thu)08:53 No. 5532 ID: f123fe

>3 questions
Honestly, I don't care. If I had an infinite amount of questions, then maybe I would consider it. Otherwise just end my existence.




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