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Eeyore ## Admin ## 12/10/14(Sun)22:41 No. 1 ID: 8ff395 [Reply] Stickied
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Yep, this is an actual board. Congratulations to you.. you sad, lonely individuals. I think the best way to describe this board is to just copy paste the post that inspired it's trip on to /777/:
"There's too much happiness on this site already. We need more cold stuff, more darkness and unhappiness.
I propose a /grim/ board. Where we gather to share jokes that aren't funny. Grim stuff like gore perhaps. Murder stories. Genocide. Results of war. Pictures of areas in the dark. Pictures of crumbling ruins. Pictures of thing that are decreasing in value or are stagnant in value in the sense that they cannot get any more undesired. Also, Nigrachan is obligatory."

Lets have a minor tweak of the rules from the /777/, version. This board is not for gore. Gore posters will be banned. It's just for generally miserable shit, just go with the stuff that is in the above quote and you should be fine. Any further rules will be made up as we go along if necessary and will be added to this post.

Go Wild.

To request future /777/s use this thread.


New Admin post 30th Sept, 2013.


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Eeyore 14/01/27(Mon)00:52 No. 2731 ID: c31dbf

Thanks for this board.




My love for death LAM 14/04/15(Tue)15:37 No. 3117 ID: 09b832 [Reply]
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I want to share my story without my friends and family talking to me on fb or in person or just talking in general. Was looking through my journal and found this message I wrote in 2011-2013.

"This desire to seek my purpose in life is long overdue
To begin ones journey to find his own destiny
Too many doubts too many negativity
What is my purpose in life?

Being told to find a job to become productive and to help my family
It's harder than it looks
Have been rejected too many times over
And a job with no shifts

Years before now, life was simple but a little difficult
High school, the place where we begin
Growing up and understanding the matters of life
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Eeyore 14/04/18(Fri)22:45 No. 3126 ID: a9a501

>>3125
It's over. Humanity is doomed. We face extinction in 20 years at most.


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Eeyore 14/04/18(Fri)23:25 No. 3127 ID: 7e7ce4

>>3126
>Humanity is doomed

Progress and diversity is only for white countries.


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Eeyore 14/04/19(Sat)01:04 No. 3128 ID: a9a501

>>3127
White people need to start standing up for themselves. The part in the video with the racial discussion at Dartmouth was just painful to watch. Same as with the teacher explaining the indoctrination in children's learning curriculum.

How did we get to this? German soldiers fighting for morals and against degeneracy and now here we are.




Eeyore 14/03/11(Tue)17:06 No. 2953 ID: 08c926 [Reply]
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I think todays the day..
i've been thinking about suicide a lot lately and the love of my life left me last week and I failed a drug test at the probation office so I know on my courtdate next week theyre going to make me go do my 2 years at the youth prison (im only 21). a lot of my friends have gone there and said you just get beat up by black people the whole time your there.. i'm gonna go cash this check later today and go buy a gram or two of heroin and do it all in one shot. who knows, maybe after I die I can restart as someone more beautiful and with a less troubled life.


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Eeyore 14/04/15(Tue)17:37 No. 3118 ID: 15121f

>>3099
If you can't read that's not my fault, I didn't say people who had suffering heaped on them by outside forces weren't allowed to be miserable. There's nothing so bad you can't make it worse with poor decisions after the fact.

Young adult males have the highest % of suicides for their population, the primary reason thought to be their lack of communication with people and agencies that can help. It's easy to think your problems are the heaviest in the world when you have no frame of reference, and nobody to share them with and work through.

I have some excellent friends, we're more like brothers, and I do feel lucky for that, but for the longest time I didn't use their help whenever I had problems, regardless I got through them.

Basically do what you can to get better, but don't victimize yourself and don't take pride in 'going it alone', use EVERY piece of help and utility there is.
Just calling the Samaritans if you're down is a great idea.

If I were going to hazard why you're defensive about your problems it's because they objectively are your fault in this case and you lack the responsibility to claim them. If not them why are you such a bitch.


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Eeyore 14/04/16(Wed)05:55 No. 3120 ID: 1b9d77

>>3118
Honestly, I don't want to argue anymore. Please acknowledge this as an attempt at moving forward, if nothing else. I'll follow what you've said as best I can, as you are offering something valuable, even if it is in a way I disagree with. However, I do have one request: to dispense your advice in a less hostile manner. Whether or not you fulfill what I ask of you is your own decision, but if you really are as eager to help as you say, I plead you to acknowledge my appeal.


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Eeyore 14/04/16(Wed)08:13 No. 3121 ID: 15121f

>>3120
Sure thing, and good luck.




Eeyore 14/04/06(Sun)14:15 No. 3098 ID: 008246 [Reply]
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Do you believe in a deity /grim/?
If so, what do they say about the state you're in?


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Eeyore 14/04/13(Sun)08:07 No. 3110 ID: 86f375

>>3104
Hatred isn't the only emotion humans have


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Eeyore 14/04/13(Sun)13:55 No. 3111 ID: 008246

>>3110
And what else is he meant to concentrte on, this being /grim/ and all


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Eeyore 14/04/15(Tue)05:45 No. 3115 ID: 1b9d77

>>3110
>Hatred isn't the only emotion humans have
It's one you have, though.
>>3103
>I despise anyone who thinks
What purpose does a judgement such as that hold?




We philosophize now Eeyore 13/11/27(Wed)06:15 No. 2383 ID: 567d7d [Reply]
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I've been wanting to make a thread dedicated solely to some sort of philosophizing, and I guess this is what came to mind this time. Prior existence (that is to say, in this piece, culture) limits and therefore defines variety and distribution edition.

I am assured that everything that is possible to be imagined, has been, is being, or will be imagined, and has thus, in some shape or form, existed. (For the purpose of observing the universe as a whole, time is irrelevant beyond specific examinations, so tense will no longer be utilized in proposals such as these.)

The many-worlds theory is not without justified basis. However, I postulate that there is only one world, as a limitless or even very large amount of universes would be unnecessarily redundant; in fact, a singular universe would contain all of the features present throughout every possible one. Considering the vastness of this world alone, all disparities would be accounted for without the need for a re-take. As the formula for life is able to be singled out and identified, and the uniqueness of an individual is inherently impossible beyond negligible nuances due to a quantifiable set of parameters, anything that could have happened, would have in a different way. For example, in 1990, my dog got sick and died, I moved away, and I didn't get the girl. But who could say whether or not somebody else similarly had their dog ran over, moved away, and did end up with their beloved? Or that their dog died another way, or it was a cat instead of a dog, or that he never even had a pet and it was his parents that died, or he was an orphan from the start, or that their story instead took place in 1991, or 1880? I'm sure that all of those people exist.

This is not to say that detail would not be lost, but to rather say that a detail either identical or very much like the theoretical one would cancel each other out; so regardless of whichever outcome, a situation has arisen not unlike a replacement. Hence, the universe is an imperfect system merely contrived to create an inexhaustible supply of assorted individual "worlds". The system is run ad nauseam until, and still after the perfect outcome is achieved. Someone, somewhere, has objectively experienced the highest highs, and the lowest lows. And although such a thing can't be determined by an active participant...

Somewhere, that person exists.

TL;DR If it hasn't happened before, it will. If it will no longer happen, it has.

Prove me wrong. (Seriously, I want to see the flaws in my reasoning, as this is a largely theoretical supposition and lacks really any empirical evidence.)


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Suicide is the greatest philosophical problem Eeyore 13/12/27(Fri)07:23 No. 2562 ID: 9229c6
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Infinite dimensions are impossible.

Wave/Particle duality indicates to me that E=mC^2 is part of a much much larger equation.

It is possible for two eyes to see two different sides of the same thing. If all knowledge were to simultaneously request itself, the collective wave function of the sum of all particles would collapse.

There is no redundancy in the universe. We created that concept...and it is a shame it has crept into our imaginations. Visioning entire worlds which exist alongside ours (in dispositions of higher dimensions with an offset of the position or count of one photon or electron) is just like using the 3-dimensional shadow to illustrate a 4-d spatial object. The metaphor is not the mechanics. You know, imho.


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Eeyore 14/04/15(Tue)05:29 No. 3114 ID: 1b9d77

>>2499
>Why does nothing matter? Where does everybody seem to come off to say or assume such?
This feeling originates from a sense of futility, regarding our ability (or rather, lack thereof) to achieve what we desire most. No matter what we try, we will never be truly be satisfied. So, in the end, if you die before you are able to accomplish anything, what difference does it make? You never would have been able to reach your full potential anyway. The world isn't missing anything it can replace.
>>2562
>there is no redundancy in the universe
Comforting, if true. It's almost as if our lives had a purpose.


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Eeyore 14/04/15(Tue)05:49 No. 3116 ID: 1b9d77

>>3114
can't*




Eeyore 14/02/04(Tue)12:40 No. 2782 ID: 4b4d40 [Reply]
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hey /grim/.
dr mark thinks i have aspergers.
i dont know whether to feel intense anger, or intense sadness.
at any rate, maybe it'll get better soon (im lying).
what kind of disorders do you suffer from, if any?


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Eeyore 14/03/25(Tue)02:34 No. 3049 ID: 522a42

>>3039
Also, good luck. Don't despair regardless of the results. See you again soon hopefully.


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Eeyore 14/04/15(Tue)04:57 No. 3112 ID: 4cb9fd
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Hello, friends. I'm the OP.
2 months later and I have the answer; I'm not a aspie.
They think I have G.A.D. and "severe" depression, though. They've put me on antipsychotics 2 days ago..I don't know why, but the name of the medication gives me the creeps. It's as if they're telling me I'm psycho, and only these pills will make me feel better.
It's all bullshit, but whatever.
And I have read each of your stories, and I feel for you all. It is my sincere hope that someday, this pain fades away.


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Eeyore 14/04/15(Tue)05:06 No. 3113 ID: 1b9d77

>>3112
>hope
I'm not one to give the bullshit "hope accomplishes nothing" speech, since there's really nothing you can do instead; and in any case, it passes the time. Yet this concept of fading feelings is something I can't agree with- I feel as though if you let such a thing go, you lose part of yourself as well. I realize I'm speaking arbitrarily, I just lack the words to express my discontent. (Not regarding anything you wrote.)

Anyway, glad to hear back from you, OP. I wish I had medicine to take, if only to pretend that there is something out there that helps.




Eeyore 13/12/07(Sat)17:50 No. 2436 ID: 141f6a [Reply]
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Why are you sad, /grim/? Tell me your story.


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Eeyore 14/04/05(Sat)04:21 No. 3096 ID: f07e51
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My chronic fatigue is getting so bad I sleep 12-13+ hours and barely function 6 hours a day, poorly. I can barely think most of the time. The rest of my body is so broken for my age I might as well be a mutant vegetable. In fact I wish I were a vegetable so I wouldn't feel physical pain; some days I think I should get castrated to get rid of the worst of it. No doctor has helped any of my conditions, in fact they artificially caused and worsened two thirds of them, no justice or compensation, and all natural remedies have done little to nothing and I have wasted thousands already and researched everything. I tried to be positive but these things won't go away. The only reason I haven't lost everything completely is pity and extreme lenience from my employer because otherwise my problems aren't recognized for aid.

I regret most of my life before it got to this point and it takes daily mental gymnastics not to lose my mind over it. I try to just stop thinking now because it's realistic to say my life may never be righted and the few things I realized I wanted/needed for myself are now distant fantasies. A simple thing like owning a large dog to take for walks in the woods amongst other things. I want to kill myself but existence of other people keeps me from doing it. The only goodness I have is caring enough not to want to hurt them. But I'm starting to subconsciously hate them for existing because as long as they're there, mine can't end. My body reacts badly to most drugs and there's no escape. Not even in sleep, since I basically don't and when I do I literally dream about the same things I live when I'm awake. The only thing I have to live for is my cat and listening to some music.

I wish something would kill me. I don't really want to die, I don't hate this earth, and I had a strong will to exist. I just want to reincarnate into another body and get a second or third chance because I seriously fucked up but I don't think it was bad enough to deserve this. I regret every second I ever spent in the past idling behind a mental barrier. Because I could have overcome those barriers. But not these ones.


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Eeyore 14/04/05(Sat)07:35 No. 3097 ID: 1b9d77
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>>3096
Life which breaks down without limit.
Daily life which fades without limit.
Time which is forgotten without limit.

Everyone only falls.
And yet everyone still struggles desperately to continue existing, and when they judge that it is not possible, they continue to reproduce.
Continuing to reproduce.
In the end, even that dies, but there is no recompensation.


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Eeyore 14/04/12(Sat)13:27 No. 3107 ID: 03ed72

Because my boyfriend is abusing me, a family member I was close to died and I still haven't dealt with it, I hate the place I live, I'm far away from my family as my parents are aging, and I haven't done anything useful or memorable or even fun with myself




Eeyore 13/04/08(Mon)06:41 No. 1051 ID: cc3246 [Reply] [First 100 posts] [Last 50 posts]
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Write a suicide note, /grim/

Here's mine:

"I'm dead now. Whatever."


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Eeyore 14/04/03(Thu)06:33 No. 3094 ID: 142660
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I'm too much for this gay earth. Or maybe too little. Whatever.


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Eeyore 14/04/12(Sat)00:12 No. 3105 ID: c4d1a1

James,

Delete my history before she finds out.


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Eeyore 14/04/12(Sat)13:30 No. 3108 ID: 03ed72

I hope it's pretty where I'm going. I hope I stop hurting. I don't want anybody to be sad, I just got too tired to keep making myself go. I love you, please love yourselves, please be happier than I was.




First Loves and Appetizers: The Role of Overexposure in Early years of Lif Eeyore 13/10/13(Sun)03:58 No. 2111 ID: 70ceb9 [Reply]
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I think this is what has bothered me this whole time.

I feel as though going onto another "adventure" would devalue the first. Because I know that in the earlier experiences that I lived through I felt much more strongly than I do now, and they somehow had much more explicit meaning to them. The life I lead now feels emptier, only because I do not wish for anything: everything I want I've already either gotten or lost the opportunity to get.

If I were to make a poorly formulated, verbose analogy, I would say it's like
you've been invited to a formal dinner. The appetizers are so indescribably delicious, that it's the best food you've ever tasted, and you are so astounded you can't believe that it could get any better. You cannot fathom how any food that comes next can even be on par to what you just experienced. These feelings cause you to express your wish to continue only eating the appetizers, as obviously nothing can compare, but you are misinterpreted as merely complimenting the chef and the next course comes, with you being powerless and left to watch the appetizer being replaced. After all, it is not your position to disagree, is it? Well, you suppose that since you were so blown away by just the appetizers, which are merely to peak interest and not entirely satiate hunger, that surely more effort was put in for what comes next, and therefore your situation will improve. You reassure yourself that your fellow diners have similar reason to firmly believe this. With unwavering faith, you approach the future with dignity. And you are betrayed.
The main course is brought out, and it is nowhere near as enjoyable as the food you were just eating prior and pales in comparison, through no fault of its own. It still tastes nice, but it just feels so underwhelming you no longer have much of an appetite. The main course seems lackluster, but it is merely your altered and ultimately hindered perception. You have to pretend you're somehow more impressed with this than what came first, but you do an extremely poor job of doing so. You just want to be done there. In fact, if you were to sleep away the rest of your life, you wouldn't mind. If you were to never eat anything again, to simply waste away, you wouldn't mind.
But then the desert comes out, and you have to eat that, too. You start feeling sick, but don't want to be rude, so you decide to try and hold off your illness until when you get home. Trying to finish your plate, you fail your struggle and you just can't contain yourself. You excuse yourself to the bathroom, rush away in disgrace, and vomit continuously into the toilet. Why? Why did it have to turn out this way? Why couldn't you just have had the appetizers? The truth is that there is no reason. You could have just kept eating the appetizers, but you were prevented from doing that. You were told that things would get better, b Message too long. Click here to view the full text.


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Biff 14/04/02(Wed)22:07 No. 3089 ID: 3e2241

Stop living as an animal, searching for pleasure wherever you are and not thinking of anyone but yourself. Give, help others, create rather than just consuming endlessly. You feel the way you feel because you aren't living up to your full potential. It's GOOD you feel the way you do, because that means that your own mind recognizes that you could be doing more. Make a plan with short, medium and long tern goals and then stick to it. Learn a language, an instrument and a skill. Talk to others about their problems and learn to listen. You SAY you don't wish for anything but that's not always going to be the case. If you're not wishing for anything right this second it might be due to a chemical imbalance, a bad situation or any number of things, but by putting forth more effort you'll eventually be able to find out whats at the root of your empty feeling. I felt similar for over a decade but managed to claw my way out, you can do it!


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Eeyore 14/04/03(Thu)04:43 No. 3092 ID: cda15e

>>2111
Some people don't even get tasty appetizers, maybe that's for the best as life is often about how much you can suffer without giving in to weakness. However, your problem seems to be that adults do not eat petit filous like you used to do. The extreme course of action is to fantasize like a child and escape into daydreams of power and destruction, while your true course of action is succumbing to a state of overwhelmed paralysis in the face of these things you can't quite connect to.
There is no failure, no good or bad life, only the recursion of old patterns, rhythms and the keeping of balance between life and death.


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Eeyore 14/04/03(Thu)05:55 No. 3093 ID: 1b9d77

>>3089
I appreciate the advice but feel as though it is lost upon me.
>living up to your full potential
I suppose it has never occurred to you that such a thing is impossible. While I'll admit that I could be doing much more than I am, there is no actual way to make up for lost time.
>Talk to other people about their problems and learn to listen
I'm a great listener, but just passively listening and understanding another person's problems without being able to actually do anything to help just fucks with my mind even more. Even if listening itself is all the help that they'd need, and I'm the only one available... the inability to find solutions for their problems leads me to believe there are none for my own. How are you supposed to know if your actions have any positive effect to begin with?

Besides, haven't I done enough of those selfless things already? Isn't it time I got something out of it for a change? Not that this is worth getting, but... it seems that in this world we have created, you will never be able to repay your dues fully.




Eeyore 14/04/02(Wed)06:34 No. 3085 ID: 226e53 [Reply]
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There will be no "collapse" the way some people think of it. It's not going to be like the movie "Dawn of the Dead" or whatever where one day suddenly shit hits the fan and prices skyrocket and everyone begins to riot and the SS comes marching down the street to kill everyone. There will be no "happening." It's far more insidious than that. Read the poem "The Hollow Men" by TS Eliot and you'll understand.
You'll just notice that every day simple things will become a little more expensive. Everyone's homes and apartments will start to get smaller. Your work hours will get longer, but your pay will decrease. You'll see family and friends less, and find that in time you care less about them. Every day you'll find yourself lowering your standards for everything: work, food, relationships, etc. Job security will no longer exist as a concept. You'll notice houses and apartments shrinking. People will start hanging on to clothing longer and longer. Less people will get married, even less will have children. People will engross themselves in technological distractions and fantasy while never truly experiencing the real world.
Whatever dream people used to have about what their lives were going to be will become for them a distant memory. The only thing left for them will be the reality of their debt and their poverty. And every minute of every day they will be told, "You are stupid, ugly, and weak, but together we are free, prosperous, and safe."
That is the collapse. The reduction of the American man into a feudal serf, incapable of feeling love or hate, incapable of seeing the pitiful nature of his situation for what it is or recognizing his own self worth.


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Eeyore 14/04/02(Wed)07:14 No. 3086 ID: 1b9d77

Tell me... what written here do you think has not already occurred?


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Eeyore 14/04/03(Thu)01:33 No. 3090 ID: cda15e

American men aren't the only people affected but yeah, shit's fucky.




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