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Eeyore 18/02/24(Sat)07:23 No. 5719 ID: c44a95 [Reply]
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I can't see a future where I am alive. I can't see myself living in the future. No talents, dreams beyond reality, no one here and wasted time. I'm stupid so I know if I attempt suicide I know I'll fuck it up some how. I can't even do that. I'm too much of a coward anyways.


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Eeyore 18/03/12(Mon)01:27 No. 5740 ID: 557e60

>>5719
im looking for a suicide pact, you interested?


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Eeyore 18/03/29(Thu)22:16 No. 5746 ID: 3520fd

>>5719
acquire a firearm and eliminate the staff of your country's central bank
go out a hero


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Eeyore 18/03/30(Fri)06:35 No. 5747 ID: 2c04ab

Eh, I didn't have the nack for car sales so I just brute forced it until I was no longer a shut in and could pretend to have a personality long enough to get money off people. Talent and dreams don't really matter when the persistent self isn't real anyways.




Eeyore 17/08/17(Thu)16:37 No. 5523 ID: 6c9de1 [Reply]
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I have very little regard for most people. For more or less my whole life so far, I've had more meaningful interactions on imageboards than I have in real life. So it fucking tears me apart to know I'll never really "fit in" or be accepted in the eyes of my online peers. I will never fit into the wanted demographic for what I considered my home for years.

I'm not a subhuman. None of the people I grew up with were subhumans, a little dumb maybe, but they were still human beings. I don't have some sort of differently wired animal brain. I'm not an ape, I'm a fucking human. I've been posting on imageboards longer than most of you fucks have been alive. How disgusted and shocked you would be to know that you were sharing feels and discussing things so deeply with a nigger.

I try to be myself but there's no winning. I'm an Uncle Tom, I'm just trying to suck up to the whites. When the race war happens I'll still be on the "enemy's" side. I'm a race traitor and a coward. On the other side, it's just as degrading--I'm never just me. I'm "black" me. I'm not a musician, I'm a "black" musician. I'm the required diversity quota in every social circle and institution. I can never be sure if I deserve what I've earned, or if I was gifted it so someone higher up the ladder could look like a nice guy.

I read slurs and insults a thousand different ways from hundreds upon hundreds of different posters, and I know they really mean it for the most part. The boards' cultures has been dead for far too long to really believe any of them are doing it ""ironically."" They're caught up in a feedback loop just as toxic as the one they often criticize on the other side of the spectrum.

And what makes it worse is that these people are around me, but I can't see them. Which whites that I pass by in the street go home and post about their run-in with a nigger that night? There's no way to tell. It invites a terrible paranoia about the people I'm surrounded by--which ones truly accept me, and which ones are putting up a facade?

It makes me angry, upset, depressed. To be put into an inescapable box because of something beyond my control is so utterly frustrating. I try to surround myself with quality people who are capable of seeing past race, but any time I open up niggertits or see the news I'm reminded that there are still a large number of people in the world who would hate me from the moment they laid eyes on me. I've been trying to come out of my shell in the real world, but these issues with trust run very deep, and I haven't been able to make many new connections with people outside of my immediate group of friends. I've especially failed hard with white strangers.

I know this is just a nigg Message too long. Click here to view the full text.


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Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)21:23 No. 5600 ID: a57be3

>>5523
>when the race war happens
I recognize the following pretty meaningless term, but your POV sounds psychotic.

And yeah, being an Uncle Tom *is* terrible. There's no such thing as a fucking race traitor, though. Race is just a construct. The physical traits defining race are real, but the idea of race is a construct.

Being an Uncle Tom is terrible because it means you get your worldview from a bunch of hateful degenerates, and that is truly /grim/.


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Eeyore 17/11/05(Sun)15:08 No. 5611 ID: 060be1

>>5600
Ironically, the "coming race war" mythos is a white supremacy precept.


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Eeyore 18/03/25(Sun)06:00 No. 5745 ID: 71f4cb

>I read slurs and insults a thousand different ways from hundreds upon hundreds of different posters, and I know they really mean it for the most part. The boards' cultures has been dead for far too long to really believe any of them are doing it ""ironically."" They're caught up in a feedback loop just as toxic as the one they often criticize on the other side of the spectrum.

You're wrong about that. People are just extremely bored and/or frustrated with their lives, oftentimes their medical situation (which they may not even realize they have a problem or that they need help with), and they write stuff on the internet about jews and niggers just to feel some kind of emotion.

Unfortunately depending on your life experience you may not have any way of discerning this. It's not your fault either.

You shouldn't seek validation from other on this, and instead seek what makes you feel fulfilled, independently of the existence of anyone else on this planet - that is, unless part of what validates you is helping others, in which case by all means.




searching for dont know Eeyore 18/03/02(Fri)12:00 No. 5726 ID: 8e5701 [Reply]
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spending everyday wondering around doing whatevers next. thinking too much on every small decision that could be made in a hour. on the verge of wanting to commit suicide but worrying maybe it would be worse. never having one moment to yourself, always having someone in your spotlight wanting to be seen. working hard for everything you do but still seems to fail at everything.


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Eeyore 18/03/02(Fri)19:15 No. 5728 ID: 590f5b

>>5727
I was wondering if OP broke into my office at work and photographed mine on the carpet in the hall.


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Eeyore 18/03/07(Wed)11:47 No. 5736 ID: 6a308f

>>5726
>>5727
>>5728
You all have the same lamp.


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Eeyore 18/03/18(Sun)13:11 No. 5741 ID: 8e69dd

>>5726
i have the same feels. turns out i have severe adhd. therapy helps, op, try it.




Eeyore 18/02/24(Sat)17:28 No. 5720 ID: 5c16e9 [Reply]
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So /grim/ where can i find a gf who would be willing to participate in a suicide pact with me in a couple years? Where i live theyre all dumb hypergamous consumerism worshiping bulimic/fat basic bitches. After completing my bucket list i will proceed to an hero. Times running out ya know.


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Eeyore 18/03/02(Fri)10:27 No. 5725 ID: d0c50b

>>5720
The internet.


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Eeyore 18/03/07(Wed)20:51 No. 5737 ID: 4b8902
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>>5725
where on the internet, like /r9k/? thats were im from mviii.




Eeyore 16/11/12(Sat)08:23 No. 5170 ID: fdfdf0 [Reply]
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Can we get a population poll up in this bitch?

Genuinely curious about how many people browse/post on this board.

Just post in this thread about how you're holding up, and how many times a month you come here.

I usually browse once every 2 weeks, post once in a blue moon.


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Eeyore 17/02/12(Sun)09:08 No. 5309 ID: a32eb2
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I come here at least twice weekly.


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Eeyore 17/12/11(Mon)08:13 No. 5657 ID: 2671d5

lurking about once every three months or so


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Eeyore 18/03/07(Wed)00:40 No. 5735 ID: ee3ced

I come here when I'm bored. Post whenever I feel truly down.


Old post :)




Eeyore 18/02/26(Mon)15:40 No. 5722 ID: 9daa30 [Reply]
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Death or doom, and why?


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Eeyore 18/02/26(Mon)22:14 No. 5723 ID: df249a

Death, it is the unavoidable choice and perhaps the most deeply feared in all of mankind. Our loneliness can only go so far that it feels like an empty wave of being.


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Eeyore 18/03/03(Sat)04:38 No. 5730 ID: ccf894
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Doom, for its sub-genre funeral doom.
it's great for doing homework or browsing chan boards.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fHVkJgwAXgE


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Eeyore 18/03/07(Wed)00:19 No. 5734 ID: 5bde38

Doom sounds really exciting. I'll choose that.




Church of the atom. Kim. 18/03/03(Sat)05:50 No. 5732 ID: ccf894 [Reply]
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Everybody is equal in the glow of radiation.




The World Will Soon Be In Tatters, What's the Damn Point of it All? Eeyore 18/03/02(Fri)00:28 No. 5724 ID: a5c275 [Reply]
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When I was 15, I started to contemplated the futility of my existence. I realized behind every serious thing to happen in the universe, it is all a front to justify their living off of this planet. Institutions and civilization come and go. I do not know when the next apocalypse begins, but in the end, the life I once took seriously became a dull joke.

Years passed since then, still this thought made me miserable that I was cast aside like a burnt cigarette. I recall that time I was supposed to end my life at 27.

While I can relate to most people undergoing the same phase, socializing so far did not help. I spent the last few months talking to people who seem to resonate with my sentiments, yet differ as to a response to cope with.

Today, I am a failure. I spent most of my life thinking I was meant to be belittled; to get back up strong, I was instead lonely and damned, supposedly to get back on those who wronged my life, but life, being elusive, tightens the shackles of my angst.

-M




Humanity Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)21:49 No. 5604 ID: a57be3 [Reply]
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Unlike other animals, many of which have their own versions of fair play as well as their own unique disregard for it, homo sapiens a.k.a. "modern humans" are particularly immoral, ironic, and repulsive. What gives humans dominance over all other species is their intelligence. Since the dawn of homo sapiens, and perhaps before, humans have been able to communicate abstract concepts.

These abstract concepts, such as atomic structure, higher morality and even just holiday celebrations, are all examples of humanity's profound capacity to create and foster profound levels of beauty as well as intelligence. This makes it all the more disgusting when humanity ignores higher pursuits due to a greater interest in acts of savagery.

Even when it is not necessary, humans sink to extreme levels of depravity very quickly. Worse yet, the humans' seemingly harmless social conventions are often constructs to defend their most horrific practices.

Humanity's terrible, abhorrent practices include, but are certainly not limited to: conning of millions who are nutritionally deficient and/or starving, conventional bombing and nuclear bombing upon millions of non-combatants, genocide, manufacturing of highly addictive substances for profit (followed by the imprisonment of those who consume said substances without permission from the state), murder of children, sexual assault upon children...

Of course, the viewpoint that this essay posits is only a matter of opinion, and every society or potential society can be viewed as stifling the things that are truly important. What needs to be asserted is that the level of good-stifling that goes on in all human societies throughout history has been very extreme. The absolute horrors listed earlier are occurring by the hundreds at this very moment, yet scientists regard this time as one of humanity's highest moments in terms of basic morality.

In many latin-based languages, humanity or humanness is regarded as a form of essential goodness. People who show empathy and kindness are often referred to as "humane." This is a particularly ironic product of our bias towards beliefs that are pleasant, considering that humans are the most immoral and repulsive species on planet Earth.

Much like the Abrahamic religions put forth (because people of those religions are often masters of guilt), knowledge of the sins being committed greatly compounds the sins. Humanity is damned, and the only species capable of evil, because humans are intelligent enough to know the difference between good and evil from a conceptual standpoint and choose. Eve ate from the tree of knowledge, and the one God who is always good did not want this.

At the risk of making many readers uncomfortable, it is important to point out that all people are engaged in the condoning of humanity's most horrific practices, at least to some exten Message too long. Click here to view the full text.


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Eeyore 18/01/12(Fri)08:19 No. 5674 ID: a67388

>>5613
>>/7ch/8935
>>/7ch/8963
>I want to revel in hatred for mankind.
What if hatred eats at my soul and depresses me?


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Eeyore 18/02/13(Tue)01:55 No. 5711 ID: 251ccb

>>5613
>we squander our potential on competition
on the contrary, competition drives men to great heights. without competition for mates men would all sit around doing drugs and nothing else.


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Eeyore 18/02/17(Sat)08:10 No. 5715 ID: 912c7b

>>5674
>hatred eats at my soul and depresses me
You should feel better that you at least have a soul.

>>5711
Maybe that was true when we were still knocking them out with clubs and dragging them back to our caves. We should be doing so much better now. We have a global internet, but instead of using it to give all of humanity the freedom to communicate, it's tiered off, firewalled, and infested with spybots to keep each nation's people "safe" from people and information their governments consider a threat. We launch satellites into space to catalog the surface of the Earth and peer into the depths of space, but the only actual reason any money ever gets invested in public space programs is the side benefit of new weapons technology. Doctors all over the world are researching stem cell treatments, cloning, and 3d printing organs, but we're too hung up on our vanity and words in ancient books written by delusional and manipulative fear-mongering luddites to do the kinds of experiments that could lead to real progress. We have the capacity to grow hydroponic vegetables and raise livestock to feed the world, but it's "too expensive", meanwhile GMO companies care more about snuffing the competition than creating safe and cost-effective alternatives to natural plant vatieties. We still kill each other over fossil fuels, a resource we're going to have to learn to live without sooner or later anyway, and slight variations of the cult of Abraham, which never really made sense anyway.

Profit and greed are holding us back, and we're too dumb to care.




Eeyore 15/09/11(Fri)19:56 No. 4579 ID: 59f1a5 [Reply]
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Am I the only idiot fag who sometimes likes to lock himself in his bedroom, turn off the lights, light a cigarette and listen to music with the volume all the way to the maximum?


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Eeyore 18/01/30(Tue)17:10 No. 5696 ID: ee3f61
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>>5349
that is some kind of waveform shark


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Eeyore 18/02/04(Sun)02:40 No. 5697 ID: f55f63
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>>5678
and that is Unknown Pleasures, the cover of which features this spectrographic recording of radio waves from pulsar CP 1919,


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Eeyore 18/02/12(Mon)11:35 No. 5710 ID: 7be2be

>>4579

I don't know if you'll ever read or even if you are alive but I'll answer. No, you aren't alone. I also like to do stuff like this or better say, I liked to do stuff like this. There's a little trouble now. I live not alone anymore. But yeah... Long ago it was nice to lock up the doors, close the curtains and enjoy just being totally lonely while thinking of present, future and the past.




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