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Eeyore 17/10/21(Sat)13:43 No. 5572 ID: 807c00 [Reply]
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Apartment's filling up with clutter.
Food's rotting in the fridge.
Haven't washed dishes in a week.
Didn't do laundry for two.
Stopped returning anyone's calls days ago.


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Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)21:56 No. 5607 ID: a57be3

Yikes, sounds like my ex. The solution is to fix all of those problems you listed. They might feel monumental due to the state you're in right now, but they're not.

You might want to see a social worker/counselor too. My ex didn't pick her stuff up off the floor until a few weeks into more intensive therapy.


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Eeyore 17/11/07(Tue)07:29 No. 5615 ID: d75d96

>>5607
>They might feel monumental due to the state you're in right now, but they're not.
It's true. Being aware of it doesn't help, but I did finally manage to get things cleaned up and reestablish communication with the outside world. I went to a psychiatrist in the past; did some therapy and some meds. I'm much better than I used to be, but I still get these occasional lapses.


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Eeyore 17/11/07(Tue)23:52 No. 5618 ID: 5a5edd

>>5615
Yeah, same here. Everyone's lapses look different, and an unkept house for one person might be more or less serious than for another.

Also, good. Personally, when I'm on my own and not well (it really depends), contact with the outside world makes a big difference.




Eeyore 17/11/07(Tue)17:52 No. 5616 ID: ca7e87 [Reply]
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It's been about two years since I last spoke to any of my former friends. They don't know why I suddenly broke contact, nor did I ever get the impression they gave a shit. I can't tell if I'm annoyed at wasting years of my life hanging out with these people, or because now I can no longer pretend I'm not completely alone.




Eeyore 17/10/29(Sun)01:43 No. 5581 ID: dbafc2 [Reply]
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We will all die. Personally , the thought makes me happy. It takes the fear of messing up on anything and shyness away. It also makes me sad to know that I'll probably kill myself even if I say that I shouldn't care since we all die. fuck.


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Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)21:38 No. 5603 ID: a57be3

You're right that nothing has what we call an objective purpose, not even life. Nihilism and suicide are very weak, though. It's up to us to create our own meaning in life, to find the things that we truly like. If you're just going to die anyway, and nothing matters, then there is no point in committing suicide.


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Eeyore 17/11/05(Sun)07:15 No. 5610 ID: 646461

>>5603
Thank you so very much


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Eeyore 17/11/05(Sun)21:28 No. 5612 ID: 1aa6d9

>>5610
just trying to think of what Nietzsche would say about Nihilism and suicide. he thought about it a lot. he had a disorder that caused terrible migraines and eventually killed him.




Eeyore 17/09/01(Fri)08:10 No. 5541 ID: e6b706 [Reply]
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I'm a fat,acne-ridden, aspie fuck with trichotillomania. I have friends but they're all leaving my current school, which I transferred to because I'm too much of cuck to admit that I bullied my best friend from my old school. I excel in everything I do, but none of it makes me happy. I don't feel whole. I used to be a normal, pretty, gifted girl, but then I found the *chans. Now, my social life consists of being a servant to my friends. I want to be a normie again. I don't want to become a miserable heap of garbage in my parent's basement. Why did I become this? I want to remember myself.


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Eeyore 17/09/12(Tue)13:52 No. 5548 ID: 6e42c2
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It sounds like you're uncomfortably aware of what's happening! I'd rather not speak about the more physical and social repurcussions of My Great Depression (middle school on, standard Major Depressive Package really. no complaints. I've got a mild version I'm sure and it should clear up any day now :D :D :D) picking away at my fingers and toes but that happened to me and I kept going even while feeling utter disgust with myself. it was like I needed proof my methods were flawed. I tried being super neutral and petitioning what I perceived to be larger intellectual bodies, or their representatives holding onto a corrupt fork of that sweet Truth. then I became convinced intellectualism was the poison which had brought me to viewing myself as a mote instead of a focal lens strapped into a meatcasket and begging for help from people I despised and looked down upon, and I settled for hating myself by myself

and you know what worked?
just kidding I'm here now I'm twenty and I have no plans. might be homeless soon. my mom is a low-wage sugarbaby for rent and my othergendered counterpart has taken to making up serial killer-esque stories about my childhood because I look like shit now.
I've decided I don't have free will like other people. I have selective control over things. some things I can VETO in my brain. I just say no and I stop, but if there's no framework there I have no options and just stop. otherwise I modulate the intensity of what I'm doing. how much punctuation I bother to use. whether I just rip my fucking hangnail off with my teeth even if it only takes off a few layers and slices into my skin or whether I just graze the underside of the nail with my teeth (I assume I have a very strong immune system at this point...)

as for how to stop smoking weed to the point where it gives you ephysema... well lemme say this. weed will help you on the weekends. it will drag you down the rest of the time. if you smoke more often than every 3 days you will permanently reduce the surface area of your lungs. sorry if that last paragraph was irrelevant to you. sorry if the whole post was, I'm awake and, uh, haven't eaten...


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Eeyore 17/09/20(Wed)14:00 No. 5552 ID: 1e22f7

>>5541
The person you used to be is gone; you will never get back there. Do not be discouraged by this truth, but liberated. Your friends are leaving; your social circle will inevitably collapse--make a new one. Go somewhere you never go, talk to people you don't usually talk to (or let them talk to you if approaching strangers causes too much anxiety).

You have nothing but opportunity in this cold, indifferent universe.


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Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)22:02 No. 5609 ID: d24851

>>5541
Christ, you sound like a disturbed personality. Your story is egocentric, self-contradictory, and doesn't seem to have any specific order.

All you admitted to was being poisonous to others and that you want better things for yourself. Have you considered being less poisonous to others?




Eeyore 17/08/26(Sat)05:31 No. 5536 ID: e20f55 [Reply]
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Google has become on of my bestfriends. I like to type in my problems and read artucles about my mental state just to feel understood. Sometimes I do it for days.


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Eeyore 17/09/25(Mon)08:40 No. 5554 ID: 7baec4

You should work for wikipedia.


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Eeyore 17/10/16(Mon)21:20 No. 5570 ID: f45e93

>>5554
come to think of it, that's a pretty /grim/ thing to do; presiding over the debasement of all human knowledge.


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Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)21:58 No. 5608 ID: a57be3

>>5536
Sometimes the articles are outdated and written by lunatics or at least people who take advantage of other's suggestibility, but alright.




Friend Thread Eeyore 17/10/30(Mon)20:30 No. 5583 ID: 0c2267 [Reply]
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hey everyone

so i'm a regular here but i thought i'd try something new
>>774318 had a good idea
so i'm gunna do it

let's have a friend thread

if you need a friend, or want to chat, or you're feeling lonely and want some company, or need help, or you want to try to make a long term friend or whatever, put your info here and we can chat/message/call/write/text whatever.


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Eeyore 17/10/31(Tue)14:13 No. 5586 ID: e38094
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>>5583
Make cross-board references by prepending the board:
>>/b/774318

I've always had a hard time trusting people in general, but most particularly those who call themselves my "friends". Betrayal and belittlement color most of my "friendships"; few have been mutually beneficial. Most everyone I know is motivated by greed and unenlightened self-interest.

It's a lot easier to trust people I can't see. Anonymous friends are the best friends. Let's be friends and not have to worry about anyone's motives.

☑I'm a friend of /grim/.


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Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)21:26 No. 5601 ID: a57be3

>>5586
Nobody is perfectly loyal, but not everyone is disappointing.

7chan is cool and underpopulated. I am a friend of /grim/, too.




Eeyore 17/08/17(Thu)16:37 No. 5523 ID: 6c9de1 [Reply]
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I have very little regard for most people. For more or less my whole life so far, I've had more meaningful interactions on imageboards than I have in real life. So it fucking tears me apart to know I'll never really "fit in" or be accepted in the eyes of my online peers. I will never fit into the wanted demographic for what I considered my home for years.

I'm not a subhuman. None of the people I grew up with were subhumans, a little dumb maybe, but they were still human beings. I don't have some sort of differently wired animal brain. I'm not an ape, I'm a fucking human. I've been posting on imageboards longer than most of you fucks have been alive. How disgusted and shocked you would be to know that you were sharing feels and discussing things so deeply with a nigger.

I try to be myself but there's no winning. I'm an Uncle Tom, I'm just trying to suck up to the whites. When the race war happens I'll still be on the "enemy's" side. I'm a race traitor and a coward. On the other side, it's just as degrading--I'm never just me. I'm "black" me. I'm not a musician, I'm a "black" musician. I'm the required diversity quota in every social circle and institution. I can never be sure if I deserve what I've earned, or if I was gifted it so someone higher up the ladder could look like a nice guy.

I read slurs and insults a thousand different ways from hundreds upon hundreds of different posters, and I know they really mean it for the most part. The boards' cultures has been dead for far too long to really believe any of them are doing it ""ironically."" They're caught up in a feedback loop just as toxic as the one they often criticize on the other side of the spectrum.

And what makes it worse is that these people are around me, but I can't see them. Which whites that I pass by in the street go home and post about their run-in with a nigger that night? There's no way to tell. It invites a terrible paranoia about the people I'm surrounded by--which ones truly accept me, and which ones are putting up a facade?

It makes me angry, upset, depressed. To be put into an inescapable box because of something beyond my control is so utterly frustrating. I try to surround myself with quality people who are capable of seeing past race, but any time I open up niggertits or see the news I'm reminded that there are still a large number of people in the world who would hate me from the moment they laid eyes on me. I've been trying to come out of my shell in the real world, but these issues with trust run very deep, and I haven't been able to make many new connections with people outside of my immediate group of friends. I've especially failed hard with white strangers.

I know this is just a nigg Message too long. Click here to view the full text.


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Eeyore 17/10/31(Tue)00:57 No. 5585 ID: 2104eb

>>5523
Even if people of certain races are more likely to be subhuman, that doesn't mean we want to exterminate them. Ethnonationalism means a place for every person and every person in their place. That means Europeans get their own nations along with Asians, Africans, and every other race and ethnicity.

The goal of nationalism of every sort is to protect and uplift your people. Your job is to protect and uplift the people of your race (African) and ethnicity (African American, I assume). This means you need to get rid of the bad actors and cultivate the best - this is the same for all groups, though some groups have more bad actors than others.

I prefer something that is nationalist, protectionist, populist, and anti-corporate capitalist - with restricted voting rights and direct democracy. We would do human embryo gene editing on people of other nations for a price, thus enabling them to uplift themselves far away from us. So you could visit a clinic on an outlying island, we'd sequence your genome and that of your spouse, and we'd make sure your kids have all of the best in you and none of the worst. Do this over three or four generations and everyone will be functional, most people would choose to have light skin/hair/eyes, and no one would envy one another for their superiority.

The problem with most of the world right now is a lack of democracy, not an excess. No one would vote for the policies our traitorous elites shove down our throats.

If you're looking for a site to fit in, visit My Posting Career. Read all the stickied threads in the political asylum. Then pick up Antifragile by Nassim Nicholas Taleb and follow him on twitter.


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Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)21:23 No. 5600 ID: a57be3

>>5523
>when the race war happens
I recognize the following pretty meaningless term, but your POV sounds psychotic.

And yeah, being an Uncle Tom *is* terrible. There's no such thing as a fucking race traitor, though. Race is just a construct. The physical traits defining race are real, but the idea of race is a construct.

Being an Uncle Tom is terrible because it means you get your worldview from a bunch of hateful degenerates, and that is truly /grim/.


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Eeyore 17/11/05(Sun)15:08 No. 5611 ID: 060be1

>>5600
Ironically, the "coming race war" mythos is a white supremacy precept.




Depressing stories Eeyore 17/08/02(Wed)23:43 No. 5514 ID: d42004 [Reply]
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What's the most depressing story that you ever read or heard?
It can be any genre.


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Eeyore 17/11/01(Wed)02:45 No. 5588 ID: a24704
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>>5515
:(


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Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)21:18 No. 5598 ID: a57be3

Probably the narratives of people I think are shit. They have a story of the world that is usually perverse and depressing to anyone who is not them, and maybe to themselves also.


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Eeyore 17/11/04(Sat)21:19 No. 5599 ID: a57be3

>>5598
This includes myself. I am "shit".




Suicidal Tendencies Eeyore 17/11/01(Wed)17:56 No. 5589 ID: 9264b7 [Reply]
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Fuck man what am i supposed to do when I have suicidal tendencies? I dont just wanna calm down for a few days I want a permanent solution that isn't suicide. Any ways you cope or past experinces?


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Eeyore 17/11/02(Thu)20:48 No. 5594 ID: a24704

try hardcore drugs


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Eeyore 17/11/03(Fri)02:50 No. 5595 ID: e56409

>>5594
>>5592
drugs & alcohol + suicidal tendancies = more suicide

just sayin'


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Eeyore 17/11/03(Fri)04:03 No. 5596 ID: 55f784

kava




Eeyore 16/02/23(Tue)17:34 No. 4771 ID: 31485d [Reply]
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Talk about your crush and why you won't be together.


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Eeyore 17/10/24(Tue)19:44 No. 5576 ID: 686bf7

>>4771
I've had limited interaction with her, and yet I'm madly in love. There's absolutely nothing that would lead us to spend more time together. I've tried approaching her, just to catch up and chat, and she acts distant and apathetic towards me. I see her laughing and enjoying life with others, but not with me. Only an emotionless facade.


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Eeyore 17/10/29(Sun)14:35 No. 5582 ID: 4ed2a6

Because she's a fictional character.


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Eeyore 17/11/01(Wed)02:37 No. 5587 ID: a24704

Not soon. She lives 7600 kilmometres away.




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