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The biggest problem to suicide sad 17/07/19(Wed)06:16 No. 5471 ID: 6d5c72 [Reply]
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Not wanting to sadden the few who love you


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Eeyore 17/07/19(Wed)06:20 No. 5472 ID: 6917b2

feel this


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Eeyore 17/07/21(Fri)03:37 No. 5483 ID: d5b502

This may sound sick, but if it genuinely saddened them and made them feel something at all, rather than vaulting them even deeper into meaningless emptiness and unfeeling, then I think it would be a good thing in the long run.

Sometimes sadness reminds you that you are actually alive, even if the ones you feel sad because of are not.


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Eeyore 17/07/25(Tue)04:13 No. 5502 ID: 14f7e1

>>5471
the biggest problem to suicide is that things can get better




Eeyore 17/07/22(Sat)20:29 No. 5495 ID: 1a9680 [Reply]
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All that is and ever will be will pass in time to come.


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Eeyore 17/07/23(Sun)06:10 No. 5497 ID: 73f57f

You can't know that for sure (Yes, I'm serious)


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Eeyore 17/07/23(Sun)08:25 No. 5498 ID: 4a6667
5498

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>>5497
The multiverse is infinite, but we are not.
Neither of us will live long enough to prove me wrong.


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Eeyore 17/07/23(Sun)20:43 No. 5499 ID: f77716

>>5498
>The multiverse is infinite, but we are not.
Currently. There's no saying consciousness can never transcend time and space into a parallel universe (particle accelerators that can open wormholes to other universes are possible according to some theories... although whether consciousness can pass through without being destroyed is another question... and never mind that such accelerators would have to be larger than the earth)
>Neither of us will live long enough to prove me wrong.
This is almost certainly correct




Comfort Eeyore 17/07/18(Tue)18:24 No. 5468 ID: 7e3d01 [Reply]
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Reading about suicide methods and making plans is very comforting and calming for me when I'm really upset. It helps a lot to know that there's always a way out.

Going out for a walk and a cigarette is also nice.

What do you do when you're upset?


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Eeyore 17/07/20(Thu)16:06 No. 5479 ID: 87f3d0
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I like listening to sad music.


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Eeyore 17/07/21(Fri)03:28 No. 5481 ID: d5b502

I drink. I wish I never started. Having a dependency like that really weakens you from the inside out, because you sort of unlearn your old ways and how to deal with things on your terms rather than having some chemical do it for you. It makes me feel as though I'm becoming a non-entity.


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Eeyore 17/07/22(Sat)05:34 No. 5484 ID: 9656f5

>>5479
What music do you listen to?




BB Eeyore 17/07/10(Mon)22:09 No. 5449 ID: 2997ab [Reply]
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imagine all your problems, but with these on top of them

this is real misery and despair, on top or real misery and despair

now i'm debating spending my rather limited life savings to either get a treatment that may not work, or spend it on a method of self termination. if I can't get back the comforts that help keep me sane, then fuck it all.


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Eeyore 17/07/18(Tue)02:17 No. 5466 ID: bb0192

Man, fuck bed bugs to hell. They are some of the most vile creatures on this planet.
Get treatment. Find some anti-bedbug spray, exterminate them. We can't let those fuckers win.




Misery Sadness 17/07/13(Thu)08:49 No. 5454 ID: f7cf99 [Reply]
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I'm a pretty depressing person, I think this board fits my deepest saddest thoughts ever.




Eeyore 17/07/11(Tue)07:11 No. 5451 ID: 86a17c [Reply]
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I love you.


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Eeyore 17/07/13(Thu)08:11 No. 5452 ID: dd6abe
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Goodbye.




Eeyore 17/06/15(Thu)10:16 No. 5436 ID: 077c23 [Reply]
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Why do I always have to be the one to contact the people? Why can they never ask me how I feel? It's like they don't care.


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Amethys Eeyore 17/07/04(Tue)01:56 No. 5444 ID: 1747e3

>>5443
Good post anon. I think I can relate on the age of when we first started getting the thoughts.
>In this place i rested for hours while thinking loudly to myself, screaming and mumbling about this decision.
Been there, done that on a bridge and got no attention or avail. It's humiliating really.


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Eeyore 17/07/05(Wed)09:03 No. 5445 ID: 7e9597

I never approach people and I always expect others to initiate conversations. It has to do with self-disgust in my case.


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Eeyore 17/07/06(Thu)18:56 No. 5447 ID: 4f993b

>>5445
Wow if i did that i would be so fucking alone.
I consider myself a rather social person i cant take more than two days alone.
But if i didn't seek others there is no way anyone would contact me if they didn't need my help for something.
I like to believe this is just how everyone feels, but i know this not to be true.




Suicide Methods Friend In Darkness 17/06/04(Sun)07:51 No. 5425 ID: 0c2267 [Reply]
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http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/statistics-most-lethal-methods

this site has been helpful.

I'm thinking about either The Exit Bag or a shotgun, as i don't want much pain, and i want it to be quick/easy. Exit Bag is preferable because it'll be quick, painless, and no mess aside from possibly voiding bowels/bladder. All the necessary ingredients would be fairly easy to get, easy to set up, and i could just lie down and listen to my favorite song before i pass out and then eventually die. Shotgun would be pretty quick and hopefully painless, as my brain would explode and i would die instantly (hopefully), but there are a few problems with that. one is that it would leave a big mess, and the second is that.. well, for some reason i feel like if i destroyed my brain, something bad would happen? Some strange feeling of "what if reincarnation is real?" and how the brain being destroyed would end that. but would i want to be reincarnated into a different life? that's a topic for another thread.
Oh, forgot to mention a shotgun would be very expensive, and i dont have any money right now, and i would also need to get all the necessary permits/whatevers to get one, and i dont know anything about hunting so if i went to a store i wouldn't be able to convince them that i won't be killing a human, and i doubt they would let me purchase a shotgun if i said "i want to kill myself, please sell me a gun".
So... probably going to go with the Exit Bag.

Unfortunately i dont have any money so i'll have to wait until i do have some to even get the things i need to complete my suicide. that's kind of funny, in a way... but anyways, it will probably be a while before i can do it. oh well.

It would be really nice if doctors or special people could be hired/asked to help with this stuff. just say "i want to die" and then you reassure them that you're absolutely sure, sign a form, and then they do their thing and off you go.
that would be nice.

so, my grim friends, what is your ideal method of suicide or current suicide plan?

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Eeyore 17/07/06(Thu)06:04 No. 5446 ID: 2251b8

i'd probably just do what you'd do, lay down, listen to favourite song while waiting to die




Eeyore 17/05/26(Fri)00:35 No. 5416 ID: a6056e [Reply]
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I wish I could actually go through with killing myself.

I just want to experience peace. Just once


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Friend+In+Darkness 17/06/04(Sun)07:55 No. 5426 ID: 0c2267

it'll be okay, friend.

i suggest The Exit Bag.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_bag
http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/plastic-bag-gas
http://recogitare.com/MyBB/showthread.php?tid=495

it's quick and easy and painless and won't cost much money or effort to set up.

if you decide on it though.. please be sure. there is always the possibility of finding peace in life.
if you want to talk, you can respond here or email me at kindredgrim @ gmail . com

good luck, friend.


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Eeyore 17/06/29(Thu)11:28 No. 5441 ID: 2b6b18

You can't be for sure it'll be peaceful after you die. If you still see no way out of this deep dark hole you are stuck in I wish you rest in peace.


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Eeyore 17/06/30(Fri)00:58 No. 5442 ID: b034a5

>>5416
me too.




What if. Eeyore 17/03/28(Tue)07:08 No. 5360 ID: 6d4b9c [Reply]
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What if its when you die, you just keep living but in a world when all the things you want to do, you fail to accomplish, for whatever reason it may be. You just start sucking at life. You begin by losing your best friends, one by one, even your gf if you have one. Your parents start to get tired of you and simply stop caring. You do wake up at your bed as usual, you get up, look at yourself in the mirror and you just have this feeling inside you that this day will be exactly like the day before and so on. You go to your job, you get nothing done and your boss gives a fuck about it. You get out, start driving back home thinking that now that you are out and 'free', you could do anything. You end up going home, alone again, trying to get a hold of yourself and play those 3 o 4 chords you know with the guitar. You play the only song you learned, you put the guitar back in its place and you check your phone to see some notification or anything whatsoever. Nothing, just a Porn video o some political nonsense meme from your whatsapp's work group. You lay on the couch looking at the roof. You ate during the day but never felt hungry. You drink water and maybe sometimes its a refreshing feeling. Maybe you score some weed and you feel free of thought for a few hours. Or you drink half a whiskey bottle to get a bit of sleep, because you never get sleepy, just very tired. You never get sick nor hurt. You feel nothing.

Im 26. This is my life now. Im not and antisocial person, Im not autistic, Im not shy,I've become independant from my parents when I was 21, Bought a car, a flat, and I can afford pretty much whatever I want. Had gf's and never had problem to talk to women and flirt with them. When I was younger the only thing I wanted was to be able to be indepedant as exactly as I am now. I gave up relationships, sleep, time and swallowed all the sadness and anger I felt just to do it, and now, after one suicide attempt with my car five years ago, I really think I died and this is my lesson...


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Anon!moNoTOnous 17/04/01(Sat)23:32 No. 5373 ID: 1a9107

Sometimes, I crawl out of my shell and watch the news, or read the papers, and I see how fucked up it's out there. Then I look out the window and ponder if perhaps my suicide attempt was actually a success and I'm living in some deranged hellish dimension.
Good to know I'm not the only one.


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Eeyore 17/06/02(Fri)07:31 No. 5422 ID: 534415

I've recently been thinking the same thing. Two years ago I had a near fatal overdose, but I feel like I actually died and now I'm existing in purgatory. Every day seems to get worse. I haven't been able to sleep in years, because I know that going to sleep means the start of a new day is upon me. My perception of time is awful, each day feels like a lifetime, and as a result, I can barely remember things that happened over a week ago. I can't even use music as an outlet anymore, I'll write a song, work on it, lose motivation and convince myself it's garbage. If there is a hell, it is most assuredly something like this. An endless sequence of melancholy that slowly wears down on you, until you try to escape, only to re-enter another purgatory.


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Eeyore 17/06/12(Mon)00:41 No. 5435 ID: 544546

There is no purgatory or Heaven or Hell; there is only reality, which is already a worse torment than any author of fanciful scripture could ever imagine.

There is nothing but hatred and sadness in this world. I've gone from wanting to ignore it, to wanting to help it, to wanting to destroy it; but I already know that what I was doing first is the only one that is possible. That's what everyone else does. They eat, drink, consume alcohol, watch sports, work eight hours a day, smoke weed, hang out with friends, have sex — all it is, is meaningless inane base endorphin highs and distractions to keep their mind from looking at themselves and the world and seeing how ugly and disgusting it all is.

When I am alone and clear of mind (and not filling it with the jumbled nonsense hallucinations of drugs) is when I feel truly connected to the Universe. It's not a nice place; it's not a peaceful place; it's not a good place. Reality is a seething, angry, violent chaos completely bereft of meaning or purpose, filled with life that is just slightly more complex bacteria. Humans rose to prominence through the power of murder and unrestrained consumption, and it's never changed. It never will change unless someone can find that Big Red Button and push it. I would if I could. Life does not deserve to exist, does not have the right to exist.


Happiness isn't a thing you can acquire, or a state you can enter. It's a delusion. It's the knife-edge between wanting something and thinking you're on the path to achieving that something. Happiness is a child wanting to become an adult so then he can buy all the candy he wants, in blind ignorance that candy really isn't all that tasty to begin with, and it's only value is that as a child you don't get it very often. Happiness is getting a new romantic/sexual partner, and thinking that soon you might be able to have sex with them, in blind ignorance that sex isn't really all that pleasurable to begin with, and has left you disappointed many times before. Happiness is thinking that you're an important, productive member of society moving up your career ladder, in blind ignorance that your existence is pointless, and if you were to die the world would get along just fine without you. Whether you're a cog in a corporate machine, a productive artist, a beloved celebrity, or even a world leader, you are NOT NEEDED. The sun will rise tomorrow, with or without you; even those who might cry when they hear you have gone, will get over it and move on.

When I was little, a book and cartoon movie by the name of Charlotte's Web had a single line that's always stuck with me, spoken by the spider Charlotte as she nears her own death:

"After all, what's a life, anyway? We're born, we live a little while, we die."

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