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Eeyore 17/08/05(Sat)06:16 No. 5516 ID: a5edbd [Reply]
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I'm trash. I'm dumb. I'm ugly. I'm disgusting. I'm lazy. I'm poor. I'm a fatfuck. I'm unwanted everywhere I go. My father abandoned me and my stepfather divorced my mother, who is also sick of me. My grandmother when alive would also hate on me. Was bullied intensively everywhere I went from childhood to adolescence. There's humiliation all the time. I'm a creep and a weirdo. I'm human cancer. I'm the kind of person who goes to hell. Comparing myself to a human would be a compliment actually. I'm just a fucking animal. I can't do anything. All the time I feel nothing but anger, stress, anxiety, fear, sadness. My health is shit too. I probably have had several silent strokes, I feel a lot of pain on my left chest and on the back/left side of the neck and head, and countless problems ranging from fatty liver disease to anemia. I'm stupid and inconvenient, embarrassing, annoying. And I know things only get worse. My health will keep making me feel more and more pain. My mother will eventually say "this was the last drop" and either kick me out and I'll live as a hobo or throw me into a mental hospital. And I'll die either of a heart attack or a stroke, both of which are extremely painful, since I'm too much of a coward to do suicide. There are plenty of places to jump from where I am but I never have the courage of taking the leap, I gave up on it already, I wish I had a nice, cute pistol like a Glock but I'm from a no guns Eastern Euro shithole. I don't know man, I can't do anything, I'm just the worst possible existence that can there ever be. I hate myself so much, I hate this life so much. I don't want any help either, I can't do anything even if there's someone extremely benevolent and resourceful who is willing to help me, I'm just that pathetic. I have had plenty of opportunities in life but I wasted all of them. I'm just so fucking angry, I feel so much rage, anxiety, despair, sorrow, and pain. I want out of this. I don't like this. It's all so tiresome and painful being this retarded. I wish I could express myself better. I just can't stand any of this. I'm just a cancerous fat blob that's disturbing to look at that lives in agony. Thanks for reading my blog.


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Eeyore 17/08/24(Thu)08:58 No. 5533 ID: f123fe

I've been raised by people who love me.
I'm well read, well educated, and well to do.
And still I'm here.


Don't let your circumstances define you.


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Eeyore 17/08/29(Tue)16:07 No. 5540 ID: 704451
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I've never related to someone more, except for the fact I don't typically eat. But this is like the rut I'm in right now.




Eeyore 17/08/17(Thu)16:37 No. 5523 ID: 6c9de1 [Reply]
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I have very little regard for most people. For more or less my whole life so far, I've had more meaningful interactions on imageboards than I have in real life. So it fucking tears me apart to know I'll never really "fit in" or be accepted in the eyes of my online peers. I will never fit into the wanted demographic for what I considered my home for years.

I'm not a subhuman. None of the people I grew up with were subhumans, a little dumb maybe, but they were still human beings. I don't have some sort of differently wired animal brain. I'm not an ape, I'm a fucking human. I've been posting on imageboards longer than most of you fucks have been alive. How disgusted and shocked you would be to know that you were sharing feels and discussing things so deeply with a nigger.

I try to be myself but there's no winning. I'm an Uncle Tom, I'm just trying to suck up to the whites. When the race war happens I'll still be on the "enemy's" side. I'm a race traitor and a coward. On the other side, it's just as degrading--I'm never just me. I'm "black" me. I'm not a musician, I'm a "black" musician. I'm the required diversity quota in every social circle and institution. I can never be sure if I deserve what I've earned, or if I was gifted it so someone higher up the ladder could look like a nice guy.

I read slurs and insults a thousand different ways from hundreds upon hundreds of different posters, and I know they really mean it for the most part. The boards' cultures has been dead for far too long to really believe any of them are doing it ""ironically."" They're caught up in a feedback loop just as toxic as the one they often criticize on the other side of the spectrum.

And what makes it worse is that these people are around me, but I can't see them. Which whites that I pass by in the street go home and post about their run-in with a nigger that night? There's no way to tell. It invites a terrible paranoia about the people I'm surrounded by--which ones truly accept me, and which ones are putting up a facade?

It makes me angry, upset, depressed. To be put into an inescapable box because of something beyond my control is so utterly frustrating. I try to surround myself with quality people who are capable of seeing past race, but any time I open up niggertits or see the news I'm reminded that there are still a large number of people in the world who would hate me from the moment they laid eyes on me. I've been trying to come out of my shell in the real world, but these issues with trust run very deep, and I haven't been able to make many new connections with people outside of my immediate group of friends. I've especially failed hard with white strangers.

I know this is just a nigg Message too long. Click here to view the full text.


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Eeyore 17/08/17(Thu)23:42 No. 5524 ID: 8253d1

I always got sort of mad that posting nigger stopped being a joke for a lot of people. It really aggravates me that when leftists complain about chans, they can now actually pin us for disliking blacks. Way back whenever it was just this in joke that anybody 2 weeks old could figure out pretty quick. Anyways OP don't give into the fear complex. You don't need chans and you can stop looking at pol, but I don't doubt you've been soaking up some opinions from the media which is actively portraying this new racist xeno society concept to millions. I can tell you it's bull if you do the math, both sides are a drop in the bucket for most people you meet. active example there have been about 75,198 posts to pol in the us today as a percent of the population that amount to .023 percent. That means you will meet roughly 4,500 people before you will have met one pol user. Move on op, there are plenty of good boards where /pol/sting isn't common place. I might add that a good portion of pol threads aren't about niggers so it's an even smaller fraction than that including the fact I counted total posts, not unique posters


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Eeyore 17/08/19(Sat)12:55 No. 5526 ID: b80104

Everyone should be judged by their own actions. I think nigger is a term used for degenerate blacks not simply a man of color.


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Eeyore 17/08/20(Sun)18:27 No. 5528 ID: cf9829

I can relate to your sentiment to some degree as I am a mulatto. After being exposed to racially motivated harassment from both whites and blacks throughout the entirety of my childhood and adolescence, I just became desensitized to it. I browse /pol/ daily as they seem to be the best news source in terms of response speed to a "happening" and access to unabridged information. Anything they say about mulattoes goes over my head as it is usually nonessential information in relation to what I was looking for.

As for strangers and colleagues at work, don't waste your time trying to guess their intentions. These people don't lose any sleep over their "encounters" with you. I also have issues with trust and identity, but I have managed fine with finding valuable connections in life. The "race war" will be nothing more than isolated skirmishes and riots around the country. As long as you don't manage to find yourself at the site of one of them, you will be fine. My biggest immediate concern right now is uniting a country with a failing economy, nonexistent public morale, and lack of patriotism for an inevitable war within the next 5-10 years.




Eeyore 17/08/25(Fri)20:06 No. 5534 ID: 930326 [Reply]
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I had a girlfriend, she cheated on me with her ex after 2 years; I thought my life would end here, that I had lost everything.
Then I found another girlfriend, cheated on me after 3 years. And now I feel the same. This is just an endless painful circle. I don't want to be part of this circus anymore.

Should I give up hope and relationships ?


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the same bro OldanonNekator 17/08/26(Sat)01:31 No. 5535 ID: 9ab8d2

Look man ... i've a very sad live in relationships matters ... i got my first girlfriend in highschool and cheated on me with a friend after a year ... it was my first love, in that year i only get To kiss her once, cuz i felt the need to respect her ... my second girlfriend was also in highschool, and yes, cheated on me with another friend, then in the university i did have a girlfriend for like 3 years and also cheated on me, .. always loyal always respectful, none of that matter .... BUT .... i've learned that this women always were very dull and naive ... dunno why, once u get to know the pearson you have a better insight of them and need to decide if its good or not for you.... as things are now i thought a lot about give up on relations but.. i think my time to be with someone in terms of good relationship and love has not come yet,... and maybe it will never come but who knows man, better dont think to much for that and things will eventually come together... right now i'm a single physician on its 28, and i dont worry about looking for a girlfriend or something.. instead of that i have friends, science and gaming... i hope my experience help u a little...

Add -...
The worst part is that in sometime between this failed relationships I thought I was some kind of monster that was not meant to reproduce in this world ... lol sometimes things go to far ... hahaha (sorry for bad english, not my mother Language


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Eeyore 17/08/26(Sat)05:44 No. 5537 ID: e20f55

>>5534
>>5535
I suggest you two learn the game before considering to kill yourselves




Eeyore 16/12/08(Thu)19:58 No. 5214 ID: 354b15 [Reply]
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Lets say you die and wake up in a grey room devoid of anything, "god" what ever that may be says it will decide your fate in 1 hour, in this time you can ask 3 questions of any nature.
what are they?


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Eeyore 17/07/21(Fri)03:30 No. 5482 ID: d5b502

How do I escape this room and your judgment?
What's outside of it?
How do I convince you to leave me to my own devices forever?


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Eeyore 17/08/18(Fri)14:32 No. 5525 ID: 53dc9a

Is this universe the only way you could have made it?

Does suffering have a purpose toward greater good?

Is there a single sentient being who suffered and died or who will suffer forever?


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Eeyore 17/08/24(Thu)08:53 No. 5532 ID: f123fe

>3 questions
Honestly, I don't care. If I had an infinite amount of questions, then maybe I would consider it. Otherwise just end my existence.




Eeyore 14/09/05(Fri)17:14 No. 3737 ID: 591d42 [Reply]
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How do i hide with my facial expressions that i am sad or is in a state of anxiety?


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Eeyore 16/09/25(Sun)21:30 No. 5073 ID: 3e4a64

Eat only McDonalds for a week, then shit your pants in public. Proceed with the rest of your day acting as though it never happened. I propose to you a challenge, one that if completed, you shall have mastered the art of stillface.


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Eeyore 17/08/05(Sat)08:27 No. 5517 ID: 925eb9

practice every day not showing emotion where you normally would. Being able to do this can actually be a skill when used right.


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Eeyore 17/08/13(Sun)11:51 No. 5522 ID: 63b666

>>3737
You... Get used to it.
The, soul crushing relentlessness of life.
Sure, some people may be happy, but, why should you be?
What did you do to deserve happiness in life?
Are you some Jesus figure? I'm not saying that you have to be as good as Jesus or some such person to be happy, but atleast they did something in life.
And what are you doing? Are you even trying?
Well, if you want to truly hide your facial expressions, quit trying, truly give up on life.

On the other hand, if you aren't the kind to give up hope, be sad, my friend.




Eeyore 17/07/10(Mon)10:39 No. 5448 ID: a86910 [Reply]
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Again I lost everything, my girlfriend cheated on me after five year. I feel so devasteted, I have no friends, no family, nothing. I feel so lost again.


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Eeyore 17/07/25(Tue)04:19 No. 5504 ID: 14f7e1

killing yourself over grief does not make sense. grief passes eventually.


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Eeyore 17/07/25(Tue)06:33 No. 5505 ID: 73f57f

You are born alone and you die alone

Just think of this as the inevitable end to the temporary illusion that you aren't


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Eeyore 17/08/12(Sat)23:10 No. 5521 ID: 0cbebe

Op here, Im drunk right now i want to get so drunk ivwont even wake up anymore.. i drink regular now theres no one left. I lost everything again it happend again and agoin i cant stand this hell anymore. I jist eant to be loved and love. Fuck thos ficking life




Eeyore 16/09/04(Sun)14:55 No. 5035 ID: 8b6ae7 [Reply]
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What do you desire /grim/?


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Eeyore 17/07/29(Sat)20:42 No. 5512 ID: d71b9d

To have friends and have good memories with them. Maybe a good gf too.


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roof 17/08/01(Tue)08:17 No. 5513 ID: 9762cc

I want to be able to live alone and free
I've never been at peace


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Eeyore 17/08/09(Wed)02:01 No. 5519 ID: 06656c

To be free. To end everything.
But I am too much of a pussy to do so. And I feel it would betray everyone close to me whom I outlived.

Or maybe I just desire having had a normal life. Instead of this train wreck I got.




Eeyore 17/08/08(Tue)15:19 No. 5518 ID: 9f8f44 [Reply]
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For every job, so many men
So many men no-one needs




Depressing stories Eeyore 17/08/02(Wed)23:43 No. 5514 ID: d42004 [Reply]
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What's the most depressing story that you ever read or heard?
It can be any genre.


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Eeyore 17/08/03(Thu)00:19 No. 5515 ID: f77716

for sale
baby shoes
never worn




Help me out? Eeyore 17/07/16(Sun)01:54 No. 5461 ID: e9c3d7 [Reply]
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What are some fast and painless suicide methods. (Can't get a gun).
Don't tell me not to do it or lecture me.


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Eeyore 17/07/22(Sat)21:24 No. 5496 ID: 1a9680
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>>5461
You don't need help to figure this out; that's not why you came here.


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Eeyore 17/07/25(Tue)04:15 No. 5503 ID: 14f7e1

overdosing on sedatives, done correctly


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Eeyore 17/07/28(Fri)15:28 No. 5510 ID: ca7e87

Hanging is quick if you do it right. You need a large enough drop and I've heard the knot needs to be behind your right ear though I'm not sure how important that detail is. The point is to break your neck rather than asphyxiate; it won't be instantaneous but it only takes a few seconds. Again, if you do it right.




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