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Death Seeker Eeyore 17/03/28(Tue)22:06 No. 5361 ID: 0c1a2b [Reply]
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DISCLAIMER... I've posted this elsewhere and didn't get traction. This looks like the right place though.

I'm an Army veteran. Honorable discharge. No combat experience. In my mid 30's.

I have a multi-facet medical issue that the VA doctors will acknowledge in person, but apparently will not create a medical record for outside their own specialty. It's an issue I've been pursuing for over a decade.

I was advised by a VA employee (who asked not to be quoted) that I should get Social Security to validate my compound issue, at which point they can use that as evidence to support my claim.

I just finished a Social Security hearing. My claim was rejected for lack of evidence. Specifically I need medical confirmation of my compound issue.

So I'm stuck in a catch 22.

I haven't worked in 4 years. I've lived off 40% service connection and my fiancee since then.

None of what follows will come to pass if my Social Security appeal works out. If it doesn't I will likely lose my housing, car, fiancee, and dog.
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Eeyore 17/04/11(Tue)06:30 No. 5381 ID: 9c4b9c

although ritual disembowelment on the steps of a federal building sounds pretty cool, maybe walk or crawl or take a bus to a doctor who can help with your multifaceted medical issue and perhaps someone with high rate or rank to help navigate Veterans Administration
you were in the war man, suicide kills more guys than bombs and dissentary put together, next time show them your bullet wounds.


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Eeyore 17/04/26(Wed)11:23 No. 5388 ID: c93ab8

Definitely option 2. The government has fucked you over enough, I honestly feel that is an amazing statement to make though I cannot volunteer for either position


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Eeyore 17/05/21(Sun)01:31 No. 5410 ID: a52bda

You do have another option that requires more balls than either of your plans and that's not using other people to commit suicide, fight harder for what this shitbag government owes you due to your sacrifices, and live this life to its fullest possible extent. My uncle was in Vietnam and did just that. He never let up on his SS claims and wore those fuckers down because, they way he saw it, that was his money and they were not going to tire him out fighting for it. Don't give up. If it takes ten years, kick their scheming asses the whole way.




Eeyore 17/05/09(Tue)23:08 No. 5399 ID: 750857 [Reply]
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I reached a point in my life, where I'm about to lose everything I've worked for, again.
So I'm looking for a painless ofr very quick way to kill myself.
I think about to jump in front of a moving train, would I feel much?


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ProleGirl 17/05/13(Sat)02:30 No. 5405 ID: 2a32f8

If you get it right, probably not.
I sincerely hope you explore all other options before ending your life, though.


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Eeyore 17/05/13(Sat)11:46 No. 5406 ID: 750857

>>5405
I already did, tried several times to get everything together.
I'm 29 now and this life just isn't meant for me.


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Eeyore 17/05/18(Thu)02:34 No. 5409 ID: cfee17

>>5404
That's an exceptionally good question. It would depend on the mixture ratio (actual air is only about 20% oxygen so even if it's 75% helium you still wouldn't die because helium is inert). But the short answer is: Amazon won't sell helium mixed with oxygen when it says it's pure helium, because that would be false advertising and illegal. If it says its pure helium and its from a reputable seller, then you can assume it is.

However, any inert pure gas will do the trick. If you can get helium, then nitrogen or argon will be just as effective. It's only carbon dioxide that produces a painful suffocating feeling, not the lack of oxygen. So long as you're breathing SOMETHING, it will be painless.




on the topic of "normies" Eeyore 17/05/01(Mon)07:04 No. 5390 ID: f266c0 [Reply]
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>tfw you realize the social ladder is just a pretense for barbarism


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Eeyore 17/05/16(Tue)08:58 No. 5408 ID: 9c4b9c
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fuck em




Ariel 17/02/27(Mon)01:06 No. 5323 ID: 7d8cf4 [Reply]
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When I feel down I listen to really angry music:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A1yBFHcCGQg


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Eeyore 17/05/02(Tue)02:35 No. 5391 ID: f1d3df [Reply]
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It's all going downhill.
The only thing constant with every passing miserable day is that yesterday was better. Even memories hurt. I don't want anything. I just wait.
It will inevitably get unbearable someday.
That will be the day of my freedom.

I just wait.

Is there anyone who waits with me?


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Eeyore 17/05/02(Tue)03:10 No. 5393 ID: 0c2267

yes, i wait with you, friend.

a young witch once told me "do not dread death, do not run away from it. it will always catch you. do not run towards death with open arms. it will catch up to you in its own time. just be at peace, and you and death will meet in time."

so for now, be at peace, friend.
everything will be okay, if not now, then later. one day, everything really will be okay.

so be at peace, and rest at ease, friend.


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Eeyore 17/05/02(Tue)07:47 No. 5394 ID: f1d3df

>>5393
I try to be at peace. But this world really pushes me.
I see me fade a little more each day.
One day I will know absolute peace.

I wait for that day with you.




Eeyore 17/04/09(Sun)00:26 No. 5376 ID: aa33b3 [Reply]
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I have a nice job. I make decent money. My family loves me, and I can afford to send them money regularly to help them out. have nice colleagues and I live in a nice country.

Despite all that, I'm still sitting alone in my apartment at 8PM on a Saturday with a half empty bottle of Vodka in front of me.

What the fuck is the point of it all if you can't even be happy?

I wish I had the balls to kill myself to be done with being unhappy...


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Mee 17/04/21(Fri)03:52 No. 5387 ID: 2e1d8f

>>5376
As a teacher, I take some comfort in the thought that I am a warning to my students.

"Don't be like me," I say to them. "Find a job that pays well. Find someone who will treat you well. Hope for a better tomorrow. Learn to love, and learn to listen. Keep trying. Keep fighting.

Don't be like me."




Death Eeyore 17/03/05(Sun)02:56 No. 5326 ID: 9c4b9c [Reply]
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All shall fall. We are all going to die someday. Each and every one of us. How does that make you feel?


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Eeyore 17/03/22(Wed)08:22 No. 5355 ID: 16ab35

>>5354
>my consciousness being dismantled
I have a lingering fear of brain damage. For many years I have suspected that I will likely die from a severe head trauma. It almost makes me sick to my stomach to imagine being alive with a partially incapacitated brain, even if it only lasts a few moments.

That said, death I wouldn't feel too bad about. Been waiting for it for a long time now. Being dead would solve all kinds of problems for me, but I'm not going to kill myself because that would hurt other people.


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Mee 17/04/21(Fri)03:26 No. 5384 ID: 752359

Komm, süsser tod.


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Mee 17/04/21(Fri)03:43 No. 5385 ID: 2e1d8f

>>5334
I have begun to evanesce in the memories of my ex - the one I care for more than anything in this world, and the one that drove me here. The pain that 6 years of love amounted to nothing in her eyes, and worse, that after only one year apart, she has begun forgetting all the reasons we were together.

Being alive while I disappear from this world is by far the most painful thing my heart has endured. At least being dead means I won't feel it.




Eeyore 17/04/09(Sun)11:12 No. 5379 ID: d56e4b [Reply]
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I miss being able to talk to you. I miss being around you. I hope that you think about me at night like I think about you. I hope that me and you one day are like the way we used to be again.


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Eeyore 17/04/11(Tue)06:20 No. 5380 ID: 9c4b9c
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there's always tomorrow




Eeyore 16/08/28(Sun)16:23 No. 5013 ID: e08ed7 [Reply]
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Our long term future is /grim/.


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Eeyore 16/10/30(Sun)20:13 No. 5140 ID: 75c683

>>5137
No actually our data tells us that it probably stops with us and or we are just part of a larger multiverse that exists infinitely. Lawrence crause did a talk on it at UCLA you can find it on yt.

At some point there has to have been a beginning and to posit god just begs more questions.

Only the biggest retards could not understand that.


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Eeyore 16/11/02(Wed)22:58 No. 5146 ID: 6c8392

>>5140
>and or we are
infinite recursion


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Eeyore 17/03/31(Fri)23:44 No. 5370 ID: d461c1

Rather be rational, high as hell, and happy._




Eeyore 17/03/22(Wed)08:31 No. 5356 ID: 16ab35 [Reply]
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What doors have you closed to never reopen?
What paths have you left untaken behind you?

I'm never going to be an engineer like I wanted to as a kid, nor a writer like I wanted to in university. I won't be an artist or a musician either. I have to work a dead-end job and save money, probably until the end of my days, unless there's still hope for my dream to open my own company--but I'm 33 now.


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Anon!moNoTOnous 17/04/01(Sat)23:21 No. 5372 ID: 1a9107
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I won't get to work in coding, that door was closed when I got there.
I won't be either a comic book writer nor a penciller, I closed that door by being a retard.
I won't be even above average, my insanity closed that door for me.
All I can wish for now is to be medicated hard enough to bear a semblance of normalcy and keep a job for more than a couple of years.




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