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The state between wanting to live and wanting to die joseppeli 18/09/02(Sun)06:24 No. 5884 ID: c727eb [Reply]

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hey, I’m a 14 y/o depressed cunt. I’ve been dealing with mental issues including chronic&severe depression, anxiety, adhd, ocd, and other generalized diagnosis since about age 5 or 6. I’ve been dealing with this feeling of “gray” for a while now. I’ve been stuck between craving death and holding onto life. I would say I have a very privileged and enjoyable life, but me being an ungrateful cunt I still want to die. What I’m here to ask is how can I pick a side. What helps push you to the edge of death, or helps you grab back onto life. I hope you all are having a good day, or you are doing better.

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Eeyore 18/09/26(Wed)23:47 No. 5902 ID: 8164ff

Think about this long and hard--something is missing from your life. What is it you crave that you believe you can never have? Death isn't a solution, it's a workaround.

Like >>5895, I felt like you in my teens as well. It passed, after I overcame my expectations. It was hard, grueling work--emotionally dragging myself through barbed wire across a battlefield--but I began to feel whole again.

Eeyore 18/10/02(Tue)02:30 No. 5904 ID: bb0954

Mate, I lived that way. Hard. I guess the difference might be that my mother and sisters were emotionally abusing me for being born a male. It gets better. Try to hold on until you get your independence. That is all I can truly offer, but still, please, don't decide at that age. At least get your feet under you and grow to be an adult before you do that. Please.

Eeyore 18/10/08(Mon)00:00 No. 5912 ID: c8555b

For me, i was just too afraid of what the afterlife was. It was the fear of the unknown when i was your age, and even now. I was a coward.

Eeyore 18/10/02(Tue)10:21 No. 5906 ID: b1f1f1 [Reply]

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What is something that seems to be slipping away?

For me, it ought to be urgency. I'm lost between oversleeping and having tireless bloodshot eyes. When I go beyond 48 hours without rest, life is blown out of perspective. It's already so pointless to drag myself through all the same motions everyday.

Eeyore 18/10/07(Sun)23:58 No. 5911 ID: c8555b

for me, it's passion, and ambition. I go to Sullivan university in America, Majoring in the Culinary Arts, and i haven't been feeling like doing any cooking for months. I set a goal for myself to open up a seafood restaurant on a pier somewhere, and i still plan on following that goal, albeit reluctantly. Most people would probably be intimidated trying to do this, but it feels underwhelming to me. I'm not sure what I want to do anymore, or even if i want to do anything.

Eeyore 18/09/18(Tue)17:38 No. 5893 ID: c33f56 [Reply]

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HBO has a set of documentaries called "Paradise Lost" about three teenagers who were wrongly accused of killing two boys in a Satanic ritual. Give me your best grim stuff.

Eeyore 18/10/02(Tue)16:08 No. 5907 ID: b5173e

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Stalker (1979)

Eeyore 18/10/02(Tue)17:53 No. 5908 ID: e2fbd5

A little off topic, but I know the case you are talking about--I followed it for years. I was ten when they were sentenced, but already an outcast in elementary school. They were targeted because they were the most easily rejectable members of their community. This must have been what the Salem witch trials were like. Even now it disturbs me to think how easily anyone can go from socially awkward to scapegoat sentenced to death.

Eeyore 17/07/18(Tue)16:24 No. 5467 ID: b91ae0 [Reply]

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Everyone we know and love dies, but y'all already knew that.

Tell me of the ones you've lost and how they died.

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Eeyore 18/07/14(Sat)09:11 No. 5853 ID: 957d2f

>even tho i ocasionaly beat her with my hand (slaps mostly)

Holy shit

Eeyore 18/07/15(Sun)05:17 No. 5854 ID: 678169

You're Portuguese? Sounds like you are also scum, raised by scum to be scum. I don't blame you, but I hope you will not perpetuate this cycle. If you can't make anything better of yourself, at least avoid having children.

Eeyore 18/10/02(Tue)00:17 No. 5903 ID: f2f187

grandfather shot himself
grandma to diabetes
grandma on dad's side to breast cancer
best friend from high school jumped off a bridge
dad shot himself
mom got in a car crash, died on impact
i dont even know how to start over
just feels like i have nobody. all my old friends i lost contact with after moving cross country
some online friends, but they dont actually know me.

maybe ill follow sooner than later. i dont feel long for this world

issues? nonymous 18/09/24(Mon)04:18 No. 5900 ID: 3760d6 [Reply]

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it been long time i think that government watch me but not soon enough i think that thing get to my head. whether demonic or not i see idea like social darwinism and other idea like it fine but i am not against violence. it is key to society. is there issue in that thoughts or am i on the right path?

Eeyore 16/02/23(Tue)17:34 No. 4771 ID: 31485d [Reply] [Last 50 posts]

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Talk about your crush and why you won't be together.

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Eeyore 18/08/06(Mon)23:55 No. 5873 ID: 81c4d7

My story is probably worse because I actually am with the person who I actually believe is my soulmate. The reason i'm on the fence about an hero'ing is because I know I can't be the man she needs and thinks I am. In the past I had tried finding true love through sleeping around and being a manwhore. I'm not certain if that really had anything to do with my multiple betrayals though. You see, I hid the fact that I was Bi or at least desperate enough to let strange men fuck me in my past from her and when her sex drive petered down far below mine I found myself actively searching for other one night stands behind her back.
My first time cheating was emotional more than physical as it was omegle sexting with an older Canadian woman who's husband had also been withholding sex from her. The second one night stand was when I was out of town in a hotel for work and hooked up with a guy from craigslist and let him cum inside me multiple times that night while taking pictures. The third time I cheated was when I found another man on Grindr who was able to fuck my sadness out of me for a few weeks.
I don't know if it is weakness, or lack of trust but my soulmate has no idea any of this is even something I would consider. these moments happened during low points after big arguments in our relationship but that is not an excuse. I can't bring myself to tell her what i did for fear of hurting her more than i already have, yet oddly enough the only real thing stopping me from an hero'ing is the fact that I know how badly my suicide would scar and hurt her.

Eeyore 18/09/20(Thu)17:00 No. 5896 ID: 718082

You have an incredible amount of awareness compared to most wife-beating habitual cheaters.

I'd suggest getting couples-counselling. The counselor can act as a mediator, you can tell her how you don't feel good enough and also what happened. You won't be able to keep this relationship and keep your infidelity a secret forever. You know she can't trust you, and it reflects in how you carry your trust for her as well as being a nuclear warhead when she finds out. The counselor will help her work through her feelings, if she wants to stay, help her through her grief, and give you tools about feeling good enough and how to fix or weather a difference in sex drive.

Eeyore 18/09/20(Thu)20:34 No. 5899 ID: 11de95

im bipolar bruh
i cant keep a best friend let alone a gf
raw deal my friend

Eeyore 18/01/12(Fri)01:21 No. 5670 ID: fa0745 [Reply]

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that face when i will never be a true female
i will always be an imitation, a fake, an impostor

every morning i look in the mirror and feel wrong

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Eeyore 18/01/12(Fri)05:05 No. 5672 ID: 28f1b2

What stupid nonsense you're spouting? "True" females were just born female. They had their gender handed to them. They did nothing to deserve it. They were made female and thought "oh this is my life now"
You're more female than they are.

Eeyore 18/09/08(Sat)18:25 No. 5887 ID: ede4a5

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I feel you
It hurts so bad I can't even focus on anything else
I am getting on estrogen in a few weeks and I used to think that finally starting hrt would make me happy, but I feel sadder than ever
This ride never ends

Eeyore 18/09/16(Sun)08:17 No. 5892 ID: 93a374

i'm gonna be blunt
who cares ?
you are who you think you are anon
if people saw you as an impostor that's on them
their loss tbh you do you

I just lost all my friends AMA Eeyore 18/09/16(Sun)08:11 No. 5890 ID: 93a374 [Reply]

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heyyo !
i'm in a real dark spot ,im thinking i may be bipolar the way i flipped out ,i just coming to the realization that i can not befriend anyone you know? like i get this episodes when i just start to overthink shit about what am i worth you know ?
i'd like to hear your stories too

Eeyore 18/09/15(Sat)01:12 No. 5889 ID: c3cb5d [Reply]

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>just go anhero and post a live feed here.
>Don't be lame, do it!

Eeyore 18/02/05(Mon)04:55 No. 5700 ID: 95d42e [Reply]

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What is your favorite album?

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Eeyore 18/08/04(Sat)22:18 No. 5871 ID: 921a82

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Eeyore 18/08/24(Fri)18:35 No. 5879 ID: 9f9031

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Young The Giant by Young The Giant. this album fills some sad voids for me. And maybe Parachutes by Coldplay

Eeyore 18/09/14(Fri)01:56 No. 5888 ID: 0421aa

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Hi, 13 year old me.

Seriously, though, I love Trent Reznor.

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