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Celsius ## Admin ## 11/08/30(Tue)00:08 No. 5660 ID: 70382c [Reply] [Last 50 posts] Stickied

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stop fucking asking for advice or i'll ban your bitch ass

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Teenage Girl 14/09/02(Tue)12:39 No. 19966 ID: 3690d0

would kusaba even allow that (and are you paying any fucking attention?)?

Teenage Girl 15/09/15(Tue)19:03 No. 20739 ID: 27b3e7 [Reply]

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Every time I have made a list of priorites, things to do, etc--every single time in 31 years of my life--it is almost immediately and irrecoverably trumped. I have never completed even making a list--not even for just a single day's tasks--not even once.

Either an unforseeable problem that must be handled immediately and prevents other goals from being achieved will occur just after or while making the list, or someone will drop on me an obligation that I never agreed to but am nonetheless bound to do--immediately--because of our relationship (most often work, sometimes goverment officers--I gave up on ever having a chance to do things for family and friends no matter what they expect), or an already long delayed and thus long forgotten task will reassert itself in the form of some personal or professional disaster.

My life has been like this as long as I can remember. It is different from other people's suffering; no one I've ever met has this much trouble with everything, all the time. People often ask me why I look so exhausted and nervous--it is because I've developed an extreme paranoia about setting even the smallest goals.

Basically I live each hour of each day finding out what I missed in the last hour, or what I failed to do the previous day, or what sort of broken thing will prevent me from getting any of several things done until it is fixed, or what someone else thinks I have a legal, professional, or personal obligation to do--every hour of every day.

Once in a while I find myself alone and unoccupied. I try so hard to think of what I should be doing, to make a list of the many things that I should be doing at that moment, but more and more my mind just goes blank. Setting priorities has become that traumatic for me: I'm so afraid of knowing about all the things I already failed that I can't even imagine what they might be. By the time I do think of something I have to do, something else will already be blocking it.

How do I get out of this endless cycle of failure? It makes me suicidally depressed. It has cost me my family, friends, even jobs. I want to live like other people do: setting priorities based on a reasonable schedule and achieving most of them in an order that makes sense, not having to drop everything because their front door broke off it's hinges and their apartment can't be secured (for example). I don't want to answer another angry phone call from someone who has been waiting for me to do something I never even heard about, or telling me to do something that has nothing to do with me immediately because it has to be done right now and I am the only person (in town) who can do it. I can't take setting a goal for the month only to see it pushed off until the next year and then never again.

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Teenage Girl 15/10/08(Thu)11:49 No. 20793 ID: b6aae6

I woke up early, panicked, remembering that work starts two hours earlier.

I got there by train, but left my backpack (and all essential work materials) on the train. I realised this almost immediately, so I asked the attendant to call the next station and have it sent back on the next train. She proceded to not call anybody, ask her supervisor what the policy is, get some form for me to fill out, get five more minutes of advice from the supervisor on how to explain the form to me, and then tell me there wouldn't be enough time to call now, so they'll wait until it reaches the end of the line. I guess the policy is to make sure lost articles stay lost and ecourage that they should be stolen.

The good news is that I had the wrong day in mind all day, and don't need to be at work that early and don't need the bag until tomorrow.

Too bad I couldn't do the mountain of laundry that I planned on this morning (the only time in my life that is available for personal use is Thursday morning--and only if no one rescheduled without asking, like the last three weeks.

Teenage Girl 15/11/03(Tue)05:29 No. 20811 ID: de7cff

idle time....

idle time now....

morning work off, night work also potentially off.

what do...?

Teenage Girl 15/11/19(Thu)17:15 No. 20821 ID: e47d4e

In my to-do bankruptcy, I've recently been pursuing a new strategy. I do anything, with no regard for priority, as soon as I notice it needs being done--until I actually drop from the exhaustion. It hasn't reduced the number of things I have to do each day, nor has it given me any hope that a day will come when I can live at my own pace, but it's better emotionally than wondering what I should be doing all the time. Unfortunately this does mean overlapping tasks can conflict, and that unnoticed tasks will be put off indefinitely, but that's no change at all.

Teenage Girl 15/07/08(Wed)06:01 No. 20658 ID: 2720e7 [Reply]

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Fuck I don't understand it, I don't understand anything nothing feels fucking real anymore I can't even articulate my thoughts anymore on what any of my issues are. I don't get it.

Was anything real to begin with because I don't even fucking know, everywhere I see pattens I don't really exists or not and don't call me crazy I'm not crazy I know what crazy is because I know you're thinking it.

I don't really want to even make this thread, this is stupid.

Your stupid and I'm fine.

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Teenage Girl 15/11/13(Fri)08:08 No. 20817 ID: f009c4

Bitch! If it's a fruitcake why is there nuts in it!?
I hate retards.

Stop trying to break a loony into nickles you can't make sense out of something you can't change!

Because you have no self control, retard.

Teenage Girl 15/11/13(Fri)16:12 No. 20819 ID: e254a0

>break a loony into nickles
>can't make sense out of something you can't change

I am not sure how this wordplay is intended to disparage me, nor why you feel the need to do so--yet I feel that you are attempting to disparage me.

Perhaps you felt that I was bragging about the profoundness and originality of my earlier statement?

Teenage Girl 15/11/16(Mon)05:56 No. 20820 ID: 8a1dfb

>I am not sure how this wordplay is intended to disparage me, nor why you feel the need to do so--yet I feel that you are attempting to disparage me.
It appears that he's not only completely fucking nuts, he's also incredibly fucking stupid. It's a dangerous combination, if he keeps going like this he may one day find his name on the GOP presidential ticket.

Teenage Girl 15/06/28(Sun)14:37 No. 20646 ID: 54d556 [Reply]

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I've reached to a point in my life in which I finally discovered that there is no love, at least for me. Everytime I get to know a female, I take great interest in her for a short while, until routine kicks in and then I just start looking for something else.

No matter how hard I try and focus on the person I want to be with, I eventually grow tired of her. I've already gone through 4 serious relationships and, while telling myself "this is the one" during most of the time, in the end my sad reality hits me in the face every single time.

In conclusion to this, questions are starting to sprout from my brain: is love accepting that you are not going to feel the same way towards your partner, but knowing you want to be with him/her? does love evolve into some sort of friendship after years? is love a plain and simple lie?

Does love exist? Have you found it, /rnb/?

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Teenage Girl 15/11/12(Thu)07:45 No. 20814 ID: 151428

Polyamory is not a solution fit for resolving any problem; it is pure degeneracy.

The kuckolds* who get involved with the sluts that enjoy this live in constant indignation. Such relationships do not lead to healthy interaction between people. If there were a specific reason to pin it down to, I'd say this is because women are not capable of sharing a profound sexual and emotional bond with multiple partners, while men are and this means women tend not to feel possessive of their partners while men do.

People get into these relationships because they think it's the only way they'll get with the person they want or because of a wave of hype that goes through a college campus and then the relationship ends badly. These relationships always end badly; always. Didn't we already have a thread about that some months back?

Polygamy**, however, could be a viable solution for OP's problem. Rather than deriving all of his emotional and sexual needs from a long-term relationshp with a single female, which inevitably fails for him, he could have a long-term relationship with as many as he would need to avoid burning out on any one in particular.

*There is an autoban on this word (properly spelled); I understand why, but I intend to use it legitimately here: men in polyamorous relationships are kuckolds.
**No, I do not consider polygamy to be a subset of polyamory; marriage, sex, and love are not connected like that. I do not consider polyamory to be anything valid whatsoever. I'm not a polygamist myself either, but I can see how a marriage between one man and several women is more sound both psychologically and practically than the messy who-gave-everyone-herpes mix of one-night-stands and short-term relationships that "polyamorists" engage in.

Do you even know what you're talking about? Teenage Girl 15/11/12(Thu)10:39 No. 20815 ID: f2f0c1


You do know that polyamory and open relationships are not the same thing? Cause you don't seem to.

You also don't seem to know what a kuckold* is, as polyamory and most open relationships have nothing to do with that, and most married couples I've done threesomes with had nothing to do with it either, on my part or his.

Teenage Girl 15/11/12(Thu)22:12 No. 20816 ID: 9a1d24

>polyamory and open relationships are
Exactly the same thing. Women being loose and men being pathetic; no less and no more.

>married couples I've done threesomes with
Consist of a slut and a kuckold: a woman who wants to get fucked by more men and a man who can't do anything about having his woman fucked by other men or actually approves of it.

Care to spar a little more? I very much enjoy crushing your idiotic ideas.

Teenage Girl 14/02/22(Sat)17:10 No. 19104 ID: af0e52 [Reply]

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How do you cope with the fact that you aren't actually smarter than anyone? I'm trying to come to terms with that in here, and it's getting pretty tough.
Being intelligent used to be the one thing I was good at, but now I don't feel like I any longer am at all. At least, not more than the regular. So I feel like I'm literally good for nothing, and I'm finding it hard to live with that idea.
So, what do you do when you realize that you're just average at the things you considered they distinguished you?

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Teenage Girl 15/10/28(Wed)03:41 No. 20809 ID: 2a8032

He really did.
I contributed by being retarded. I feel more tempered in my responses now, but this is /rnb/ so I usually flip out here for no reason.

Teenage Girl 15/10/28(Wed)18:25 No. 20810 ID: 876226

You're welcome.

To be honest, I think all the thread highlights came after that post.

Teenage Girl 15/11/03(Tue)05:32 No. 20812 ID: de7cff

>this is /rnb/ so I usually flip out here for no reason.

Teenage Girl 15/07/08(Wed)05:25 No. 20657 ID: 7ac9b9 [Reply]

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The veterans affairs has sidestepped the due process clause and has decided to make life harder by cutting my disability by 50%. They never actually looked at any of the doctors notes and have decided that it's more fun to fuck over yet another veteran. I wish these assholes would get LOIK'd into oblivion. Or maybe a virus that paid everyone 100k while making the va computer system think it's operating normally. I bled for corporations in iraq to get rich, so pay me for it bitches. Rrraaawwwrrrrr welding bastards

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Teenage Girl 15/10/25(Sun)05:53 No. 20806 ID: 145da8

State disability. The hoops they make sick people jump through just to avoid paying out may be designed to keep fakers. It sucks.

Teenage Girl 15/10/25(Sun)05:54 No. 20807 ID: 145da8


Teenage Girl 15/10/25(Sun)18:15 No. 20808 ID: 753c8b

It wouldn't surprise me if the regulations have been influenced by lobbyists for law firms that represent the medical facilities responsible for providing treatment. The state usually goes with the lowest-bid, which drives down the market price.

Am I wrong? Teenage Girl 15/07/28(Tue)03:20 No. 20682 ID: f60d7c [Reply] [Last 50 posts]

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I'm wondering how y'all view morality and stuff...

I'm religious, and think homosexuality is an abomination. Even though I morally oppose gay marriage, I don't really care for it because I don't think it makes a difference... society is already sinful and wicked, and homosexuality is just one aspect of that.
I support the freedom to deny wedding requests and if I were a baker or did any form of catering, I'd refuse to do a gay wedding.

I have and wouldn't hesitate to continue speaking against homosexuality. I went through christian schools and knew some gay students. I would not be shy about saying their feelings are abominable.
If I have a wife and kids I will teach my children to be like me. If one of them is gay, I'd still love them, but I'd also condemn them and since I'd be burdened by the concept of them going to hell, I'd try to distance myself.
Not out of hate... but it's reasonable why parents often time disown gay kids. It's not hate, it's because you know they're not going to heaven, so it's painful to get close to them.

However, I do not believe in doing anything I feel directly harms gays?

My question is,.. do I seem like a bigot? Or bad person? Or harmful to gays? Is the fact that I don't believe in directly hurting them enough for you to respect my views.
Doesn't the fact that I support freedom and refuse to do something that would directly take kit way justify my homophobia?
I mean, if I don't support taking away gay peoples freedom or killing them or anything... then why is it wrong for me to be homophobic personally.
And if you're allowed to say it's okay to be gay, then why is it wrong for me to spread my religious beliefs?
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Teenage Girl 15/10/09(Fri)00:51 No. 20794 ID: 9ca664

nice projection fuccboi

maybe you should get that autism under control :^)

Teenage Girl 15/10/09(Fri)04:31 No. 20795 ID: 10d6c2

I love it when the mods carpetbomb and remove all posts from a poster's ID from the site.

Smells... clean... like when the world was new.

Teenage Girl 15/10/09(Fri)06:37 No. 20796 ID: fdf4b0

It's a nice touch, although I do wish we could have creative ban texts more often.

Seriously, go to school. Go to night school if you have to, just get some kind of K-12 education.

Teenage Girl 15/10/01(Thu)18:00 No. 20780 ID: 03fab4 [Reply]

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I learned quickly that life isn't fair. I learned quickly nobody really deserves anything. I learned quickly that ideals are simply ideals and the reality is always more likely to run a displeasing course, because the odds the ideals are met outside of all the other possibilities is slim.

These are just really easy concepts.

Despite this, I lived willingly in a naive state for so many years... I knew how it worked, and yet I did not want to believe it. Years and years trudging through utter bullshit, with this foolish notion clouding up what I really knew was true: that if I just sat it out and hoped it changed, it just would. Even better, I started to later convince myself that I would rather play out the last few strings of my rope and let myself rot away. Why kill myself when I can selfishly live the last few months or years doing nothing? Taking what I can while it is still feasible? I don't care anymore if it is frowned upon. I just want to be selfish.

Strangely, I never seriously wanted to kill myself despite my depressive thoughts. I never really wanted my happiness to end. Sad how I came to that conclusion back then. I had promised myself at a point that the next time I was happy, I wanted to kill myself. I wanted to die happy. I didn't want to take the chance death would meet with me one of the thousands of days I spend miserable. Why would I want to die miserable? So that day came after a few months passed. I finally felt okay for one whole day. I remembered my promise, too. I sat in my parents' basement with a fresh straight edge and knew I could finally feel release from this limbo. But I didn't.

I found myself crying and laughing. How could I hesitate? It was perfect. I would finally die and I was anticipating complete relief. I could feel tinges of relief just feeling "it is done, I can finally be done" but here I was hesitating. I felt like it was all wrong, too. I didn't want to die. I never wanted to die. I just wanted to be okay and no longer stuck in life's limbo.

How cowardly and slovenly I have been.

I know nothing will change if I do not make it happen. I just do not think I can, or quite simply, I will not. Something in me refuses and tells me real change is impossible. The effort I put into change in the past always somehow ended up in the same rut I am in now. I need a complete change.

I am thinking of saving up money next job I get, and then just leaving everything. I'll take what I want and die like the slime I am probably within mere months due to certain acts, but I'll know I didn't rot in place for decades regretting ever doing anything or making an impact on the things I have decided to put care into.
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Teenage Girl 15/10/01(Thu)20:01 No. 20782 ID: 7fd13b

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Teenage Girl 15/10/05(Mon)01:27 No. 20784 ID: 1d9efc

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I want to help you, OP, I really do.

But I can't finish reading your post because of that motherfucking gif you posted with it.

Everyone who posts gifs on an imageboard deserves to die. That's the absolute truth.

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Teenage Girl 15/02/04(Wed)00:06 No. 20385 ID: 7e6ce7 [Reply]

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A realization I had that bothers me a little.

Bestiality, Furfags, guys thinking they're supposed to be women, every sick fetish you can think of... all stem from the fact that we became accepting of gays. All of those bible thumpers who claimed "If we accept them, next we'll have to accept a man wanted to fuck his dog" were right.

Now, I support gays 100%. I've had a few gay experiences myself. and that's why I'm bothered by this. Every one of these sick fucks has groups of people claiming they're the next form of modern acceptance that must happen. That we're all immoral for thinking a person wanting to be legally identified as a mascot costumed wolf, a man thinking he's a woman if he chops his dick off and takes hormones, or the idea that there are a million genders and orientations and you are whichever one you want to be, are weird or wrong.

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Teenage Girl 15/10/01(Thu)17:54 No. 20779 ID: ffb191

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Your logic appears to be terribly flawed.

Teenage Girl 15/10/01(Thu)21:26 No. 20783 ID: 9ca664

I think your mom's terribly flawed m8 :^)

Teenage Girl 15/10/09(Fri)06:40 No. 20797 ID: fdf4b0

It was terribly flawed of your mother not to abort you.

Teenage Girl 15/09/29(Tue)23:52 No. 20773 ID: f4af1f [Reply]

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So my sister announces to me that the guy she lost her virginity to might have gotten her pregnant.

I reassure the girl that there isn't a chance that she's pregnant as she says he didn't finish. (This of course was a lie since looking at a girl the wrong way gets her pregnant)

I really don't need these sorts of shenanigans right now, I mean work is getting better so my sister has to get knocked up, eternally disappointing my mother who is begin to suspect my weed habit.

Just needed to tell someone, I'm losing the plot slowly day by day, pic related in some way

Teenage Girl 15/09/30(Wed)06:04 No. 20775 ID: 10d6c2

Look on the bright side. With your sister creating drama, your mom will be distracted by the turmoil. You can smoke all the weed you want and she won't notice.

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